Secrets Thread

I haven't seen one of these threads in a while & I've been wanting to share this anonymously with other people because I know my friends will view me differently. I'm a pedophile & I get aroused by children. I browse loli threads & I know that isn't that bad, but there's still more to it. When I see elementary school-aged girls in public, my eyes wander. When I see middle school-aged girls in public I've caught myself thinking about how much she "puts out." I told this to a friend one time & he completely stopped talking to me. I'm really ashamed of myself for it & wanted to get it off of my chest anonymously.

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>When I see elementary school-aged girls in public, my eyes wander. When I see middle school-aged girls in public I've caught myself thinking about how much she "puts out."
That is absolutely normal

Do you find yourself disgusted by it? I've even tried to make small talk but didn't expect that to get anywhere.

I know the feel of having having a gravitational gaze to schoolgirls after not having been outside for some time.

Not to be indelicate but you honestly should consider suicide. You'll never be sexually fulfilled in this life without constant shame and paranoia and will likely wind up in prison eventually if your urges overcome you and you act upon them get raped and murdered horribly by niggers. Better to go out on your own terms.

This is why I don't tell people I know.

Not me, but I have a female friend who I can talk about anything to and vice versa. She is a teacher. She told me that almost every single day after school, she comes home and has to immediately masturbate to all the fantasies she had about her male students during the day. She teaches 8th grade.

I was about to say that's disturbing but then remembered I'm probably not too too far away from that.

I once convinced my aunt to come with me on the "Slingshot" carnival ride because I was betting on her passing out. When she did pass out, I got a good feel of her breasts before she came to. I even got to put my fingers in her mouth and then sucked on them, just to taste her saliva. Greatest childhood memories by far.

I'm glad I didn't grow up to be some creep that made a hobby of taking advantage of unconscious women, but man was my aunt gorgeous

I still remember going to the bathroom and
scrubbing her toothbrush all over my tongue
whenever I went to her house as a kid...

I used to do sexual stuff with my mom's dirty laundry and used menstrual pads that she left in the garbage for about 2 years to before I started to feel weird about it.

Also, there was this one time my 14 year old cousin was babysitting me and she was secretly smoking cigarettes on the staircase outside. She kept spitting in the same spot while smoking and when she was done, I went to the spit she was sitting and found some of her saliva hanging off the step and a small puddle of her spit. I wiped it into my hand, took it into the shower, and masturbated with it.

I once had to pick up some Chinese takeout for my mom and her friend, and I came in their food once each, and told them it took a long time to get their food because of how many customers there were.

My mom once had a philipino lady baby sit me and stole 4 of her pills from her bottle of meds and came all over them, let them dry for like 3 hours and then put them back in the bottle.

The dumbest, most risky act of degeneracy was when the neighbor from down the street came over to go on an hour long jog with my mom. She left her purse at my house, and I ended up blowing a load into her purse knowing that she would inevitably touch my dried cum.. They came back after like 15 min and she immediately went into her purse and ended up touching my still wet cum. She immediately blamed it on a bottle of sented face oil she had in there

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Also, I tried to get my mom pregnant by cumming inside this thing she used to wash her vag, almost everyday after school. It would be dried up by the time she got home and would use it when she took a shower before bed.

The last time I did something perverted was the night before I had to drop my little cousin's luggage off at the post office to have it mailed to the summercamp she was going to. I came into a small cup and used one of my grandmother's disposable syringes to inject my cum into the very top of an un-opened tube of toothpaste that was in her bag. I was going to inject it into one of her tampons, but backed out thinking she would get pregnant.

Other than that, I once sucked on whatever utensils a female family member was using to eat her dinner when she got up to go get something. I don't really count that one though because it's not really as bad as the other things I mentioned previously.

I was an ugly kid, women always treated me poorly growing up because of it. I was convinced that I would die alone, and that this was okay behavior because of it. I'm still alone and haven't done anything like that since I was a kid, but the urges have been strong this past year. I doubt I'll ever have sex, or get a girlfriend, so maybe I'm supposed to be this way.. idk.

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