Could be worse
I hate this planet
So what
Well we’re just about in the same boat here user except I’m only 5 years in. Haven’t jerked it or watched porn for a month though, so I feel less ashamed of myself than I usually do. I’m guessing you were also raised by a single mother who emotionally fucked you and never taught you anything or helped you except when it satisfied her own needs. Do you have a job user? I work in retail and it’s pretty fucking gay and I’m socially stunted from years of hermit life, but it’s better than sitting at home all day. All the best brother, maybe there’s a gf waiting for you in heaven
don't kys op
the world stage is about to get really interesting in the upcoming months
Was doing that for 5 years, never worked for me since I never sticked to that routine
>is suicidal
>first thought to talk about it is at Any Forums
You’re a pedophile and if you have any decency you will not hurt or damage those children. Be a good man, and suffer. Many of us are suffering too, but it’s no excuse to do evil shit. Embrace the shit. You’re feeling what men have felt in their stomachs since time immemorial.
i fell pretty far, right now im trying to build and garden my way out, just do thinngs, try them out, go digging, you never know what you enjoy, life is hard but theres things here that make it worth it, like talking to jesus, feeling god be there for you, seeing it. Have faith user, the world isnt a movie, we werent meant to live what was written by man
Suicide solves nothing since you can't do anything 6 feet under. Every time you feel like roping go outside and take a walk or go lift. Search how to do dopamine fasting and start from there. Your depression comes from your hormones and lymbic system fix those asap
Telling people causes problems