feels thread time boyos, I'll start
inb4 nice blog post faggot
>be me, 21
>swiping on tinder
>match with some girl, bit fat but good distribution, pretty face, overall probably 7.5/10 one of those enby types but pussy is pussy
>thought it was going to be a one and done thing
>get to talking, turns out we have a lot in common vidya, music, all that shit
>she's a little nervous to meet which given my looks is understandable
>decide to play some minecraft and call over discord to get to know eachother a bit better
>find out we both had shitty upbringings, lots of anxiety, bunch of other issues I won't bore y'all with
>probably play for 6 hours, we both have work in the morning, say our goodbyes
>ask her out to lunch or something again
>she agrees
>knew from the get go that she probably has the tism
>at least shes high functioning
>have a great date, and a couple more after that
>start to catch feelings a bit
>invite her over to my place for a couple drinks and a movie, she agrees
>nothing ends up happening despite my atempts, whatever in due time
>end up going to her place to fix some appiance issue
>after im done we lay in her bed for a while, shit was cash, im touch starved and shes so warm
>end up making out and fucking
>afterwards she asks about all the burns on my arms and thighs, something my dad did to me
>vent a little about it
>she says she doesnt mind, doesnt think it makes me ugly or broken
>this fuckin girl
>end up going on a couple more dates
>realize i finally found a girl who matches my autism
(1/2)
Feels thread time boyos, I'll start
(2/2)
>been dating for like 6 months now, its christmas. fuckin hate christmas
>she asks if i want to come to her parents house with her
>sure
>show up at the spot
>she pulls me aside
"hey, user, I love you"
"i love you too"
>unironically the greatest moment of my life
>go on about the day
>she moves in with me after 2 years of dating
>shits goin great, thinking about buying a ring
>ask her dad if hes cool with it, he is
>figure im gonna need a better job to provide
>get a CAD cert, and work my ass off getting a good job
>start setting aside money
>get laid off
>cant face her for some reason so act like im still going to work for a couple weeks
>i decide enough is enough
>go home in the middle of the day
>car i dont recognize in the driveway
>maybe shes got a friend over, i trust her
>open door
>hear some guy
>meh, shes got guy friends
>walk up to room
>man is balls deep in the woman i thought i was gonna spend my life with
>walk out
>go to bar
>drink till morning
>go home, shes asleep still
>sleep on couch
>she wakes me up wondering why i didnt come to bed
>i tell her what i saw
>shes sorry, but i dont care
>she want to stay together
>i do not
>argue, she ends up grabbing a bunch of her shit and going to her moms
>whatever
just finished up packing up the rest of her shit, mailing it to her tomorrow cause i dont want to see that cunt
forgive the shit greentext im drunk as fuck
imagine falling for the woman pill
cum in the box
I'm really sorry OP. It's her loss. Just think of the relationship as a drug you took. You got your high, you had your fun, felt so good like never before but now the effects are over and you have this shitty after taste. You got to experience some of the things that make life worth it. Remember those feelings not her, and try to stay motivated for your own sake. Good luck.
wasn’t even a woman, more of that enby shit. if people lie to themselves don’t be surprised if they lie to you
You did the right thing, user.
Unlike some cuck shit that come over here and post similar stories but still end up sticking with the cheating girl.
I'm sorry about your situation, but I can tell you safely that it will get better, as shit as you might feel right now.
She did you a favor getting caught at your own home. You could've asked her to marry you, with her agreeing and still cheating on the side, that's just fucked up.
Sorry, user.
Violations of trust should never be tolerated.
As a man, holding back access to your feelings is the best way to deal with women.
There are no other rules. Some people will fuck your trust, while others will never violate it.
always remember
>You could've asked her to marry you, with her agreeing and still cheating on the side, that's just fucked up.
yeah, but hey now i got like 5k just sittin around, either gonna put it towards a new car, or yet another new gun. unless Any Forums has funnier ideas
shit in the box
make yourself happy user, u deserve it
Should have smashed and left after the first night
my turn now? ok.
>be me
>21
>spent childhood playing online games with turks
>play with them again 2 days ago
> 2 of them became libtards
>they unfriended me because of my alt right views
>mfw i realised i spent my childhood with fake friends
I'm sorry OP, I also got cheated on, the best thing you can do is just act like she never existed, I know it seems impossible right now, maybe move somewhere new, I don't know man...
the internet is fake man, shoulda known that from the get go
yeah i got one think i posted it before, heres the condensed version
>be me grade 3
>no friends, shitty parent, shitty house, didnt know it yet but autistic
>shunned by everyone
>new girl comes in
>decide since she doesnt know me we can be friends
>ends up having a lot in common
>become fast friends
>hang out to the point that people think we're dating
>shrug it off
>sometimes we'll smoke on her roof cause we were rebels or some shitty
>we talk about shit up there, turns out her dad is just as bad as mine
(1/2)
>get closer
>fast foward to grade 6
>really close now, basically dating but we're both too autistic to realize
>one day she comes in more sad than usual
>ask her whats wrong, she wont tell
>push her a bit
>she gets mad and storms off
>we go from talking every day, to every week, to every month, then not at all
>then one day she hugs me from behind
>fucking HATE being touched but im happy shes even talking to me that i just let it happen
>slips a cig in my pocket and says to meet me at her place, her dad isnt gonna be home
>excited, hoping things are gonna get back to normal
>text a bunch during breaks, she seems normal
>go home, finish homework
>sneak out
>text her that im on my way
>about halfway through the walk she texts me to check under her bed when i get there
>ask her what she means
>no response
>whatever shes prolly just studying or something
>about a block away, text again
>still no response
>a bit concerned now, pick up the pace
>get to her house, figure shes alone (no mom in the picture) so i call so i can just go through the door instead of a window
>no response
>walk up to her window, tap on it
>no response
>call her
>her phone lights up the room
>shes just hanging by the ceiling, over a pool of blood
>grab nearest object, chuck through window
>end up cutting the shit out of myself climbing through the window but didnt feel it
>try to find something to cut her down, call 911
>remember text
>look under her bed
>a blood covered boxcutter
>cut the rope
>shove boxcutter in back pocket
>do CPR for what feels like hours, even though i know shes dead
>3 medics show up
>they ask what happens
>i look up
"shes dead, i know she is"
>2 of them stay in the room while the other one takes me out to the living room to tend to my wounds
>hear the 2 in the room arguing on wether they're gonna put her in a bag before or after they load her up
>dad comes to pick me up, yells at me the entire time about sneaking out
>get home
>lay down in bed
cant count
2/3
>feel something in my pocket
>take out the boxcutter
>theres a note on the pocketclip
>turns out her dad was raping her on the daily and took it too far that day she wouldnt tell me what was wrong
i fuckin miss her every day fellas, just keep telling myself she would have been dead even if i sprinted there
yeah, i was thinkin michigan, practially on the other side of the country from me, got some real fuckin homies who live up there
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