It doesnt get better from what I can tell, from what Ive heard, for transwomen at least. It seems irs just going to get worse and worse and worse no matter what. Even if youtale HRT, even if you pass more than most, the reality is plain: its not just a matter of having some special identity or exptessing yourself, ywnba(r)w, you will never be a ciswoman like you really want and especially if your my age, you will never,ever even obtain the most important traits some youngshits might gain, like a chance at hips. Your chest will always be large, you will very likely only have disgusting moobs, and most importantly, even if all your cells ahift and everything, you will STILL have dysphoria regularly anf will never be happy. I know, because without saying too many detail, Ive been to support groups. It never ends, you are never happy. The ones who say they need no help are fooling themselves and still keep undergoing numerous surgeries and procedures that can and will eventually lead to numerous complications. You will never produce your own estrogen or be able give birth and be a mother. Your voice is probably never going to pass and vocal surgery is actually a fucking meme that only decreases vocal ability from what I'ce seen and heard.
It doesnt get better. This really is, or may as well be, a mental illness and I am no longer sure I dont believe in developing conversion therapy technology to be rid of this.
This isnt like being gay. This is a curse. Its not self-expression, its not diversity, its not going to get better with acceptance, its a fucking curse and a disease and there is no cure and there is nothing that will ever make it a minor problem. You will nevet go back to thinking you can be happy if you just fix your career, socialize more, and get a sigificant other.
Everyone was fucking lie to me that it would get better. Everyone was lyong when they said >hurr durr its just social stigma your a snowflake
Lots of things about being trans suck but you can find happiness anyway, Anonette. You just need to find your place in the world. People who will see you true and love you just the way you are. Until then, do not lose hope.
Other transgender people succeeded. Why not you?
Jeremiah Stewart
I disagree about the gay part. Being gay is also a curse for all the reasons you stated. Cis het is the only format that doesn't result in long term misery. I feel like life was rigged from the start. I want to love and fuck women like I'm supposed to, but I just can't
Michael Howard
>It seems irs just going to get worse and worse and worse no matter what. based tax evader
Xavier Myers
>Other transgender people succeeded name one
Mason Murphy
Lynn Conway?
Isaac Hill
That's not how it is for me
Asher Evans
still better than repping
Owen Cooper
This feels pretty much like being gay to me, in fact feels even more gay now that men respond to me and my body so much more pleasantly... They smile and flirt with me, and i just blush even more than i did. It all feels so gay and happy.
Elijah Adams
Surgery and Support Groups are the meme to me, Conversion Therapy may be for some, but for many others it will only breed resentment. Cannabis and Shrooms should be the only legal drugs though. Alcohol is a poison, and is only useful for making people ugly with "the wrong types" of phytoestrogen, and for extracting tinctures and essential oils from plants.
Luis Perez
>large *wide fucked that up
Hunter Rodriguez
God put poppies on this planet to use accordingly. Morphine should be legal. Way less problems when you could just go to the drug store and buy it.
Leo Williams
Oh I like poppies, but unless you have bloody trauma injuries that are leaking blood, morphine is not something to aspire to, or opium, or heroin. Cannabis is a medicine that promotes healing, Poppies should mostly remain in poppy seed muffins, but baked with lard/butter/tallow instead of vegetable oil and "shortening."
Thomas Torres
Seed oil is poison, worse than most drugs probably. I disagree slightly, i don't think it's worth using only for acute injuries, chronic pain management of long term injuries, or a damaged body otherwise is just another use for opiates.
But the government and medical doctors shouldn't be the ones controlling its interest, or dolling drugs out as they see fit who may or may not use these compounds. Esp when a pharma mafia controls both sectors and your health is unimportant to the industry. Esp when for chronic pain and ailments neither will be the first to know how manage or treat them...
Though i do think cannabis is a good alternative or first line treatment in most situations. But sometimes it won't cut it.
