Any Forums, i've come before you to ask for some serious advice...

Any Forums, i've come before you to ask for some serious advice. i'll have to start off by saying that i'm a disgusting fag. I get called a femboy every day and i guess i do look pretty feminine as well. my build is small and my hips curve like that of a woman. but all of this led to people pushing me and borderline convincing me i was gay, even though i said i wasn't.
i'm failing my ancestors, my parents, my siblings, my friends/community and i despise myself for it. whenever i come across anything having to do with promoting homosexuality i feel this extreme anger in my body. I hate dragfags, find pride parades disgusting and believe pedophiles should be lined up against the wall. I see how disease is rampant in gay communities, which is disgusting, how their relationships are just based on lust and how there's no procreation, which makes sex useless and degenerate.
I don't know what's wrong with me. I never got abused by my parents. I love my father too and have a great relationship with him. I do not want to disappoint him, he's so loving and a dad most would kill for. I also don't watch porn so i don't there's no addiction there.
I want to live a holy and pure life, but i can no longer be in denial about these feelings. they make me feel awful but they're a part of me and it would be foolish to pretend they don't exist.
I seriously am at the end of the road. should i keep repressing these feeling? do i need to act against these and still try to get with a woman? do i kill myself? everything is on the table and i need help, Any Forumstards...

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Post body I’ll be the judge of whether it’s too late to go back

You already are a fag, Op

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i'm trying not to be a degenerate here user, that's the whole point...

i know... but there has to be something i can do about it

You're taking this more seriously than like 90% of modern western ADULT society. Nobody gives a fuck about fags outside of Grindr and internet forums where angsty, pseudo-intellectual, pseudo-political teenage boys lash out what they see as the worlds problems. Nobody was ever going to tell you to choose between men and women, between fucking or being fucked, between being a femboy and getting a girlfriend... None of these choices are mutually exclusive. Maybe it only seems so impossible because you believe in a bunch of dumb made up rules taught to you by 15yo internet homophobes who were probably closeted as fuck themselves lol

If you don’t then you’re larping which not only makes you faggot but also a nigger

how about you drop all the cring ehomophobia, and stop caring what your family and women think? All sex is pointless. There is nothing worth doing, and nobody actually cares about you. Just care about yourself and let your ancestors burn in hell for creating this shithole.

Stop being cringe and give into your daddy cock destiny. Post butt girly boy.

This you colossal fag

I'm assuming you're also a worthless neet so being with a woman will never work out for you. You need a big strong intelligent male to care for your useless ass.

i think it's necessary to take this subject seriously (for me at least). it affects your life and the ones of those around you a lot. the option of reproduction is thrown out the window, most faggots don't want to be in a long term relationship and are just there for hooking up, which breeds nothing but disease and sex addictions. this is what gay culture is, and you're sucked into that and grouped with all these people. i really don't want that :(

sorry, i didn't mean to just be negative about gays on here. these are genuine concerns of mine...
but i love my family and want to honor them. what i meant with the pointless sex comment is how there's no procreation in gay sex, which makes it unproductive and degenerate in my eyes

You could also just realize there is more to life than sex gender and relationships troonlet.

holy hell okay okay take it easy guys ;-;

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Honestly mate, you just do you. If labelling make you feel worse don't label it. Just be how you feel. As long as you aren't hurting anyone else you're fine

I don't really care about being mean to any group, as long as there's a valid reason. You may not even realize that your family is shit. But if you have low-self confidence and are trying to please them so much that you feel worthless, they most liekly fucked you up and are just using you as a means to an end. get away from them while you still can, because I fell for the tricks and now I'm cleaning up shit for free while they pretend they aren't insulting me.

i try to make the best of everything else. studying (college but also learning languages and history and stuff), focussing on hobbies and more fun things. thank you for the tip :)

thank you for this sweet comment, that's actually very nice :)

Show us your little clit bitch

You get to define you. No one else.
The self is a larp bro. Be who tf makes you happy

You're extremely breedable, its over for you. If you get a girlfriend she's probably gonna try to peg you

See you're totally hot, if you want to do gay stuff then do it. Just find a long term boyfriend and don't make your fagocity your entire personality and you won't be a degenerate. My uncle has had the same boyfriend since before I was alive.

s e x

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i'm really sorry to hear that has happened to you, i hope things are okay for you nowadays !
i can say this and be 100% sure when i do, my family is amazing. they truly are extremely kind and loving. they are supportive of me and affirm that they'll love me no matter what. i haven't told them i'm struggling with these things directly but they know. they genuinely are kind user

hang in there bro, if you're worried about your physique perpetuating this, start lifting.if you naturally DO have these feelings you could be either gay or bi, and there are ways to reconcile that without becoming degenerate

You can be a cute bottom without being a whore.
That being said post more

You don't have curvy hips dafuq are you on about

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bwah
yeah... i hear this stuff quite often, it's over ;-;
no !

these are actually very nice and i appreciate both of you guys for being kind and giving hope ^-^

i'll take this into consideration too, thank you :)

>no !
ok, cuddles?
:3

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is that really what will come of me? just some bottom, bwah...

maybe that picture doesn't really show it well. i guess what i mean is like ''most guys don't have hips like picrel''

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Stfu you faggot you aren't fooling anyone, why do you only go after Chad?

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NTA, but find the right person. Be whoever you want. Being alone has it's benefits, and you are fuckin hot.

Nah just be whatever you want. if you are getting shunned by just living your life then you need to put those people behind you

Memes aren't real life, there are no chads. just varying degrees of manchildren and retards

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oh my lord that sounds like a terrible situation, i'm so sorry... i hope you've been able to find way better friends and people who are actually nice. you deserve that!
thank you fren, i hope so too! :)

cuddles are okay yess! hughug !

Sexy af

Moreover you can always change your mind, it's not like you're gunna be put on the fag registry forever or vice versa. You could try stuff out with a guy and still end up with a girl. You also don't have to broadcast such things all over everywhere as is the way with you young whippersnappers. Nobody gotta know if you try out a few cocks in your butt.

Why would a top-tier femboy like OP go for a fat slob like you?

that body is made to be filled by big alpha cock. sorry user, your meant to be a gf

you're a good person both of my posts
instant joy that I will gladly take with me

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I want to take you on a cute date and slip inside you in a loving and non degenerate fashion.