I don’t know who invented the phrase or the idea of “it gets better”. I look back at myself in high school and wish I was still there. Not even for youths sake but more so just the ignorant bliss, which, I guess could be constituted as such.
Every facet of my adult life has been, for the most part, awful. Im in a terrible relationship, I work between 56-60 hours a week, some of which consist of days going from 6a-midnight. All of my investments are red, and I’m at the point to where I don’t even look at my accounts anymore, but maybe that’s a good thing?
I have very little, if any, emotional or even physical support from anyone I’ve met in my life, and nobody communicates or talks to me, even if I start talking to them first.
Since around Dec of last year not a day has gone by without me thinking about just running away and shooting myself. I likely won’t but it’s a hard thought to cope with on a near daily basis.
The list goes on, and I don’t really know why I even bothered typing this as most people don’t really care what (You) have to say anyways. I suppose it just feels nice to type out. Hope everyone’s having an ok day.
Break up with your significant other and surround yourself with goal oriented people. Quit moping on Any Forums because your life sucks and actually do something to make it better.
James Adams
Thank you for replying. I’ve heard this a lot, I appreciate the consideration but I do feel at this point I’m hopeless. Maybe as time goes on I’ll lift myself from this hole, but right now all I can really do is wallow. Idk how to break up with her. It’s not as simple as it sounds, I know it should be, but it’s especially hard for me.
No, it’s as simple as it sounds. You’re just a pussy. You’ve heard the same advice because it’s what any sane person does when they realize they’re in a downward spiral, take it all one day at a time
Ethan Clark
you should maybe try something new.
move to another part of the world. move to chile or argentina.
or maybe murder your boss? take his money and party for a day. plus you get rid of some of the frustration maybe.
if it actually is like you describe, you really have nothing to lose. its not like you owe anyone anything, except shit they made up to force you into slavery. you should do something radical.
I’ve tried setting a goal to break up with her as soon as I can, not sure if I’ll follow through. Not sure what steps I’d even take after. Life-wise. Correcting my deviated path back to “sane person” is probably the most realistic goal I can set for myself. Aside from splitting up with her, which hopefully I’ll see through sooner than later.
Christian Morris
>not sure i will follow through though you deserve every bit of shit that goes down your throat. W E A K