Michael Thompson
Reading some of these posts, I guess I feel a little better. Is being gay really also torture? Because, I mean, if thats true, then, maybe somehow I can feel better at least knowing that. Then again, being bi, Im gay no matter what happens now, so... but if theyre similar experiences... that would be good for me rn. I doubt it, but thatd be nice rn for a little while.
I hope I can... >I disagree witht the being gay part ....but theres arguably advantages to being gay. Also, I dont know what you mean by for all the reasons I said? Gay men dont want to be women otherwise that will be all there is. I dont get what you mean by this but ok Explain?... Please? Wtf is this post? Im not abusing drugs. Although it becomes tempting, I have resisted just fine. I mean, but Im bi and almost exclusively like women, so... you kinda just reminded me of another problem. >tfw even Gwen Stefani's I'm Just a Girl song means I dont even need to listen to tranners to feel like things might get worse. I juat have to hear this in a supermarket and suddenly I violently buy 4 cans of soup plus what I came for and speedwalk to checkout. lel. Im not going to abuse drugs user I really hope your not unironically abusing weed, user. That will destory your motivation
Gabriel Flores
>I dont get what you mean IRS is bad amirite?
Tyler Adams
No wonder transition has you bummed out. Like if your not gay, it's kind of a strange choice to say the least. Id consider most of the benefits outside of you liking your body more, to be mostly related to your interpersonal relationship with men...
Ayden Perez
Uh huh... >this is what I get for coming on Any Forums
Cannabis is a surprisingly good painkiller that also directly promotes healing through the Human Mammal Endocannabinoid System. I agree that cannabis sometimes won't cut it, however it is as therapeutic as honey when used on wounds and even better when dabbed on sores and spots of skin cancer. Painkiller drugs will always have a use, but they are overprescribed these days, and fentanyl is a killing poison that is super cheap to manufacture. Most medicines had cannabis as an ingredient before the billionaire petrochemical quacks destroyed medicine with their "modern alliopathic pharmaceutical drugs" and got cannabis banned for Jim Crow reasons that would never hold up under any logical scrutiny. Republicans still cling to "muh cannabis devil weed evilerinos" for some strange and sick reason, and put all their effort into "slowing the spread" of legal cannabis, and it will cost them dearly in votes and support until they pull their heads out of their asses and instantly gain the support of everybody in the nation if only they make cannabis as tightly regulated as Organic Ice Cream.
"Oh no a child might smell some reefer madness" This sounds horribly hypocritical when they do not first clean the child groomers and molesters out of the public schools, straight into the globally famous guantanamo bay vacation resort and hotel of torture and suffering.
Matthew Price
>I really hope your not unironically abusing weed, user. That will destory your motivation My motivation is just fine, user. Weed only impacts drive if you allow it to do so, or consume cannabis oil with the desire to get high or fucked up. If you are in the correct mindset, cannabis of the correct strain acts as an energizing creativity drive that sees entire notebooks filled with 60% awesome ideas, and 40% "WTF was I even trying to say here?" Bonus: You sometimes stay horny the ENTIRE time.
Robert Torres
I mean it is odd isn't it? Like if you gay it makes a lot more sense why you'd wanna feminize yourself and try to be a woman. A failed transition would be easier to handle too. You just went from visibly gay to visibly trans, something people just think of as a hyper fag anyway.
Not saying you shouldn't transition, just that makes sense why your having such a tough time of it. Like not saying anything crazy here... Most opiates are extremely cheap too, a gram of morphine is produced per a dollar. Other semi/ synthetics are even cheaper... Mark ups are just insane. But i agree with you. Cannabis and opiates were the main features of the old pre 1930's drug stores. And i do use home made oil orally already,it just doesn't do the trick totally and i find heavy doses to psychologically active. But am always quick to suggest to others for a variety of things. I even attribute high doses topically/internally to curing my cancer...
Thankfully in our modern climate even if not completely legal, making some proper medicine of it isn't totally out of reach. But it's all just so silly the entirety of the war on drugs is too.
