It's Almost Time

On March 1, I will begin my final nofap streak leading up to and into my death (by charcoal burner).
I don't intend it to last long, I'll be committing suicide in either April or May as originally intended at the beginning of this year so I doubt I'll even hit the 90 day mark, but I'll get a good month and a bit under my belt.
50 days is good enough.

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Do it now if you jerkin off is enough of a trigger to you. Life is already worthless with or without ejaculating. No matter how long you have lived if you still can't see a way to escape the mundane nothingness of it all you're already dead and nobody could save you even if you subconsciously wished they would. You must be the one to take a step for yourself. If you refuse this necessary human development you've already resigned to eternal damnation and he'll on earth. Better to just bring it to a close as soon as possible if all the above is true.
However if you can glimpse a possibility, a hope of normalcy and happiness in your future solely through your own actions, persevere. You will make it as long as you haven't given up on yourself. The only guarantee in this life is what our brains believe to be guaranteed. Suffering and happiness will all come in the allotments we believe we are meant and destined to receive, because ironically for all us idiots, hippies were right about a few things including self actualization. What you think is what you perceive and what you perceive is your reality. I don't expect this asinine paragraph to save your life or even change it as most of these posts are simply LARP. I just see your psyop for what it is and hope that anyone finding this thread will read one post deeper and realize your retardation. Fuck Jews, fuck trannies, fuck niggers, fuck jannies. Please carry on

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don't do it man. You're a still a faggot but don't so it

I'm going by the end of May with or without a nofap streak under my belt. Even if I fail on May 30, I will still kill myself on May 31 with 0 days under my belt.
There is nothing left for me here.
It's time.

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i hope you find something to feel your heart with warmth so you can stay and be happy

My heart hasn't felt warmth since my dog died on August 14, 2020.
I'm sick of this. I'm tired of this.

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so you want it end it all because of your dog or what other reasons are there?

No the dog was just the tipping point, probably the only reason I made it through the past 10-15 years, desu.
More reasons than I can count, saddest thing of all is I can't even think of a single reason to remain living here.
Not a damned one.

ever thought of getting another one? not as a replacement but just for companionship.

You can keep living to see what happens in the world

I've thought about it and it's an absolute no. It's not fair on me, and not fair on the new dog. It deserves a together, stable owner that can give it everything and their entire attention and devotion.
I cannot do that.

Your dog wouldn't have wanted you to use his affection and love as a means to your own end. He'd have wanted you to make another dog just as happy to be alive as you originally made him. Stop blaming yourself for nature. You will die like your dog in the end, by your hand or no so do whatever you can while you can

>You can keep living to see what happens in the world
I. DON'T. FUCKING. CARE. WHAT. HAPPENS. IN. THE WORLD.
LMFAO.
Jesus fucking Christ. What is wrong with you people. I DO NOT FUCKING CARE what shitty fucking rehashed TV idea or old show gets rebooted. I DO NOT FUCKING CARE what nostalgic game franchise they decide to bring back and rape to death.
I DO NOT FUCKING CARE about some rehashed geopolitical squabbles with Axis A and Axis B that has been done to death since time immemorial.
Nothing brings me pleasure anymore. NOTHING. Nothing has brought me pleasure for year upon year upon year upon year.

what are some thing that happened that drove you to this point though

My dog lacked those kind of of critical thinking skills and cognitive abilities, being a simple domesticated dog lmao.
Nice try though.

We all come from the same space dust shoved together by gravity, and none of us can see what's behind the eyes and in the thoughts of those around us. You have no proof for that claim. Try harder

I'm going a nightwalk to McDonald's to get a triple cheeseburger, it's kinda sorta snowing which is rare for my region of the world.
I'll be back in a bit and will answer if I can be bothered and the thread is still up.
Like I said though more reasons than I can recount.
I don't even have the fucking energy to think of them and list them for you anymore lmao. I just don't fucking care. I barely get out of beds and shower maybe every 2 weeks or so if I'm lucky

is that land air sea sandwich any good? it looks disgusting but I've never had a filet o fish

Stop eating mcdicks

Just give up... Some people are just meant to be losers

le edgy

this reads like something a teenager with 0 real world experience would post. it reads like something i would have posted at one point. there are things that happen to you that are outside if your control. why dont you go tell my friend and his 5 year old that their wife/mother dying of cancer needs to just self actualize herself better? emotions and attitude dont change things that are bigger than you.