HOW DO I GET THE RADIO IN MY FUCKING HEAD TO STOP?
I can't focus because the music never ends, and I don't remember if it was always this way or not.
It's life ruining levels of debilitation please help
Question for GATEbros
Joshua Cruz
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Chase James
Are you saved?
If not, get saved.
Ask Jesus for help.
I'm serious.
Kayden Hall
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IDK this?
Mason Morgan
drown it in overwhelming stimuli. preferably the healthy kind. like going on a grueling jog in a beautiful setting. or doing mushrooms.
cold showers can shock it too. Sauna/ice plunge/sauna/ice plunge if you have access and are well hydrated
Cooper Green
I don't know what you mean by saved. I believe in Jesus, what he did and his actions but I'm not a conventional Christian
Meh those don't work
I can't focus at all. I have no passion, everything is just about killing boredom and has been for a long time and I think maybe that contributes but I literally can't focus whatsoever to an extent that basic functioning is extremely hard
I don't know what to do I wanna die
Nathan Jones
You have to embrace it, master the radio in your head and you will be able to turn it off. I've been hearing it since I was a child. It's the only way to avoid madness.
James Clark
did you learn an instrument? or did you go the art direction?
Jordan Thomas
Yeah, bitch, you're the special chosen one. You dumb delusional faggot, what normal people call "having a song stuck in your head" or even "recurrent thoughts" is actually some super special case of something supernatural as it pertains to you
Isaac Stewart
Do the thing with your jaw that creates that high pitched ringing noise in your ear and extend your hand towards a random direction (let your instinct guide you) as if you were beaming energy from your palm and with mental intent to stop, you will cancel out the disturbance by hearing the counter frequency you've created, balance out the frequency in your mind thus muting the response.
Of become so distracted/focused by something else that you simply forget.
Oliver Gray
How do you master it? It ruins my focus
No, when something died in me a few years ago my passions died with it and ever since then I've just been surviving/coping and I think maybe that really started to ruin my ability to focus. But it's been 5+ years. My mind feels like its deteriorating.
I eat tons of meat, NAC, all the self care shit. Exercise, meditate, and I still feel like a brain damaged midwit. I'm miserable
Meh if you were talking about the fire in my back maybe I'd believe you but even that I wonder if is good or not
Mason Cruz
Listen to Barbie Girl on repeat and then unironically take your meds.
Jack Sullivan
do you journal? this sounds like the normal phase of development and in a healthy society would be encouraged harnessed directed channeled. name your emotions and they stop being emotions and become thoughts. write shit down and you'll get your brain organized. could take like two years but you'll be fine
Dominic James
and read philosophy that interests you until you develop your own that aligns your shit
Jeremiah Carter
I cant imagine having this much of a soft gayass life where i would fantasize myself into problems
Easton Peterson
Stop trying to focus against it, focus on it and try to lead it. It will take years of practice.
Lincoln Cruz
Good morning
Sunday morning.
Levi Campbell
Have you been to the doctor?
Tyler Edwards
"Overstimulate" yourself. Or keep a higher than usual level of stimulation. While I'm typing I'm listening to some jewtube shit. Or when I'm working I've got music blasting in my ears.
But I always assumed it was an adhd thing not a GATE thing. What makes you say its GATE?
Justin Gomez
>Do you journal?
No, I don't do anything to channel creativity. I don't feel creative and never have. Trying to write or draw just draws up blanks. If I just wrote my thoughts down it would be schizophrenic tier.
But I should do that. I need to do anything that encourages neuroplasty. Maybe getting out of the gay school system was actually bad for me because I unlearned how to focus. My short term memory is ass. I've got lots of wisdom and knowledge stored but my actual computing speed/power feels like ass and a half. Life has just been about surviving and trying to stay sane so that I can support people I care about.
The huge hurdle for me with resuming any kind of studies or learning new skills is that focusing is hard so that initial hurdle feels extremely hard to get over and I get demoralized and feel retarded.
The other issue is, maybe the key one, I just, don't care about anything.
I'm so apathetic. It's a defensive response to demon world. I can't bring myself to care about anything so I don't remember shit and can't focus. I hate being here so maybe music loops in my head to keep me from spiraling into worse turmoil.
