Idk why but I want to be diagnosed with a mental illness just to have an excuse for my lifestyle. I just sit in my room all day. I'm afraid to go outside. I sabotage all my relationships. I'm too scared to drive a car because I get so anxious. I'm extremely racist and phobic etc but I'm also a fucking perv who wants to be feminine. Too afraid to kill myself yet so idk. Feel free to shit on me i deserve it
Idk why but I want to be diagnosed with a mental illness just to have an excuse for my lifestyle...
Logan Hall
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Brandon Wright
Sounds like you probably do have several mental problems. Seek help. There ways to get it online, or over the phone.
Jaxson Young
Therapy is a scam.
Luis Rivera
>mom: "Even autistic people can learn to drive"
Now I just feel retarded
Ryan Watson
>I will refuse what might help me because I'm stupid
then you deserve it
Ryder Jones
I know
Colton Cooper
At the very least you're depressed, and probably sexually repressed too. You can get an actual diagnosis for the first case, if it's severe enough it's temporary disability.
Austin Long
youtube.com
i hope this helps u a little.
Blake Cook
>I'm also a fucking perv who wants to be feminine
wanting to be feminine does not make u a perv. idk what u mean by that specifically but either way u arent a bad person. youre being hateful towards yourself bc thats what youve learned to do from the ppl u spend time around. so many ppl treat femininity as “weakness”, it isnt. u shouldn’t insult yourself for acting the way u want to act. i dont think hate comes naturally to u. pls be true to yourself.
Nathaniel Jones
No I am a shitty person. I always abandon my friends and treat them like shit. I harass trannies and retards and i enjoy pissing people off. I used to be so much better and I've lost all empathy. And when being feminine I mean the tranny AGP fag shit feminine.
Samuel Reed
you sound like my idiot brother lol, go to bed "VINCE" haha!
Leo Fisher
I can't sleep
Andrew Nelson
then stop posting about it.
Hudson Ortiz
No, I like the attention.
Anthony Adams
Yeah, but psychiatry... is also a scam. But the drugs can be interesting. Maybe try something that isn't cognitive behavioral therapy, like some crazy Jungian therapy shit, or something wild like Gestalt therapy, or even something batshit like Wim Hoff Method. Who knows, might be interesting.
Joseph Lee
you’ve been treated badly before, haven’t u. deep down you’re always gonna be an empathetic person, you’re just emotionally numb from all the pain right now. ik how easy it is to fall into numbness and self hatred when you’ve been harassed and hurt enough.
if you’ve wanted to be trans, talked yourself out of it, and call it “tranny agp fag shit” now, i think you’ve been harassed online a lot. and u were made to feel guilty for who u are and how u feel. u convinced yourself u were a pervert bc ur behaviors were imperfect. i think u didn’t get very far into transition and hadn’t yet assimilated into female life. so if u feel like u were behaving awkwardly, or like an “agp”, don’t get so mad at yourself. just learn from the mistake. it takes a couple years to catch up on female socialization and a decent bit of effort to fully un-learn all the little details of male socialization. but eventually, with enough social experience, it gets natural.
i know that is the life u want deep down. u don’t like being stuck like this. ik it’s hard to make the effort to fix it when you’re this low though. so just focus on what u can do for now, changing ur mindset. also watch the video i sent u. i think you’ll relate to it and it’ll help a little. it’s easy cause it’s just a video. i wish the best for u!
Julian Stewart
eh look man; you think way too much. i really hope you don't like take pride in it or nothing because there's really no value in it. down something for the shakes and just accept you're a nobody. yeah sure its depressing but it only becomes that when you start bothering yourself with it. do some hard labor and i do mean genuine back breaking labor because if you know for sure your life wont amount to much, you shouldn't be afraid to waste the years away until you're old and you die woopy. The strain of work should be focused on distracting you, you cant ever fucking like rapid fire issues, no you start with just a single thing and hard aim it.
all to say basically, if you're not going to kill yourself, get a job at all costs because the rage is building in your soul and eventually you'll have the courage to end it.
Landon Sanders
if they were really your friends they'd at least try to understand your situation
we are our own worst critics. the curse of an artist. try expressing yourself even if its as mundane as drawing in the air.
Alexander Foster
Book a session with a psychiatrist. Tell them you suspect you might have a mental illness and you want to be tested. If your insurance doesn't cover it then you may have to pay for it yourself, although a diagnosis is generally not that expensive. There's a perfectly good chance you genuinely are fucked in the head.
Robert Hill
And ignore all the retards in this thread saying durr you worry too much. If you suspect your car isn't working right, you get a mechanic to have a look at it. If you suspect your air conditioning isn't working right, you have a technician look at it. Similarly, if you suspect your brain isn't working right, you have a mental health care professional take a look at it.
Carson Reed
Doesnt sound as mentally ill as it sounds like your just a sad dick.
Hudson Taylor
Nigger you're not a psychiatrist you're just some nigger on the internet your opinion means nothing
Lucas White
And yet look how pissed you are. Seems it made a change after all.
Benjamin Wood
Nigger I'm pissed off because some faggots are messing with me and I'm just about to rip their fucking heads off and spray their blood all over the sidewalk as a warning to others then I come into this thread and see this retard nigger acting like a retard I'm going to call him a fucking nigger