It started about 1.5 years ago. I was required to work 60-80hr weeks at my job because the kike was too stupid to hire competent, willing people. I took up alcohol as all my free time was relegated to a 2-3 hour block at the end of each 12 hour shift before bed. For a minute, it was nice. All was well and I got to try all these new drinks. I slept well and felt happy for once. You might ask, "Why didn't you quit your job you fucking faggot?"
And I'll answer it paid all my bills, rent, and then some. I even had quite a chunk of change in savings just from wage slaving alone in a trade job not many have heard of before. I busted ass just to see that my family had the basic amenities, food, and comforts you see that older Americans had for ease because I promised myself that my children and wife would not have the terrible upbringing and life that my siblings and mother had to deal with, no matter the material or physical cost. I'm not blaming anyone but myself for being stupid enough to ignore the warning signs plastered on nearly every bottle and commercial.
I've tried quitting cold turkey. Which only led to me devolving to an unresponsive, anxious autistic retard fidgeting on the couch/bed and hallucinating before caving after 12/24hrs and getting another drink. I tried tapering, but all too often I would """forget""" what drink I was on and the liquid Jew would convince me to drink just one more sip. And next thing I knew I'd be right back at step 1.
And I don't drink beer or wine, honestly I don't like the taste. Whisky or Vodka, above 90 proof or 45% ABV is my preference, and I can down half a ~24oz/750ml bottle of 99 proof/49.5% ABV in a single night over 6hrs.
Call me a lightweight, but I only weigh 155lbs as a 26 year old man.
I want to stop this madness. It doesn't even feel good anymore, each sip is just another reminder of my guilt and shame to this addiction of alc*hol.
Call me a Jew, a candy ass roody poo, soiyboy.
What can I do to reject the liquid Jew?
It started about 1.5 years ago...
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Stop being a bitch and get ur shit together or kill urself. DO OR DIE FAGGOT
Admit defeat and seek professional help, maybe even stationary. Most people think they can just power through withdrawal and that's it. There's more to it and almost nobody has it in them to do it alone. You need a support network of likeminded people or at least professional oversight. Your problem is entirely solvable, but be aware that the solution is a life long effort. It might seem like an unscalable mountain from where you are now, but I promise you can make it work on a day by day basis.
Seek medical help. Asap. You're addicted to a hard drug that's going to turn you into a retard and kill you. Alcohol addiction is relatively well-researched, the common therapies are not entirely worthless. Also, start doing your own research. Learn how an addiction works.
Sorry to hear about your struggles. It’s tough to quit alcohol if you are dependent upon it for whatever reason. It’s easier said than done but recognizing you have a problem is the first step. Second step is quitting cold turkey and never ever taking another sip. No matter how bad. Just stop it completely. Best of luck user! Stay strong for yourself and your family. Just remember when you stare down the barrel of the bottle, can or glass don’t pull the trigger - don’t drink! Best wishes to you!
My mother found out about my addiction and gave me some gabapentin. I think 1,200mg tabs. She gets them prescribed like candy due to various pains from shingles. Will these at least stop the cravings? The worst part about it all is the cravings and sleepless nights. I haven't taken them because I'm too afraid of another rabbit hole. Apparently it's the same medication they gave to my alcoholic Uncle, and he managed to recover. But I wouldn't know for sure, I haven't spoken to him in 4 years.
Tried that. I work a day job and I'm left completely fucking insane by end of day. Over here in the stats, just appearing "not normal" is grounds for mountains of tests at many jobs. I've never been to work drunk, but it's a hassle and they send you home till "testing is conclusive".
You must begin a spiritual fast user.
3 days and nights of no food. You may drink water. I suggest the day before you eat your favorite meals for breakfast lunch and dinner. You must believe me user the fasting will help. I know how you feel. The 3 day release will help. Good luck user.
You can do it user you are stronger than that bottle
user, he's not addicted to beer or wine. He's drinking the 50% stuff. When he quits cold turkey, delirium tremens can kill him. The risk is low, under 1%, but nonetheless, as a rule of thumb, cold turkey from hard liquor should only be done under medical supervision. We have alcoholics die from alcohol withdrawal all the time.
The problem here is that with him being American, he probably doesn't have free access to medical services. Only their upper classes have that privilege.
If It makes anything better I only drink at nights. I have an entire bottle of 1,200mg gabapentin which as I understand it, works roughly the same as alcohol without the drunkenness' as alcohol T. my mother, and former alcoholic Uncle.
Should also mention I do have health insurance from my job, even have the "telephone doctor" that I can call/video chat with but I'm not sure what to say to not come off as an fucking crackhead.
the liquid jew has me in its thralls too man. And every time I drink I get down with the nicotine jew too. I've been pretty good recently but tonight I decided to drink tonight and now I'm regretting it. I have something special happening later and now I'm gonna be hungover for it.
