How do I find a hobby? Something realistic. I'm either working, learning or wasting my time watching YouTube

try making a video essay. ive been working on a comprehensive video review for my favorite video game and its honestly been a very rewarding experience, even though its been a lot of work and i cant always find the time to work on it every week, or even month. ive never done any video editing before and its honestly pretty easy to learn so long as you are using a tool that has lots of online tutorials (im using vegas pro 14 and every question that ive googled i was able to find an answer pretty quickly)