Did you ever get over your first love?

You said first love. No. First girlfriend? Yes, took me a year and i think im better off without her. Anne though? I met her when we were 10, we confessed to each other by the end of the school year. She moved, didnt see her until we were 18.

She created social media and found me. She told me the school she went to and what she did for work, and i bought a car a few months later to see her every weekend.

We dated. She left for the military, i stayed for an engineering school. She cheated on fucking Christmas, man. Left a massive hole in my heart. Didnt think of fucking another woman, didnt really notice them here. I had eyes for her alone.

Its been a couple of years. Christmas still sucks, im still single, and i kind of look down on women, especially Anne.

Its easy to cope now, but when it wasnt easy, i was absorbed into video games and formed an addiction. Fuck her, but honestly, id probably take her back if we ever talked like we used to.

I mean depends if first love would be first crush or first relationship. I got over my first crush, but it did take a while. First relationship not really something I can ever properly get over since it left me "traumatized." She's forever seared into my mind now

>First relationship not really something I can ever properly get over since it left me "traumatized."
how long ago was your breakup?

It's been maybe 3 years now I'd reckon

it was fucking shit, i've only felt unconditional love in dreams

it's been 11 years and I just woke up from a dream about him a few hours ago
oddly enough I remember basically nothing about him or anything from back then but I dream about him almost every night

Yes, I had no choice. She spent 4 years turning everyone in our major against me as a cheap way to make connections. "What could have been" for me is a jail sentence and a humiliating kangaroo court trial so it's easy not to regret anything, except falling for her that is.

I never had one
Origity

Yes I did. Why do you ask user?

women always do something to piss me off enough that eventually those fuzzy feelings i had for them wear off once the love goggles haven't been worn for a sufficiently long enough time. my first love is objectively not a good person and i can't love someone who doesn't have a moral compass. it's been over for a long time, i don't care. i just recently got out of another shitty relationship and when i was with her i was probably the loneliest i'd ever been in my life. i don't know why it's so difficult to meet someone genuine. it shouldn't be as hard as it is.