Massive negativity and brainworms below.
It doesnt get better from what I can tell, from what Ive heard, for transwomen at least. It seems irs just going to get worse and worse and worse no matter what. Even if youtale HRT, even if you pass more than most, the reality is plain: its not just a matter of having some special identity or exptessing yourself, ywnba(r)w, you will never be a ciswoman like you really want and especially if your my age, you will never,ever even obtain the most important traits some youngshits might gain, like a chance at hips.
Your chest will always be large, you will very likely only have disgusting moobs, and most importantly, even if all your cells ahift and everything, you will STILL have dysphoria regularly anf will never be happy.
I know, because without saying too many detail, Ive been to support groups. It never ends, you are never happy. The ones who say they need no help are fooling themselves and still keep undergoing numerous surgeries and procedures that can and will eventually lead to numerous complications.
You will never produce your own estrogen or be able give birth and be a mother. Your voice is probably never going to pass and vocal surgery is actually a fucking meme that only decreases vocal ability from what I'ce seen and heard.
It doesnt get better. This really is, or may as well be, a mental illness and I am no longer sure I dont believe in developing conversion therapy technology to be rid of this.
This isnt like being gay. This is a curse. Its not self-expression, its not diversity, its not going to get better with acceptance, its a fucking curse and a disease and there is no cure and there is nothing that will ever make it a minor problem. You will nevet go back to thinking you can be happy if you just fix your career, socialize more, and get a sigificant other.
Everyone was fucking lie to me that it would get better. Everyone was lyong when they said
>hurr durr its just social stigma your a snowflake
