On March 1, I will begin my final nofap streak leading up to and into my death (by charcoal burner).
I don't intend it to last long, I'll be committing suicide in either April or May as originally intended at the beginning of this year so I doubt I'll even hit the 90 day mark, but I'll get a good month and a bit under my belt.
50 days is good enough.
It's Almost Time
Nolan Sanchez
Eli Cooper
Do it now if you jerkin off is enough of a trigger to you. Life is already worthless with or without ejaculating. No matter how long you have lived if you still can't see a way to escape the mundane nothingness of it all you're already dead and nobody could save you even if you subconsciously wished they would. You must be the one to take a step for yourself. If you refuse this necessary human development you've already resigned to eternal damnation and he'll on earth. Better to just bring it to a close as soon as possible if all the above is true.
However if you can glimpse a possibility, a hope of normalcy and happiness in your future solely through your own actions, persevere. You will make it as long as you haven't given up on yourself. The only guarantee in this life is what our brains believe to be guaranteed. Suffering and happiness will all come in the allotments we believe we are meant and destined to receive, because ironically for all us idiots, hippies were right about a few things including self actualization. What you think is what you perceive and what you perceive is your reality. I don't expect this asinine paragraph to save your life or even change it as most of these posts are simply LARP. I just see your psyop for what it is and hope that anyone finding this thread will read one post deeper and realize your retardation. Fuck Jews, fuck trannies, fuck niggers, fuck jannies. Please carry on
Leo Hall
don't do it man. You're a still a faggot but don't so it
Jaxon Murphy
I'm going by the end of May with or without a nofap streak under my belt. Even if I fail on May 30, I will still kill myself on May 31 with 0 days under my belt.
There is nothing left for me here.
It's time.
Michael Scott
i hope you find something to feel your heart with warmth so you can stay and be happy
Tyler Wood
My heart hasn't felt warmth since my dog died on August 14, 2020.
I'm sick of this. I'm tired of this.
Nathan Ward
so you want it end it all because of your dog or what other reasons are there?
Jackson Scott
No the dog was just the tipping point, probably the only reason I made it through the past 10-15 years, desu.
More reasons than I can count, saddest thing of all is I can't even think of a single reason to remain living here.
Not a damned one.
Juan Cook
ever thought of getting another one? not as a replacement but just for companionship.
You can keep living to see what happens in the world
Jason Hill
I've thought about it and it's an absolute no. It's not fair on me, and not fair on the new dog. It deserves a together, stable owner that can give it everything and their entire attention and devotion.
I cannot do that.