Post cum shame and disgust

Guys I need help, please. I have a strong foot fetish. On the next friday I am meeting my friend, we will spend evening and night alone in a tent on my parcel, we will have drinks and... she wants a long feet massage. We kinda play femdom - I'm her doggie and she is in charge of my cum schedule... she denied me for the last 2 weeks, and I will surely cum during the massage she wants or from her footjob.. No matter the outcome, can you give me advice what to do AFTER? The problem is that I will be so embarrased... I don't even like her, she's too fat, the only thing that drives me crazy about her are her feet and the possibility of a footjob next friday (it's rather certain). But I don't want to talk to her or even see her after I finish, and she will be there until the next day... what to do bros? How to behave? I visit hookers on regular basis, and any kinky stuff is not a problem, because 1. I pay for it, 2. they are used to kinks, 3. I leave immediately after. Any advice bros?

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lmao how did you get into this arrangement with a friend? How did you even bring it up?

Had the same issue with a FWB, without the fot stuff

She was terrible at blowing, I would sometimes watch porn on my phone to get closer

She would let me cum in her mouth every time but after I cum I'd just want to run out of there, feeling disgusted the next day


Eventually we stopped and I found out she was in love with me the whole time, bummer (for her)

We were coworkers. It started as jokes, and eventually we got more and more 'serious'. Mind you, apart from some presents (she bought me a whip and a BDSM leash with cuffs, I got her leopard stilettos), sexting, 'chastity belt' - cum schedule and some feet, high heels I bought her as a present and pantyhose pictures she sent me nothing real happened, the friday meeting is the first serious thing.
>She would let me cum in her mouth every time but after I cum I'd just want to run out of there, feeling disgusted the next day
Yeah, that is the problem man, I know I will feel the same way, but I won't be able to run or leave...

And If you mean the friday massage - it was her offer, but she well knows I'm a footfag.

Wow, is she hot? And are you not worried it might make things awkward at work?

She is not hot - that's the problem, she's at most 6/10, and quite fat. If she was hot, I wouldn't mind spending time with her after I finish... This is the issue.
We WERE coworkers. If we still worked in the same company... I wouldn't even think about getting into some serious action.

i'd recommend you try to get past the post nut clarity the quickest you can so you get horny again

Thanks! That seems to be the only way out of my situation... but HOW to speed up the process?

after washing your cock, think about what makes you horny the most or focus on her feet i dont know I'm always horny so I cannot really help with that

post some of her feet pics. those shoes you bought her sound hot

no way, I don't want them to spread all over the internet.

Post-nut clarity is real bitch

Yeah im sure some randoms feet is going to be EVERYWHERE

Yeah, fuck it..

If only it was more gradual, it's as sudden as a fucking car crash

Bring some wet wipes and a bottle of bourbon, and a toilet roll. Don't be in such a rush to get out of there. Make it a multi-hour, multi-cum thing. If you take your time, you'll both settle into it. You're fortunate to be having this opportunity for sexual release and experimentation. Make the most of it. Most of all, make surer you show her some respect and gratitude, as a woman, as a fucking human being. If you do, then what you get back will be even more intense when she can relax into your energy.

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Thats a good way to put it

Fucking this. user speaks the truth.

Also, if she knows you are a footfag, then there's no harm is asking her to get a real good pedi and you'll pay. Tell her what colour polish to use - it's a subtle way of asserting your authority in the situation. It's like saying, "you're going to be mistress, I'm going to worship your feet, but we both acknowledge that we're doing this because I want you to."

Got that mate. But twice in the evening/night and once in the morning would probably be the best I could do. I know I'm fortunate, I know. Everything is fine, it's just the disgust and disdain I feel towards myself and even more her after cumming...

She doesn't want money, already made that offer, of course as a 'joke'. And about polish - I already did that :D