I've been an extreme porn addict since 11, watching primarily femdom and foot fetish content. About 22 days ago I quit porn and masturbation, and since then I've lost most of my attraction towards women. To be honest, I'm not even sure how attracted to women I was in the first place, because while I dated and had romantic feelings for women, when it came down to actual sex, I couldn't get hard most of the time. It felt like a chore. I only really enjoyed feet and asses. I've always been indifferent towards breasts and vaginas. Perhaps it's just the women I've been with, or the effects of my porn-brain, though.
In any case, since quitting, I dread the idea of dating or having sex with women, and I've developed an insane fascination with femboys. I love the fact that they don't have breasts, and I'm constantly fantasizing about sucking their cute dicks. I started experimenting with my gay friend (though we haven't yet done anything besides kissing and showing each other our cocks). While he's no my type since he's quite masculine, I trust him, and it feels freeing to do it. I even went as far as to purchase girly clothes, so that I can dress up as a femboy and go to a gay bar with him next week. I'm scared to initiate anything, but I hope that something happens. I swear, this isn't a troll.
I'm making this post because I can't figure out if what I'm going through now. Is this just a temporary rollercoaster of emotions that I'm experiencing as a result of quitting, or is this my true sexual orientation coming to light, now that I'm no longer numbing and distracting myself with porn? Part of me hopes that I really am just gay or bi, because I really don't want to go back to pretending that I'm masculine to attract women. I never considered myself 100% straight (maybe 95% straight), but now I sense that I may be much gayer than I thought.
>Quitting porn is making me realize that I might be gay? don't worry, being a footfag is worse
Luke Smith
you've always been a faggot, you've just been too stupid to realize it, you stupid faggot.
Justin Johnson
I knew this chick that was so fat and stupid, she didn't realize she was pregnant until her third trimester. Like, there was so much fat already, she didn't notice that there was an entire person inside of her for 7 months. And yet, not realizing your a faggot for 20ish years - is somehow worse.
Adrian Jenkins
You will drown in your own vomit on 25th December, 2026.
Adrian Harris
picrel is you?
Matthew Parker
darkxsiege on reddit
Cameron Smith
femboys are rad
Zachary Johnson
95% straight, buys girly cloths and want to get railed in them ...
For real, have fun experimenting, gay, straight, bi, who gives a shit in the end ? You're what ever what feels right to be, stop chasing a label, stop paranoing about what others think. Live your life (safely thought) or thrust me you'll regret not living it to the fullest.
Owen Ramirez
>foot fetish you're already worse than a faggot
Chase Barnes
are you trying to groom op?
Colton Miller
Nah i just went trought a similar phase in my life
Kevin Nelson
just kys fag
Anthony Garcia
Thanks, I'm going to try to live this advice. How did it go?
Liam Collins
I too used to watch femdom and feet stuff, but would then use those scenes as material for fantasies about my male classmates. I think liking femdom and feet is just being a closet fag
Julian Hill
Interesting story, I love femboys. Honestly, you've probably been gay or at least gay leaning since you stated you weren't interested in having sex with a woman. Also, femdom commonly appeals to femboys aswell so I think you've been like this the entire time lol
Ryder Thomas
> Is this just a temporary rollercoaster of emotions that I'm experiencing as a result of quitting, or is this my true sexual orientation Only time will tell and it could take years to know the answer. Don’t worry about that right now. It sure sounds like you’re gay, but nobody’s forcing you to put a label in it yet. Just explore what turns you on for now
When did we become tumblr? Why do you think any of us knows how to give you advice on this? I mean sure I'm bi, but you're on a completely different scale from me. Where I just get butterflies from men and women both, you have an entire wardrobe thing going on, with bdsm elements and foot fetishism on top. I mean how many people do you think have been in your position before you?
Isaac Gomez
I went 14 months without jacking off/looking at porn before. If you're that afraid of going to hell you can do it.
