Wrong place to put this but I'm not about to simp in front of the homies so

Wrong place to put this but I'm not about to simp in front of the homies so

>be me
>socially retarded 23 y/o sophomore college student
>shit at dating (5 dates and all were terrible bc women be creepy and I'm shit with women)
>barely passing, decide to change habits
>decide "fuck it gotta change"
>decide to repress attraction for the sake of focus
>decide to not ask anyone out cuz that doesn't end well and my emotions suck when I fail, which then fucks with my focus
>decide to study hard
>get to class
>immediately fail at goal #2
>cute Malaysian chick site right next to me in calc 3
>like a year older than me but shorter, culturally Muslim as well, very soft spoken, quite mature tho
>start studying with her, get homework done like a WEEK early and understand the content cuz of her
>get to know each other outside of school, interests and the like
>she's into the same shit I am, music, vidya, anime
>she's so sweet omg it fuckin kills me
>she somehow asks me to the gym in a few weeks and I say yes
>go to doctor and find out I've got a bacterial infection on my leg from the gym cuz some tards decided not to clean up after themselves on one of the machines
>she's alright with postponing it
>not entirely sure she's into me but she's def a good friend
>realize she's the only reason I'm passing rn
>feelsgoodman

I don't even care that I can't date her rn, I'm just glad she's a part of my life and that I don't creep her out. If I ask her out it's gotta be after I'm done with the class.
Honestly, don't even care at this point she's so wholesome I'd be happy just being her friend.

You can go ahead and insult me in the replies now.

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you sound like a grade A soft bitch, OP. eat her ass and never talk to her again like a man.

impregnate her

kys normie

Filthy disgusting sandnigger this website is for whites only

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I think some women can sense desperation. Or at the very least, desperation can make you behave in ways you might not realize. By going through life focusing on yourself, I think that attitude will play a role in how people see you.

Thanks for the advice user! Yeah I can def tell that that's why I didn't get anywhere in high school, started working on that and it got somewhat better.
I hope I'm not like that now, if I'm being like that you're more than welcome to tell me where I can change, always looking to improve.

I think at this point I'm more focused on passing and having friends than chasing women.

This is gonna sound hella gay but hear me out man, in life some bitches you're not supposed to fuck/date, I learnt this the hard way a few times. Sometimes the smarter way of doing things is just staying friends if it really does mean that much to you, also girls are really attracted to guys that don't look for the relationship first so if anything does materialise make sure you don't instigate it by making things awkward but if she moves like she's keen try not to be scared to pop the question.
Now back to you're usual programming

Gay ass autistic nigga fuck you

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