I've been in the midst of a dry spell for a long time Any Forums. In fact in October, it will be two years. I'm 25 and I can feel my neuroplasticity starting to crystallize, and it's not looking good. But today, something changed. I opened up a tab of porn just now, like maybe that would help me get to bed sooner, but instead of going through the motions of beating my dick, I felt a warm rage start to grow within me. This is how I live? I am crushed by the weight of loneliness, and instead of pulling myself out of the pit I substitute it for simulacra? It occurred to me in the most vulgar sense that I am watching some strange man and his dick fucking the shit out of a woman that I want. Fuck that. I'll have no part in it. I'm not going to cum ever again, unless it's in or on a woman. I want power, I want blood, I want the whole world. It's all mine, I just need to assert my rightful claim. And I won't listen to anyone who says I haven't earned it, because I won't stop until I get my pound of flesh. I'm calling this divine inspiration. So far, I've met my goals only because I set them so low. But now it is revealed to me, that to be great you must set your aim so high that you may never realize your true aspirations. I will become a weapon, I will achieve my peak. I am going to punish myself until I get there, or until I die. The world is a dark, cold, and uncaring place. My heart has been pierced by a thousand arrows cast by self-doubt. My spirit has died, and I am liberated by its expiration. From here on out it is monkey see, monkey want, monkey do. Money, strength, women, power. These are all the same. The body is subservient to the mind, and I will drive it like a slave to that end.
/vent/ I've gotta get something off my chest
May you get your foreskin back, my bro/sis.
Healthy defiance gives birth to motivating rage. Get your world back. Get your choices back.
Anything that doesn't pay me, increase knowledge and mastery of the world, or increase my status is a trap, and should be treated as a deadly threat. It's time to take inventory to eradicate these pitfalls.There is freedom in discipline.
CEO Mindset
it's too late bro just give up
I'll find out at the end of it is too late. My fury is righteous
Spoken like a true slave!
Everyone has a master, even if they do not recognize it. Just like me, you are going to die. What will you die in service of user?
Guess you'll be leaving this site then?
I also had the covid dry spell (albeit with a couple flings with tinder girls) but I broke it by getting a job in a country where it's easier to fuck... Maybe consider that. But you sound like a total twat so I doubt that's your only problem.
Cruelty squad cruelty squad
I was going to say work out and improve physically as the rest will come naturally but I think the last thing someone with your....feelings....needs to be juiced up.
Obviously. See you tomorrow faggot
I like that thumbnail. Some real schizo shit.
The strong do as they will, the weak suffer what they must. But a sharp mind is just as crucial as a strong back. In addition to strength training I am going to start reading again. I recently picked up Yamamoto Tsunetomo's Hagakure, I will start there. After that, maybe the Western classics, or the Bhagavad Gita
Power to ya chief. Just dont murder anyone for not vibing with you in the future. You come across as a little...uhhh...on edge...
Godspeed you magnificent bastard
nice angsty essay fucking retard
it's from cruelty squad, check if out if you want a schizo game
Thank you I didnt know there was sauce to this. :)
I mean.. powerful stuff buddy, pretty jokes all it took was pussy to get u to the realization that ur being a trash bag.. no matter the obstacle or object of desire, or lack thereof; I want you to remember where u are mentally rn, because motivation is fleeting; to enact is eternal
Regardless; been needing a good motivational chat up; all the best in ur journeys user.. never give up, never surrender.. to infinity; and beyond