I was molested repeatedly by a 22 yo female babysitter when I was 4, AMA

I guess I just licked her pussy

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I know her now and she is friendly but I know what she did, I don’t want to report her because everyone would think I’m lying, and I liked it a lot at the time but it affected me really badly

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Dope pic, underrated game too

same bro…same. People act like ur lucky and shit, and like u said it was even fun at the time, but it fucks u up bad mentally. It completely warps your whole concept of sexuality and love. Hope ur doing good man, keep ur head up

Sorry for being insensitive but I'm curious as to how it messed you up.
I ask because I was sort of an early bloomer and always _wanted_ to get my holes stuffed since I was like 8.

I started groping classmates so much I got my ass beat by one of them, and I started watching porn and jerking off 4 years later

Sorry to hear that user. When I was 4 my dad made me give him BJ's, I thought it was just playing tbh, then when he tried to put something in me I screamed a lot and he stopped

It really messed me up, i blamed myself for a long time for a lot of reasons and never told anyone except one of my therapists

I'm a guy too btw

How old are you now?

I knew a guy who had this happen to him as a child who hanged himself as a young adult.

Ack, yeah okay. I wouldn't consider the latter an issue, but the former? Yeah, she just did that without teaching you what it meant and how it's not something you just... do. And that's fucked up.

Not op, but yeah, the fantasy of this stuff and the reality is very different

Get some help, larping pedophile.

I'll never understand this point about how getting diddled changes the way you see sexuality to a detrimental degree. These always go into at least one of the following categories. 1. Messes with intimacy. 2. Makes someone hypersexual. 3. Vague "traumatization". 4. Groping of others. I then look at other people who got diddled and then see they enjoyed it and experienced none of the above side effects. So is it a matter of perspective? Don't you guys think blaming your actions and conditions on a singular event isn't good? Why can't you change your perspective on something that is only hurtful because of how others treat it as the worst thing possible and projecting those thoughts on you? Not trying to be an ass, just some questions.

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Stuff like this can completely mess with how you see the world, even if you only had a "positive" experience it'll still affect relationships you have with others, especially ones you have as a kid. And your childhood is detrimental in building your character as an adult

Some people chase those same feelings and in doing so end up being the abuser for some other kid and then the cycle continues

was he molested by a woman? How old was he when he hanged himself?

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I'm If they had a bad experience, such as legitimately fearing for their life they can develop PTSD on top of everything else, which will obviously mess you up. A child's brain is extremely different to an adult

what building is she in