Anyone here ever think of their mother in a sexual, or romantic manner when jerking off?

Anyone here ever think of their mother in a sexual, or romantic manner when jerking off?
Not to say that you think of her like that on a daily basis, outside that "Horny" state of mind,
but only when your masturbating because you need to think of something extra kinky/taboo to get off.
The ones who DO think of their mother like that on a daily basis, or have romantic fantasies (beyond sex)
about being with your mom, why do you feel this way? How or why do you think these desires started?

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No, and you're creepy.

yeah, it's my situational kink. its mostly gome to fantasies about me fucking another guys mom while he fucks mine though

Did this once or twice as a teenager. The memory of the act haunts me 10 years later and I'm afriad it will still bother me 50 years from now. Never jack off thinking about family

You're a drama queen with a boring life.

if you knew the depths of the degenerate shit I jerk off to you would want me dead

I've had dreams where I was having sex with my mom, or doing sexual stuff with her, but always wake up after like 8 seconds into doing anything with her in the dream. I'd be a liar if I said I didn't jerk off immediately after a few of these dreams, and justified it by convincing myself through mental gymnastics/self brain washing that I was in a half asleep, half awake state of mind.

The worst part is that, I didn't just jerk off right after having one of those dreams, but I continued to play out the dream in my imagination while masturbating. I think it has to do with the fact that screwing my mom was the thing that got me hard in the first place (The dream), so it would only be natural to keep beating it to the original source material in the form of imagining me fucking my mom, like I was in the dream.

Even MORE Worse part, was that it wasn't just "Dick in pussy" sex,
I fantasized about actual love making. Like we were real intimate lovers in this
fantasy that was playing out in my mind, like, "Heavy tongue making out & begging me
spit in her mouth or on her face while doing missionary" type of infatuation with each other.

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I do have sexualized thoughts about my mom, and it is because of these series of events below:

>My mom has developed a thing for sex that involves more than two people.
>My mom and my dad got divorced 4 years ago. She lives by herself in our (old) house. She's 48 years old. She has big hips, she is curvy and has a big butt. Were are somewhat kinda close.
>I am 19 years old. I live with my dad. And I visit my most every other day when I not working or studying, and every weekend. I attend community college.
>So whenever I am at her house visiting, she'll warn me if she has friends coming over. Or single a few male colleagues, which is mostly during weekend evenings. I would then ensure that I am already be in bed when they arrive. Her room is upstairs and my room is downstairs.

>I started being curious when she suddenly started inviting her younger black nigger "friends" over for sex. I am talking about niggers around my age. I started listening to their dumb conversations with her for couple of nights. Which always involved them talking about nonsense really.
>But then she and these 2 or 3 niggers would go to her room. Then I would hear her moaning and stuff. Definitely sex noises. I always wanted to see what else was happening.
>I always told myself that the next time she has her black friends over I would go check and get closer. By the next time it came. I was prepared but scared. But when I heard them go up. I got upstairs and went to get closer. I noticed they didn't leave it closed. And at the point I was nervous and terrified that I crossed the line, and I was worried of being so close to being caught. But my curiosity got the better of me.
Continued..

No, I think about how much I want to punch her in the fucking face.

>I made the worst mistake well to me it was good, but to others it might be weird. My hands went to push the door open a bit to see more. I saw my mom doggy style sucking a nigger's dick while being fucked by another black guy from behind. I was shocked. I had so many thoughts going through my mind.
>While standing there stunned i got hard, horny and aroused. I ran back to my room. I noticed that my cock was leaking precum. I felt wrong that i was leaking precum and it was because i was watching my mom getting fucked by to niggers who were almost my age. But that didn't seem to stop me. I kept going to see everytime she brought some black guys home and to her bedroom upstairs. Sometimes the door would be close so I was stuck with only my imagination. And I would feel that wasn't enough. I needed to see more.

>Now this is where it got worse. I ended up one day hiding inside my moms closet before she brought her black friends in the house. I realized what I had done and that there was no going back. That night she had brought 5 black guys in and was taking turns kissing them. Then that's when the action started happening. I was more than excited to see it so close. The fact that they didn't know I was watching , masturbating made it even hotter.

>After that night I started to feel weird that this turns me on. How I like to see my own mom getting sexually used by niggers. How aggressive blacks guys can be during sex. How some guys were more kinky then other guys that were fucking her. It's wrong but I love it. I really badly want to be in her position. To be fucked by two or more niggers myself.

Not sure if that all makes sense. Sorry it's long

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I dreamt that some guy was gonna rape my mom and basically I tried saving her but he got to her first and dragged her into his hotel room, the window was open so I watched my mom get on her knees and the guy just enjoying himself, leaning back, looking up, as he used her throat.
got up and jerked off but kept jerking off to the scenario

I was put up for adoption and I wonder sometimes my bio mom is hot or I wonder if I ever jerked it to her unknowingly. Honestly if I were to meet her and she wasn't super fucked up looking and she came onto me I might do something

you definitely would, apparently offspring seperated after birth have a huge thing for their bio parents

hot af

I do think about my mom in a sexual way. And I wish I could have sex with her. This is why.
>My mom is a typical British gold digger from England in the U.K.
>There many things she has done against my dad that i truly hate, but i still love her as my mother.

>When i was about 10 years old i caught her having sex with Tom, our neighbor's son, who was a senior in our local high school. This was over 10 years ago so you can kinda guess my age. I hold no grudge about it today, but I have never truly let it go as she has never apologized and still denies it this day and age.
>One time, my mom and myself and this guy (our neighbor's son,) went to attend my mom's family funeral in Britain. My dad was in Texas with work and could come along. Which is why my mom brought this guy along.
>On the very Friday that we arrived in Liverpool, my mom and Tom were caught fucking by my British granddad, and her entire family from Britain freak out. They even called my dad to tell him what had happened.
>I remember being full of anger and hatred. I hated how my dad didn't take action, but I didn't care to think about how this was the woman he had spent years with and how he was trapped in a marriage with an English whore of a wife.

>I was conflicted because I loved my mom because of her motherly caring and loving nature attitude me, her soft skin, her chubby cheeks and her cute accent.

>A year after the incident, we moved and lived here in England. I resented my mom. I had repeated arguments with my mom about some stupid little things. I kept calling her an idiot, she always threatened moving back to the U.S. and how i'd be devastated if she left. I'd always snigger and it and say "No i'd be happy if you leave us".
>I hurt my mothers feelings many times saying such insensitive things. Then when she finally did pack up and leave, she was right. I cried my eyes out like no other. Never thought she would actually leave us, or that my words were truly hurting her. This was over 6 years ago and she's never returned to England.

Any greentext story with a "continued" is straight up larp, there's no need for you to write a fucking story with such descriptive details you're just ousting yourself as someone who writes erotica crap..

Can absolutely relate with this. Think a combination of emotional dependency, coddling, rejection from girls my age, and conveniently timed porn discovery led to me really wanting to fuck my mom. Like, same as you, passionate lovemaking sex. It got worse when a few years later, my mom separated from my dad and got a divorce since he'd cheated on her multiple times. We emotionally confided in each other and were more vulnerable with each other than we ever had been before. She admitted things to me I never expected to hear from her. I just remember desperately wanting to hear that she'd sexually fantasized about me, especially since she knew I found her attractive. I would've let her take me to her bedroom and do whatever she wanted to me. I would've let her ride me. I would've let myself unload rope after rope of my seed into my mother's womb.

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