Going to hit 3 years sober this July - I was like you, I would drink a pint or 2 of makers on the way home from work every day for about a year. Your options are as follows, assuming you don’t want to have a seizure:
A. Taper with beer. Yes this will be disgusting, but you’ll avoid medical costs. Drink only the bare minimum to feel like you aren’t going to die. We’re talking 5-6 the first day, 3-4 the second day and so on. Takes an ungodly amount of willpower - I was unable to do this.
B. Find an emergency department that has a detox program. Taper with diazepam under their supervision. That shit is magic and will work against the electrical storm your brain is now producing to keep you alive.
As mentioned, the hard part is really the maintenance rather than making it through withdrawal. I’ve been tempted numerous times, but I have a good buddy who was a heroin addict and we check each other. You don’t necessarily need to buy into the AA koolaid wholesale, but I do know some people for whom that has worked wonders.
Find Christ, nicotine, and a hobby (gym/lit for me). You will be tempted again, but remind yourself that the off button is the pussy’s way out for those who cant deal with discomfort. You got this user
Sort of ironically I've never tried Nicotine, hell I've never even tried weed or any THC based drug.
I drink every night. Every single night, and I'm not talking a simple buzz. I get hillbilly blackout moonshine FUCKED. It's a nightmare. Every single fiber in your body tells you it's wrong, I gag sometimes just drinking a shot. I have just ~12-16hrs of alcohol-free, useful cognitive thought until the liquid Jew overwhelms my reward system. I should have paid better attention to what it did to my ancestors, I should have never drank it as per typical 21 year old American "tradition". It's a hell I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy, not even the kikest of kikes.
I WANT OUT GOD DAMNIT. I WANT FUCKING OUT.
go to buffalo, shoot.
Eventually catches up with you, you'll notice its harder to get out of bed, or you'll gain weight, or have other physiological stuff, like light sensitivity, weird feeling in your kidneys, cankles. Trying to keep the habit in your 30s just fizzles out and all you really want at that point is nutrients, good exercise, and sober rest periods so you can feel better.
wait, would you say your alcoholism was directly caused by your job and your employer failing to employ enough workers?
remember it is clown world out there, you could benefit from it for once.
Is your wife a heavy drinker as well?
Try praying for help while at the cemetery visiting a relatives grave, then go cold turkey. Do this at the beginning of a 3 day weekend so you have some time before going back to work.
You are going to realize years later that you aren't getting "~12-16hrs of alcohol-free, useful cognitive thought" per day if you are getting "hillbilly blackout moonshine FUCKED" every night. That was me when I was in my late teens and twenties. I never really got hangovers or the physical effects. Now in my thirties I can look back and see that it totally dominated me physically and mentally even back then when I couldn't really perceive it. It makes you someone that you're not.
In one of my several court ordered AA meetings over the years one guy said something that's always stuck with me: when a person is really drunk and you look into their eyes it looks like there's a different soul in there. You can take that spiritually or pragmatically, but it's true. It really takes you over. It might as well be a demon and you should try to tame it now that you're young so that you can enjoy all the good things life has to offer. Don't be like me bro, still wrestling the same demon in your thirties.
1. Substitute alcohol for benzos.
2. Take the dosage religiously slowing tapering the dosage to zero over a course of couple months.
Literally that easy. But you have to be very careful with benzos DO NOT fuck with them. You have to constantly remind yourself that you're only using them to quit alochol.
>What can I do to reject the liquid Jew?
been there.
you have to detox at the ER. they'll give you atavan which will keep your body from flipping out from lack of alcohol, they might want to hold you for a couple days to monitor. it won't be a psych hold you'll be free to leave whenever if your not crazy and just tell them your an alcoholic.
you have to break the initial dependence cycle first then you can work on not drinking again later.
after that smoke weed as an alcohol replacement.
no. Use NAC
All addiction is a liver problem
You need to detox the liver.
You sound like a boomer.
Schizo
>NAC
what is this some local hohol herb?
don't fuck around with alcohol withdrawals this isn't a time for grandma's herbal remedies
Eat a bunch of NAC every time before drinking and meditate on the root chakra while sleeping, helped me quite even worse habit of same amount of alcohol or more plus other drugs with no effort
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idk man NAC helped me quit weed.
I had a serious weed addiction
It's precursor to Glutathione
>professional help
Big mistake.
These people will diagnose you with some fake but credible sounding multisyllabic latin root psychological "disorder". And through societal superstitions of genetic determinism you will be regarded as an untouchable. Every job you apply for will have this "mental illness" episode stapled to your resume. It's on par with having a criminal record.
But actually helping you with a problem is not something these "professionals" are even capable of. That would require listening to you. These people look down on you. They think they are above listening to you. They are interrogators, not communicators.
Fren, it might be time to get professional help. I want you to get better and find meaning outside of the bottle. Do you think you might be able to do something else instead of drinking? Maybe tend some flowers, read a book - anything instead. The pain of quitting might be bad, but I know you can do it - I believe in you and I'll pray for you.