How did your mom mess you up user ?

how did your mom mess you up user ?

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Not taking my v card

she let my pops leave the porn vcrs out, ended up watching it at 6 with my 8 year old sister, she called me a liar when I told her my sister got molested by her brother/my uncle. she stays believing "how to get slim fast" shit since I remember. she spent 10s of thousands on lipo and surgeries. she spent 40 thousand on a car to go to her 35k before tax job. she spent 150k on a summer house back home, we barely ever go as a family. spent 50k on renovation to the council house we live in but dont own. all this while none of her 5 children have much of anything at all. no car, never had breakfast, left on one meal a day. and if you dare to disagree, she claims shes the main supporter of the house and she will kick anyone to the curb.

Verbally and emotionally abusive alcoholic. From about 7-17yo. Bipolar and anxiety ridden probably a personality disorder. Watching Dr. Phil or some shit as an adult. Said something like "thats such a terrible thing to say to a child" instantly realized how much of it she didnt fucking remember cuz it was tame compared to her.

But of course i turned out to be an amazingly well adjusted productive member of society. Kek

Man, your retarded mum can go 'n get fucked :(

She was super obsessed with my foreskin. She used to supervise me in the bath, making me stretch it back to clean every night.

I don't think she knew it was normal for it to be adhered to the glans at first because she used to demand I pull it all the way back. I told her I couldn't and that it hurt when I tried and she would tell me if I couldn't make it go back all the way she'd have to take me to the doctor to have my foreskin cut off like my dad's (he was circumcised).

Eventually she did take me to the doctor and he examined me in front of her which I was old enough to be super embarrassed about. Then he explained to her that while I was a bit more adhered than usual for my age it wasn't a problem and I should just keep trying to stretch it back and eventually it would go. He told her, though, that if she wanted to have me circumcised that was fine too and he'd be happy to do it. She said no, she'd just make me stretch it back.

After that she became focused on making me stretch it back for her every night, to the point where it hurt. When I'd complain she'd threaten to take me back to the doctor to have him cut it off, and warn me how much worse that would hurt. Little by little it gave way and maybe a year later fully rolled back from the glans. When it finally did she just gave a "humph" and that was it, she stopped bothering me about it. It almost felt anticlimactic after years of ordeal.

But the whole thing has super messed up my view of my penis. In retrospect, I'm not sure why she didn't have me circumcised at birth because she seemed to not really like foreskins and my dad was circumcised. I guess I'm glad she didn't, but it's a toss up because this experience with her was so traumatic.

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She was a compulsive liar. Infuriatingly, once she'd said a lie, they would instantly become true to her. During arguments you could see her rewriting reality in real time. She'd become very defensive and upset when her bullshit got properly called out.

Good luck to you.
I'm pretty sure this is a source of my aggravation as well.

Ages 1-12 beatings, slaps, hair pulling, she once slammed a hot slice of pizza right onto my face causing burns that lasted for a while.

12-18 constant reminder of her hatred and non approval

>we never wanted to have you, asshole

>you should join the army maybe you'll get shot and fuck off already

*Laughs at me when preparing for job interview*

>why are you even still here (her favorite)

I basically heard every variation of "Fuck off" there is before I even hit 20.

My dad is worse, he drinks and punches if you get in the way. Real punches. Real head whacking punches. Best to just avoid him at all times.

My friends never loved me either everyone always wanted something, all my girlfriends were shallow soulless empty cunts..

I have never been loved, never. I never genuinely had someone love me

There is not a single person on this planet who loves me. I am alone in the fucking dark while everyone else is normal

my caretaker is my grandma, she manipulated me to hate my father, sisters, and biological mother.(father was a piece of shit to be fair), lies a lot, is barely an actual parent, can never admit to being wrong to anyone, and has zero interest in me aside from "making sure you pass highschool so i can die". has threatened to kill herself on multiple occasions etc. biological mother doesn't really matter all too much shes fine. its not all bad though im starting to find a slight will to live nowadays but im probably fucked and gonna kill myself like everyone else on this board.

and also obviously no present father

Good your spacing tells me all I need to know.
Hopefully you self delete and rid the world of your waste of air of self pity.
Either shit or get off the pot.
Only thing I am sorry for is that your dad wasnt man enough to delete you himself.

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Sorry?

Lol this peasant boy thinking he's hurt me with words after I specifically explained I've endured that my whole life.

And a few spacings later

You done? Peasant boy?

Played with my wiener as a child, cause my grandfather wanted to be sure of my manhood (I was like 3-4 years old)
I'm now in my mid 20s and never had a girlfriend, I have an incest fetish, been masturbating constantly since I can remember, made moves on my aunt and my sister years ago resulting in both of them cutting me out of their lives, and on top of that the beatings and constant leaving and coming back of my father didn't help one bit.
I also don't have a personality beyond likes and dislikes, because my behavior changes with every new person I meet or every new movie I watch. I'm always broke because I spend everything I have and don't like to work a normal job because I think I am destined for greater things.

No sign of anything getting better either. We'll see.

would let me look at her while she undressed herself and during shower

She used to watch me shower, from age 5 to 23. There was hitting, screaming, drugs, hoarding, animal abuse, etc. She's dead now, and in hell.
To this day, I neglect personal hygeine, and see every single relationship (friends, co workers, etc.) as parasitic and transactional, but also feel like I am a burden on others.

The self proclaimed fact you are going to die alone brings me more joy then any guaranteed reply you can muster
Here is your last and only (You)
Nobody is going to punish you worse than yourself and I love it.

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I dropped a hot pizza on my hand. That shit is like napalm.

Honestly, nothing too crazy like serious physical abuse or something, but my mother definitely punished me a lot and imposed a lot of authority on me when I was little. Always forced me to stand in the corner for what felt like forever, and said things like "because I said so", which filled me with rage. Whenever I got angry, she would never try to understand my anger and always just punished me more, so getting angry actually got me in more trouble because I would knock stuff over or slam a door or something and then I would get punished some more. Because of this, I eventually developed this camouflage where I would never express my emotions because I knew it would get me in trouble, and I thought that this was a good thing for like years, lol. It ended up making me into a completely weird kind-of-shut-off nerd who doesn't understand his own feelings, and who cannot express them to anyone. My mom has always been super cold and pretty emotionally shut-off herself, so that didn't help me either. It wasn't until I started making friends in junior-high and high school that I came out of my emotional shell, and eventually realized how angry I am at my mother. I hate this horrible bitch. She doesn't understand me and doesn't want to understand me. I feel like I'm in a fucking prison when I'm staying at home with her. An emotional prison. I'm freeing myself though, and one day I'll never have to live with her again. Inshallah, brothers.

When I was 6 she was really angry and told me girls have a penis too it's just smaller and just as important.

ily bro, no homo