>be me >discover masturbation at age 6 after my parent left on TV some weird show with a guy shaking a fake dick >jerk off regularly >Discover porn at age 12, consumes regularly >Sometimes watch loli hentai because they're so cute and innocent that it's perverted for them to be lewded >Thinks it's no big deal because they're just drawings >Always click on clickbait porn where the actress dresses as a loli >It's fiction it doesn't matter > age 28, teen girls dancing and shaking their asses on Muscally and tiktok, starts jerking off > Now look for teen and pre-teen girls celebrities on www.famousbirthdays.com > Now watches japanese junior idol aged 12 and below > Still fapping > Open instagram and pinterest and can get the job done on pictures of fully dressed child models of primary school age > Realizes this is unironically pedophilia
Where did it all go wrong?
> inb4 you'll end up in jail you criminal I don't commit crimes and assault anyone. I don't watch illegal content, I just jerk-off to regular pictures your sister would find cute and wholesome.
I wish I was normal like most people who would feel disgusted at children. What should I do? Does therapy really work, or should I try to only jerk-off to older girls? How do you cope with being a pedo?
But last year I did make some cum tributes for some cute faces. I'm not only aroused by the representation of kids, but also by the idea that others are aroused by the representation of kids.
Jayden Gonzalez
What'd you look like as a kid? What about your favorite way ti jerk off?
Ryan Moore
no idea where you're getting at
Kayden Nelson
Just trying to imagine young you furiously masturbating to loli porn.
Asher Allen
Shameless
Jacob Powell
Currently in the same situation as you user, don't get ne wrong, I'm a full blown retard and been Jerking off to some dark stuff since elem days, but by the time I've discovered loli threads here, I've been fapping to these underage pics, and I feel like this is the most sinful thing that i have ever done.
Jaxon Wood
It's perfectly normal. Well into the 1950s it was acceptable for men to have 14yo wives.
Liam Morris
Perhaps he is implying it was the novelty rather than innate pedophilia
Camden Hughes
LMFAO goon
Lucas Jackson
Uooh
Jordan Long
dont go to theraphy they will ruin your life and put you on a list
Jason Richardson
user you would be surprised to know how many others out there have experienced this. I'm a lolibro but have seen legal junior idol content that drove me wild. Never went beyond that though
Jeremiah Powell
The loli-pedo pipeline, happens to the best of us
Jaxson Adams
Nice fud, the majority of therapists literally couldn't care less that you think grade schoolers are cute or whatever
Blake Collins
I also discovered legal junior idols and man this was the end of me. I started with JK models, then JC models, and now JS models. The first time I nutted to a 8yo model, I knew there was no going back Those japanese are insane.
Even on nicovideo you can find extremely perverted junior idol (that was my last fap).
I honestly cannot understand how someone can get aroused by anime lolis, but not IRL child models (especially asian ones).
Maybe it's just a question of time, maybe I didn't always like IRL kids
Landon Long
no, but seeing the cover, I'd probably nut after 5 minutes of watching
Justin Foster
Hentai takes a real life subject and strips it of all it's flaws, then idealizes it in a stylized way thus leaving a near perfect version of it's counterpart (which is almost more pedo when you think about it)
I've seen many therapists due to my attraction to children and they cannot "help" you, just keep you mentally stable (I had good experience with therapists btw). Just accept it, jerking off to kids is fine as long as you don't do anything illegal. I also bought a loli sexdoll which works great, but might not be legal where you live.
Also, I assume you find women attractive, too? If yes, then worry even less, you'll be fine long-term.
I even can't open pinterest without a boner because of all cute pins I saved. I have to uninstall my web browser so I don't spend the whole day browsing pinterest with my dick out
Julian Robinson
>Also, I assume you find women attractive, too who in their right mind would be anything but repulsed by hags
Ryan Thomas
>therapist >mandated reporters of crimes
How did you not get sent to a psych ward or investigated? They’d automatically assume you have cp
Carter Hernandez
Yeah, lotta cute costumes
Justin Murphy
Yes I have a long time girlfriend the same age as me. Of course she doesn't know. And I'm not attracted to most kids I see in the streets either.
It's only if I'm at the swimming pool and a 8yo is wearing bikini that I will start to lust, or if I'm on pinterest/twitter and see child models that I'll get a boner
Aaron Long
uuuh any reference websites?
Nicholas Morgan
I thought they have a duty of keeping silent even knowing something is illegal, and only tell if they believe someone is in danger
Christian Morales
it's legal but I wouldn't dare posting here just DM me on pinterest - maddenleo1992
Nathan Barnes
I'm a pedo, but I like women too. Sex is still enjoyable. Go to a therapist that specializes in that area, they will not report you unless they genuinely believe you're a threat. I've seen about five of them by now, considering that my pedophilia causes major moral concerns in me as a teenager, and I can say all of them have been very supportive and I could openly talk to them about anything.
If you're worried about an investigation, be "prepared" for it ;)
