Can’t cope anymore

Can’t cope anymore.
I used to cope with my life being a failure with masturbation by now my brain got rekt so I don’t feel good anymore unless I wait 10 days but then I feel good for 10-30 minutes and get a headache right after that lasts for days. I wish I could just die. I wish I had a loving gf but I’m such a failure compared to my peers and I already got rejected any time i have put myself out there I lost any hope to get a gf unless I slave away most of my life but even then it won’t be youth love so it’s meaningless. I’ll be forced to pretend like getting a used up roastie is a great win. I honestly can just die. There is nothing else to do here.

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schizo post


take meds

Vazed

lmao
another proof tranime posters are thrash.
nigger, what the absolute fuck does it have to do with tech?
and because im feeling gracious:
stop coom and tranime and do useful shit instead
you life will become immediately 1000% better

just become the gf, user

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I have many vtuber girlfriends

Same. Marine, my wife, is so beautiful, and I love her a lot :3
You week as shit, OP. Man up!

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Mental illness is neither treatable nor curable except by the ancient Ahan Heero (a phonetic approximation of the ancient Chinese) organic method.
Obtain a rope made from zero gluten free range hemp then stream your hanging in 4K with decent production values. The other losers who check out tend to neglect lighting and composition.

If you dress like this for date I’m fucking leaving. Have some god damn self respect

t. bisexual

you have to have a soldier mentality
there's gotta be some action plan that'll take you to a better position

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I kinda feel the same way as you.
I lost my few chances at teenage love by being a low self esteem weirdo sperg and it's one of the top 3 biggest regrets of my life (I'm 26 years old now).
Except now I'm jerking off literally 2 or 3 times every day. When I was a teen the longest I managed was a week of nofap.
I've been porn and masturbation addicted since I was like 9.

Soldiers can be stoic because they get to do cool stuff like military training, running to cadence, etc.
I almost wen to officer school for some branch of the military but I was afraid and also I wanted to make money to get women. That is another of my top 3 regrets (the other regret is getting into the wrong career in college).

Falling for homosexuality because you are an incel is one of the most shameful things possible.
It is basically admitting that you are a cuck and not deserving of a real woman.
If you can't get a women the only dignified thing is to stay alone, not settle for men.

wrong board?

risperidone might be just the technolo/g/y you need

There is hope, but you shoud start leading your life instead drowning into coom and despair. Look for unbiased help and start lifting and so. If you cant help yourself nobody can

Just sleep and forget about it.

get on HRT and become the gf

This, just give up user, it's over and you know it

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Sounds like you got a lot going on, I'd recommend going to see a professional to get your head sorted out

this is literally bait

You won't get help here. Almost literally all advice here is shit, if not destructive or simply a troll. Even in this thread so far. People will even try to convince you that you don't need professional help, which you look like you do.
Don't worry, it will get better, but you need to actively reach out for help. Just you writing this here is evidence you're trying to do just that, which is good. But picking this place is a mistake. And you will make a lot of such mistakes when looking for help because you don't know what to look for and you're doing it basically blindfolded. So be prepared for that.
I'm not willing or ready to provide you with help and time, but I might at least point you in a direction, in this priority:
1. talk to a professional even if it's expensive. Ultimately, it's worth it - also, tell them if it's an issue for you, they might help you to figure financial things out. And don't get discouraged only after a few visits or just one therapist, you sometimes need to change them a lot to find the one right for you.
2. I don't know many worthwhile places online where you can look for help (I know a lot of shit ones though, like this one), but "Healthy Gamer GG" is pretty good. Check out their youtube and discord. The guy likes to mix in some Hindu spiritualism into his practice, but other than that he's legit. Unlike me, they might actually direct you where to look for better help

you’ll die a virgin:3
i’m glad i’m not you faggot

>it won’t be youth love so it’s meaningless.
lol you have clearly never experienced youth love if you think like that. You're basically romanticising a thing you don't know. Not many high school couples make it through for a reason. And if you're talking just about the intensity of feelings, then it can be felt in any age.

Okay, but no one asked

stay mad, die alone, women will never love you, you’re unlovable

he’s just a pedo and he is salty he will never get to fuck an underage legally, 90% of you cunts who cry about youth love are literally just pedophiles

read schopenhauer and cioran

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