Well, I think I'm going to do it. Finally contemplating that suicide is worth it for me

stop bitching about it either do it or stop whining about doing it

A friend of mine got his first girlfriend at 30, so there's hope for all of us.
When you do find a love that you want to maintain, you will one day remember the situation you were in now and thank whatever fictional entity you may or may not believe in for everything you have at that point and for not killing yourself.
Besides, killing yourself would only result in your parents paying for your funeral and for maintaining your grave after you're gone, so you'd be leaching off of them anyways.
Life is worth the risk.

At 23 you still have time to get in shape and get a semi decent job, but its a personal decision and if youre educated enough about it and youre basing your choice on logic rather than emotion then do whatever is best for you but Im 33 and at 23 I actually did try and much to my dismay I woke up and its been shit every since. Now Im just hoping it happens naturally because society and family dont do shit but make things worse if it dont work.
Also, your mother said she loves you and she doesnt want you making any irrational decisions based on events in your life that will prove to be insignificant over time.....while I was fuckin her.
>She talks with her mouth full, it's a disgusting habit and I'm trying to get her to stop.

Then fucking change, ya maggot. How about for once investing effort into something in your life, instead of coming here for... what? Sympathy?
You sound like a 15 year old, too. Get the fuck over yourself and invest some effort into being better, doing something - anything at all. Or go fucking perish, as another user said. So many things to do in life, both good and bad, yet you and so many others come here so you can bitch about it for two minutes and get attention, because you want a recipe for life. Hello?!
If you are too lazy - yes, too fucking lazy - to try and find purpose in this life and ways to correct what you obviously dislike about yourself, then nothing and no one can help you.
You have to have some real, actual psychological problems and trauma to tell yourself that you "can never change" at the age of 22. Go look for books, activites like lifting. So many things to do, yet you come to cry here. If you're on drugs, fucking stop.
Lazy ass faggot.

tldr; Carbon Monoxide or Household Toxins seems like the best options (varies depending on what you have available and context)
>Inert gas asphyxiation with helium is ideal if possible to source required materials.

lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/statistics-most-lethal-methods

>Potential

Inert gas asphyxiation- Helium gas canistor paired with a medical oxygen mask with tube. >make sure mask is on tight. Use tape to make an *almost air tight seal. Slowly turn the valvle steadily, making sure to breathe in deeply. The body detects little abnormal sensation as the oxygen level falls. This leads to asphyxiation (death from lack of oxygen) without the painful and traumatic feeling of suffocation (the hypercapnic alarm response, which in humans arises mostly from carbon dioxide levels rising), or the side effects of poisoning.

Jump from height- If you live above ~10 stories, death is very likely, pretty much instant death upon impact, unless there's something to break the fall or anything below that and you're more than likely survive the fall and either die due to blood loss or live with permanent injury, might even end up as a vegetable. Jumping off a bridge is perhaps the best option, basically guarantees death, especially if you don't know how to swim.

Household Toxins- Viable if you know what you're doing, stupid as fuck if you don't. Not much else to say about it. Do you research, see what you have.

Set fire to self/ home- It kinda speaks for itself, you'd probably die... but are you really that much of a masochist/ full of self loathe?

Carbon Monoxide poisoning- Seal yourself in any space with a source of CO and you're good to go, basically odourless, painless and you wouldn't even realize that you're dying. Can be done in a garage with a car, or heater/ AC or just the good old BBQ. Can be messed up, but seems very viable if you have the basic know-how.

Stab (to the throat)- Effective, can work. Maybe hard to go full force and properly get a good cut/ solid bleeding wound, and will also fucking hurt like a bitch during the ~15 or so minutes of conciousness while you wait to bleed out. Requires a lot of willpower to do.

>Not Useful - hard to come by.
Guns - banned and hard to get a hold of, also very expensive. But probably the best way to go if you have one. Aim from below the jaw at an angle towards the back of the head (increase chances of having a direct shot to the Hypothalamus) less likely to miss and end up a vegetable. Shotgun to the head is by far the most lethal and effective.

