Post things you did that you still feel guilty about

>be me, 14
>have hot sister, 19
>parents are divorcing
>window is broken, don't want to sleep in my room because someone could quite literally just reach their hand through and grab me
>can't sleep on the couch - dad is there
>can't go into my parent's room - mom and dad had the fight of all fights and she would kill my ass if I even tried to talk to her
>ihaveanidea.jpg
>go to sister's room, ask her if I can bring in my blankets sleep on the floor
>"just sleep in my bed with me, user"
>sure, whatever
>scooch in with her
>I'm tall for my age, probably around 5'5 or so but she is still three or four inches taller at this point
>face away from her
>she hugs me from behind, feels super nice
>kisses my cheek and tells me she loves me
>nothing weird about it, she's just a really affectionate person
>be sperg, stutter back "I love you too"
>she laughs
>fall asleep
>wake up
>sister is draped over me, still hugging me
>feel nice, but she is a bit heavy, so I get ready to move her
>wait a second
>wtf.png
>something is touching my dick
>look down
>her hand is half in my pants
>not grabbing me, but her palm is resting against it
>coomer brain immediately goes to the hours of step-sister pornography I have diligently studied
>start freaking out, look behind me
>she’s sound asleep
>must have tossed around in her sleep and somehow ended up with her hand partially stuck under my pants
>both relieved and disappointed
>ihaveanotheridea.png
>its early so she’s probably not going to wake up for a while
>move her hand onto my dick, beat off with it touching
>nut buckets, angle it away from her hand so it doesn’t touch her
>immediately feel ashamed
>get out from under her and out of bed
>cry a little bit from the guilt of defiling someone who was only being kind to me

To this day I still feel guilt. That shit also drove me to quit porn because I saw that as a massive part of the reason I even came up with the idea in the first place.

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Jesus you're a loser. Poor sis.

You were young, there´s nothing we could say to stop you from feeling guilt, but try to not be too harsh on yourself.

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I used to lick my 16 year old sisters feet when I was 17 while she slept. She did find out at least once though.

Brutal. But you’re not entirely wrong.
Thanks for the kind words, user. I’m mostly over the guilt at this point, but it tends to rise up again whenever I see her.

Your sister is probly a shota connoisseur user

Worst story ive ever heard someone come up with

No you did not

Literally did. Maybe a total of 5 or 6 times right before I moved out.

Nope

She was wanking you in your sleep
you just finished it
she should have been super disapointed not to wake up with your cum in her mouth

That's pretty epic, user. You got to jack it with your older sister's hand and then quit porn. Better than most will ever be able to achieve.

5’5 is probably too tall to count as a Shota. But maybe her being tall as hell for a woman at 5’9 or so makes up for it.

>You got to jack it with your older sister's hand
Less jacking and more leaning it against the hand while I Jacked

she probably knew what was going on and decided to roll with it.

>she probably knew what was going on and decided to roll with it.
I hope not. If that’s the case I’ve gone through years of guilt for nothing.

Take care user. Maybe you should talk about it to her and get it off your chest. Then you can live burden-free and all of us anons can Morb together

I've considered it. The biggest problem with that is I'm not confident my parents won't end up finding out if I talk to her about it and then I'll be cast out of the family like a leper. I have no doubt that my sister and I would be able to reconcile, at least. She's forgiving enough.

Everyone's guilty after fapping to a family member or use them to do so. Am I the only one that never gave a shit about it?

>Am I the only one that never gave a shit about it
Not everyone is as degenerate as you, user.

Never really understood why tbh. If you've never been caught and no damage has been done, it felt good so that's a good end. A future fap material even.

Ok, different folks different strokes ig. As long as you don't get attached too much