I think its time to f myself. I literally didnt make anything out of my life and felt like a useless man.
My story
>addicted to fapping and porn since 10 years that gave me fetishes I dont want to talk about on here
>never had a gf
>overweight and quit the gym
>parents didn't teach me anything
>into an older woman at work which is 40 and has 2 kids (15 and 22), she likes me but doesn't love me
I think its time to go
No one cares. This is not a suicide hotline.
yeah
Are you going alone user
if you don't try self improvement to fix those things nothing will get better, at least try to fix yourself and try different hobbies or videogames and make friends from videogames ending your life is never the answer
Don't do it user. Dedicate yourself to the gym and the rest will resolve itself.
I'm sorry
Most likely yes
What this guy said. Life can always get better.
Bro just double down on being a nerd. Fuck hoes.
Consider ego death first, it is pain and release until what is earthly no longer holds you.
Could be worse
So what
Well we’re just about in the same boat here user except I’m only 5 years in. Haven’t jerked it or watched porn for a month though, so I feel less ashamed of myself than I usually do. I’m guessing you were also raised by a single mother who emotionally fucked you and never taught you anything or helped you except when it satisfied her own needs. Do you have a job user? I work in retail and it’s pretty fucking gay and I’m socially stunted from years of hermit life, but it’s better than sitting at home all day. All the best brother, maybe there’s a gf waiting for you in heaven
don't kys op
the world stage is about to get really interesting in the upcoming months
Was doing that for 5 years, never worked for me since I never sticked to that routine
>is suicidal
>first thought to talk about it is at Any Forums
You’re a pedophile and if you have any decency you will not hurt or damage those children. Be a good man, and suffer. Many of us are suffering too, but it’s no excuse to do evil shit. Embrace the shit. You’re feeling what men have felt in their stomachs since time immemorial.
i fell pretty far, right now im trying to build and garden my way out, just do thinngs, try them out, go digging, you never know what you enjoy, life is hard but theres things here that make it worth it, like talking to jesus, feeling god be there for you, seeing it. Have faith user, the world isnt a movie, we werent meant to live what was written by man
Suicide solves nothing since you can't do anything 6 feet under. Every time you feel like roping go outside and take a walk or go lift. Search how to do dopamine fasting and start from there. Your depression comes from your hormones and lymbic system fix those asap
Telling people causes problems
Bye, see you at the other sideヽ(*・ω・)ﾉ
Your problems are small. The biggest problem you have is being a little bitch about your small problems. Unironically man up, I had worse problems than you and I used them to become stronger and stopped being a little bitch about it. And make no mistake, my problems were small little bitch problems like yours
Another thing you can do is pick up a hobby that will give you the proper amount of dopamine but not give instant gratification. Try woodworking or buy an old dirtbike and fix it. We aren't meant to live working 9-5 humans are task oriented.
Arbeit macht frei unironically
“Even when everything is dead and gone the dream still smothers in man’s heart”
Sell all of your stuff and travel. It's what I've done. Been to all the middle-top and top states, and headed to the Easternmost states now. I want to see a lighthouse before I die. Every ideal I hold can be epitomized in the concept of a lighthouse. Due to funds being tight it will take at least a month and half to get to Maine proper. If I don't find a point to things by then, I'll kill myself. I'll cut myself and bleed out either near a lighthouse or in or on top of one.
Be like me, OP. Set goals first. Exhaust your options.
Just stick around for the epic finale Hanz
When shit starts to burn everywhere I promess you the suicidal thoughts will be gone.
Based and stoic pilled