Cyanide- Inaccessible to the public and hard to get, probably don’t have it lying around. Even so could be extremely painful.

Explosives- Instant death (depending on the explosive, bigger is better) but same as Cyanide, probably don’t have that just lying around. Homemade explosives are extremely hard to effectively create one, especially if you lack the basic knowledge.

Trains/Metros/Subways- Quite Effective, works like a charm, not an instant death (depending on how fast it is but it’ll get the job done. Only drawback is finding the right place with tracks where there aren’t many people.

Hanging- Would not recommend, unless you have a serious choking kink. Takes surprisingly long ~30mins or longer, and if found can easily be removed and most likely just suffer long term brain damage and neck injuries. Very unpleasant and also really morbid but eh, who's to judge.

bruh im 35 been through addiction, been through true love and the hate it turned into, many friends dead, literally have nothing on this mortal plane. im fighting im not fucking dead. just got a ged book from amazon. i promise you can do better.

Auto crash- Unless you’ve got a road that goes straight to the end of a cliff or mountain, not really gonna help. Getting hit by car/truck is quite hard unless you’re completely invisible.

Drowning- It’s surprisingly hard to consciously drown yourself, especially if you know how to swim or if you’re in shallow waters. Unless you’ve got access to the stormy pacific oceans, or are able to sink yourself with weights, you’re probably not going to drown.

OD-ing- Not viable even with drugs, apparently not as lethal and unlikely to kill you apparently. Unless you’re a doctor or have done several years in med school or know exactly how to, it’s probably not going to work.

Additional comments

>Needless to say, beware of the consequences. I’m not here to tell you that suicide is wrong and that all life is sacred, just think about it. Be somewhat rational. Be objective. Because there’s no turning back from this. It’s a sealed deal.
Seek help if you’re not sure about it, or if you’re operating on an emotional impulse. Talk to someone, if not a therapist, then a friend, if not, then even a stranger.

>But have in mind that in that study those suicide methods that couldn't have their agony measured had that value subjectively asigned by the researchers. So as far as you know it could be far more painful than anybody knows but there is simply no way to tell anybody.

> “Letting you guys know, aim for the brain stem. Quickest and most painless way. You technically don't even feel it happen because it's over faster than your nerves can process. /x/fags, you probably have to poison yourself or slit your wrists while meditating or astral projecting or something if you're leaving this world for another. You'll need to be conscious throughout it. There's no easy way to get to Equestria or wherever you wanna go."

>Explosives are fairly easy to make.
Buy aluminum powder and potassium perchlorate online. You can also use potassium chlorate but it's more unstable and more likely to explode while you're make it. Use 7 parts potassium perchlorate to 3 parts aluminum powder, and put it in a metal cylinder. Then just put a hole for a fuse and put it in your mouth.

>Cyanide is hard to get but extremely easy to make.
Get about 80 to 120 apple seeds and crush them and then boil them in only a cup of water until they start to loose color and you got Cyanide, drink the full class and if you did it right you won't even feel it you'll just die out of nowhere, if you fucked up it would give you massive diarrhea and vomiting tho.
The hardest part would be getting so many apples.

"im sad bc of my bs behavior no one wants to be around. i should kms and i totally expect my next lifetime to be different"

fix your shit bro. "bUt HoW??" fucking do the exact opposite of what your dumbass is currently doing and just fucking see what happens moron. over thinking it

>Well, I think I'm going to do it. Finally contemplating that suicide is worth it for me.
Same everyone close to me is dying. Dying from heart disease, car accident, 1 from cancer, 2 from covid. Anyone else left I rarely see and gets on my nerves. I feel more of them are going to die I have this feeling my life is going to be more empty. I am starting to develope anger issues. It's about time I kms and put this angry world behind me.