I don’t know who invented the phrase or the idea of “it gets better”. I look back at myself in high school and wish I was still there. Not even for youths sake but more so just the ignorant bliss, which, I guess could be constituted as such.
Every facet of my adult life has been, for the most part, awful. Im in a terrible relationship, I work between 56-60 hours a week, some of which consist of days going from 6a-midnight. All of my investments are red, and I’m at the point to where I don’t even look at my accounts anymore, but maybe that’s a good thing?
I have very little, if any, emotional or even physical support from anyone I’ve met in my life, and nobody communicates or talks to me, even if I start talking to them first.
Since around Dec of last year not a day has gone by without me thinking about just running away and shooting myself. I likely won’t but it’s a hard thought to cope with on a near daily basis.
The list goes on, and I don’t really know why I even bothered typing this as most people don’t really care what (You) have to say anyways. I suppose it just feels nice to type out. Hope everyone’s having an ok day.
Break up with your significant other and surround yourself with goal oriented people. Quit moping on Any Forums because your life sucks and actually do something to make it better.
James Adams
Thank you for replying. I’ve heard this a lot, I appreciate the consideration but I do feel at this point I’m hopeless. Maybe as time goes on I’ll lift myself from this hole, but right now all I can really do is wallow. Idk how to break up with her. It’s not as simple as it sounds, I know it should be, but it’s especially hard for me.
No, it’s as simple as it sounds. You’re just a pussy. You’ve heard the same advice because it’s what any sane person does when they realize they’re in a downward spiral, take it all one day at a time
Ethan Clark
you should maybe try something new.
move to another part of the world. move to chile or argentina.
or maybe murder your boss? take his money and party for a day. plus you get rid of some of the frustration maybe.
if it actually is like you describe, you really have nothing to lose. its not like you owe anyone anything, except shit they made up to force you into slavery. you should do something radical.
I’ve tried setting a goal to break up with her as soon as I can, not sure if I’ll follow through. Not sure what steps I’d even take after. Life-wise. Correcting my deviated path back to “sane person” is probably the most realistic goal I can set for myself. Aside from splitting up with her, which hopefully I’ll see through sooner than later.
Christian Morris
>not sure i will follow through though you deserve every bit of shit that goes down your throat. W E A K
Cooper Walker
No lie detected. Just hard to acquiesce
Jordan Rogers
Don’t set a fucking goal to break up with your s/o, just fucking do it. Tell them to leave or if it’s their place then you fuck off somewhere else. It’s that simple, quit being a bitch your whole life.
Isaac Carter
murder the boss at the very least.
Tyler Ramirez
Get out of that shit situation and re-roll the dice, whatever you get is gonna be better than this, you are at rock bottom, but killing yourself would just be extremely retarded, you will die either way, but you can choose how you live your life, stop being a pussy and just change your situation, you dont need people, the comfort of women, of anything else besides yourself,you dont even need a plan,move somewhere, do whatever, live until you die, you are gonna regret every other possible life anyway. get up from your fucking chair and start changing.
It’s hard receiving this thoughtful advice because it all seems so Herculean right now. It certainly helps, though. Not to sound like a faggot but I’ll be keeping a screenshot as a reminder. As I’ve done for a few of these replies. Ty user. I hope things are well for you, and continue to be so
Adam Thompson
Dude start dealing drugs. It’s easy, you’ll make good money, you get to socialize, and if you’re lucky you get killed and your miserable existence ends. Literal dream job for people with nothing to lose.
Jordan Sullivan
listen to this person. it says almost the same thing as me, minus the murder.
stop being a retarded weakling. do something new.
OH I FORGOT, its in your fuckin nature to seek humiliation and depression. thats why you talk about it but never do anything.
James Barnes
I know, once your life stabilizes your mind gets put on rails, even if your situation is absolutely horrid, but you have to get out, you HAVE TO GET OUT, FREE YOURSELF FROM THE INERTIA, i know, every time you try to even do something you feel like the river of life pushes you back with your face in the mud, DO SOMETHING RASH, think about it, your situation is worse than death, you are conscious, and you have only suffering, you wont break a tree by slapping it every day, trying wont work, YOU HAVE TO CUT THE TREE DOWN AT ONCE, every second you dont do it is a decade of grief and regret, a second becoming centuries on your death bed, do something rash, it'll be one of the only times in your life where you can afford it, wake up one day, say you'll go to work and never look back.
Thank you wise user. I really do appreciate it. I like the tree analogy a lot and will refer to it as the wheel turns. I know what I need to do, and I know I just need to bring myself to do it. At least, in regards to my main problem anyways. Hopefully as I solve it it will serve as a crack in the dam, and the water held back will slowly seep through until it’s all out. I really appreciate your kind and insightful words, thank you, again
Alexander Robinson
This will probably be my last post, so i hope you really listen to me, that's exactly where you are wrong, that's exactly what put you into this situation and what keeps your head under the water, you CANT save the screens as reminders, you CANNOT schedule revolution in your life, you CANT build up courage to do something RASH, revolution and change comes with a feeling of adrenaline, it comes with fury, rage, and an even greater fear, you CANNOT make a jump and be prepared for it, you cant build yourself up to jump in the void, you'll be grateful when you hit the water below and swim to shore, THIS IS WHAT IS KILLING YOU, THIS IS YOUR ENEMY, you will never crack, the dam is never gonna collapse, and even if it does, you DONT want it, the human psyche is though enough so that the dam collapsing already means change has long been overdue,and the way it collapses is never what you want, the dam SHOULD never get to collapse, that is a sign you have failed.
I really hope you have listened to me, user, i really hope you are listening to what i am saying, its the weekend now, i hope you wake up tomorrow, get in the car and never look back, otherwise, you are never gonna go anywhere.
