You now realize that there have been a few cute girls in your life that wanted to date/fuck you...

>you now realize that there have been a few cute girls in your life that wanted to date/fuck you, but you were too much of a sperg and wasted your opportunity

And lifting will never cure our autism.

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I dated higher quality girls when I was skinny

learn and move on. find another cute girl who wants to date/fuck you. really the only thing you can do.

>yfw you remember times a woman was practically begging for sex and you had zero idea what was happening

15 year old me needed his ass beat for being so autistic

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be me, neurotypical social extrovert with a healthy mental health, i have had romantic and non romantic relationships with the opposite sex

>you now realize that there have been a few cute girls in your life that wanted to date/fuck you, but you were too much of a sperg and wasted your opportunity
No there haven't. I checked.

this, you progress through mistakes. WAGMI.

>in college
>late to class one day
>only seat open is next to this short cute girl I've been checking out
>she's 5'4, blond with very pale skin and green eyes, petite with perky boobas
>sit next to her
>she drops her pen and it rolls down the floor
>get up and get it for her
>hand it back with a smile and firm eye contact
>eye contact lingers, she smiles back and then looks down meekly
>realize she's super shy because I've never seen her talk to anyone
>we just sit quietly during class and then when class ends, we leave without interacting
>next class, I sit in my usual spot
>she comes to sit next to me despite tons of open seats
>don't say anything or even make eye contact
>we do this for 6 months, I look forward to it every time
>never say anything but feel like ONE DAY I will finally say "hi" and we will start talking
>decide to skip class once and go home early
>get on the bus in front of campus - there is nobody else on it
>go all the way to the back and sit down as the bus idles
>I see her on
>we make eye contact for 0.05 seconds and then I look away quickly
>she comes all the way to the back and sits RIGHT across from me without a word
>bus starts moving - we're the only 2 passengers
>I stare out the window with my mind racing
>she is forcing my hand, there is no way I can't talk to her now
>5 minutes go by, is it too late?
>bus goes under an overpass and we make eye contact through the window reflection
>I quickly look down and then back out the window when the light is back
>realize it's too late
>feel my heart sinking as I realize I'm living through a moment I will regret for the rest of life
>brain is screaming NOOO SAY SOMETHING FAGGOT!!!!!!!
>can't do it
>my stop comes
>fumble out of the seat awkwardly staring every direction but hers
after this, she never sat near me or looked in my direction ever again
this was 15 years ago

stop bringing it up bro, im trying to forget

There was never one for me, i know it since i went to a pre engineering high school with no women. Now i'm in engineering in uni.

I haven't interacted with a woman in like 9 years

Shit man, I already knew that. Not worth moping over.

I got an anonymous love letter in elementary school. That was my peak.

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i had a few of those in college. i finally forced myself to pursue one and it left with me deep cringe and of course did not lead to anything. don't beat yourself up over it, nothing would have happened probably.

I once had a girl who really liked me offer to blow me if i walked her to the bus stop. I thought she was joking. Autism is one hell of a drug

most of the times I couldn't get anywhere with girls who liked me school it was other guys holding me back, usually by either threatening me to stay away from them or attempting to sabotage it out of jealousy. men really are the enemy, I love women.

>go to other city to watch football match with friends
>1 girl in our group
>have hotelrooms there
>after the match go to bar
>after some time girl says she is sleepy
>asks me if i can bring her back to hotel
>she invites me to her room
>we talk for 30min before i say i'm slerpy too and go to my own room

>met friend of bros gf
>asks me if i'm single etc
>we met each other for almost everyday over couple of weeks
>she invites me several times to her place
>always touches me
>massaged my back and neck once
>i'm too retarded to do the first step
>she looses interest after 2 months

>friends birthdayparty
>drink at his place and go to club later
>girl wants to hold hands on the way to the club
>kiss her later on the dancefloor
>drink too much and leave early without any explanation
>have never seen her again

this happened to me too often. when i'm in the club i get approached by women almost everytime but i'm too autistic to do bring it to an end.

Yes.
In fact I was deeply in love with one of them in the past but didn't make a move because we both had serious partners at the time.
We met after not seeing each other for years.
Last time we met I was totally in love with her, but she kept rejecting me (softly).
That night we went for dinner, and then drinking in the red light district of the Tokyo.
For dinner (her choice and she paid) we went to a place that specialized in turtle soup.
I had no idea but apparently that's a food that asians consider the equivalent to viagra.
My coworker literally told me the next day "if she fed you that it meant she wanted to fuck you, it's supposed to give you sexual energy".
She hinted she wanted to stay out late but we didn't, I don't remember why, probably I was worried about missing the last train.

I have no idea if I did good or bad by not fucking her.
Probably good because she's happy and has a baby now, presumably with the same guy she was with then.
We're still friends, but there's no hint of romance between us.
I still want to fuck her, but cheating is bad, and I never would have been satisfied with one night. I really loved her.

>always wanted milk truck gf since i was a fat kid
>lost weight, started talking to women, started fucking women
>finally get access to enormous booba
>realize virtually all big tiddy women are completely mentally fucked due to their booba

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bro

Yes, and? Get over it. It's their loss for not being more obvious, not mine.

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Don't care, there's a lot of women