I have done this already. I took the Mark Passio natural law pill and delved into the occult a while ago but all of that can be boiled down to "be a good person, fight for good". And that doesn't help me a lot with my raped brain.
What do you mean by lead it?
I always have background shit running but... I dunno nothing helps.
>What makes you say its GATE?
I am worried I somehow developed or gave myself ADHD somehow, but, it ties into GATE because one of the features of the GATE thread OP was pointing out an inner monologue run amok. People in them always spoke about having some kind of nonstop music in their head, ADHD or otherwise fucked up monologues. I have this too.
Thoughts loop, I talk to myself in my head to keep myself occupied, music plays, etc
Basic shit becomesimpossible
Jordan Rivera
>pretending to have schizofrenia for upcummies
Logan Barnes
Answer my question, have you been to the doctor?
Mason Stewart
the only way to make it stop is to give it to someone else, sing that shitty annoying def leopard song at someone else, then it will be in their head and not yours.
Jonathan Sanchez
Take control of it, you will see.
Anthony Robinson
GO TO THE WILD
buy a bit of land in the middle of nowhere.
Thank me later
I love you
Kevin Gutierrez
No, I can't afford to be charged a million dollars for a jew to give me bullshit.
But what did he mean by this?
Brody Jackson
pussy helps
Parker Butler
Learn real mediation.
You need to do all of these things at once:
>Focus on a color
>Focus on an emotion
>Focus on an ideal that emotion brings about
>Breathe in a specific pattern into a specific area of your body
>move through specific motions
For a beginner I recommend learning Ba Duan Jin(8 pieces brocade) from the lineage of Qigong.
Once you begin doing real mediation you will realize you can turn off the radio by embracing it and moving through it.
Caleb Young
Okay
Last time I tried that I saw a big foot
Maybe I'll have a chance since I have an AK now
I love you too
Ryder Powell
buy a spore kit ASAP and start low doses
many cases of tinnitus going into remission. what you have sounds more like tinnitus and not schizophrenia
Oliver Howard
Look to the brigh side: If you film it you'll get rich!!!
I'll spend 2 months with you to help setup a cabin of you want (no gay stuff)
David Diaz
>If I just wrote my thoughts down it would be schizophrenic tier.
that's the point. you ARE schizo tier. so write it down until it starts making sense. that's why you're hearing conflicting thoughts. the schizos you see having arguments with soda cans had no one in their life explain shit to them and they didn't even bother bothering poltards with it (and had shit parents). have a conversation with yourself, ideally every day, until you are someone you know.
let the schizo flow. just keep it safe if you're afraid someone will read it.
Jeremiah Gray
JLP talks about this all the time, you basically need to realize it's the devil controlling you. Your parents/mom passed that spirit to you, its not the real you.
>youtube.com
Juan Peterson
Spore kit? What is that?
I do have tinnitus, I got it from hearing damage many years ago. I have wondered if the music in my head has intensified as a response to it.
But it could've come from when I was much younger and killed passion in my heart as a coping mechanism for terrible shit happening to me at the time and my family leading me on with promises that never came through (I was locked in a room for 10 years if that helps)
Weed probably didn't help even if I quit
My focus is so bad I'm worried I'll crash into a tree if I get in a car
I just can't give a fuck about anything.
>hat's the point. you ARE schizo tier.
Oh...
>just keep it safe if you're afraid someone will read it.
Okay...
Michael Evans
like don't write this to me. write it to yourself. that's who you're wanting to converse with anyway. you're seeking wholeness or validation or something, but that will come when you stop searching for it. confoundingly.
journal more often than posting here. about anything. frequently
Nolan Martinez
Opioids
Why do you think they banned them?
Ayden Smith
Drink a bunch. That's what I do. The dreams/premonitions mostly stops, the music on loop mostly stops. And as an added bonus you're drunk! Weeeeee
Angel Barnes
Paliperidone injections
Aiden Cook
it's not a bad thing. schizo is more likely a poor reaction to trauma than a brain disease. ADHD definitely is.
we've lost the ancient ways or a dozen old dudes would explain this to you and make you go on a retreat in the mountains or carry logs back and forth or whatever they used to do.
a schizo is just someone smart enough to break normie conditioning but not wise enough (yet) to make it out the other side.