Hey b

i deeply fear dying alone and dont see any way of avoiding it, what do? :(

What are you up to?
How old are you?
What does dying alone looks like to you?

19, well i just had dinner and then im finishing up some work for uni before i decide to either do something small for tonight or just sleep it off

fuck you user

oh and i would guess dying alone would look like something real quiet after my family is gone and my lack of friends or other loved ones dont notice my disappearance

You May know me, it's alright, i wish you thé best

I would advice go for a walk

Hmm
So dying alone means when it goes down you won't have someone at your side and won't have people close to you
Id say you should open up, you should let people close to you, learn to love and be loved
It's lots of time for that
Maybe start small, with those already around you

But
Is this it?
Why are you sure you will be alone?
Forgotten or without people actively being part of your life ?
Have you chosed this to be?

well i already do walk but ill take your advice to heart :)

to be honest i dont know, sometimes i think im cursed and sometimes i think there is something about me that makes me unloveable

Have you hurt someone you loved?
Why do you feel this?
What's your social life been like?

well i dont hurt people on purpose but maybe i did without realizing,
i feel this way just because of the way things have been, although this thread makes me feel better.
my social life is alright and i keep small circles whether i want to or not, but sometimes i feel like people dont actually care about me

What was that one time like?
What have them been like?

Maybe because they don't ask about you?
I don't think it's normal for people to, but that's why you open up
Find people that you feel will listen and understand you

Fight to get there

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Yes, I have killed animals like this
Yes puppies too
Yes i am op