The pandemic granted me just enough financial freedom to pay off enough crap to the point where I now can live off of 800$/month. That's everything rent, insurance, food, all of it.
Instead of getting ahead I started sleeping. I wake up at 2am go out and drive for uber for 3-4 hrs, then come home and go back to bed till 2pm and do it again. Throw in a chic fil a breakfast sandwich and that's my whole life now.
But when I'm sleeping it's like the only time I feel alive. My dreams are hyper vivid. There are recurring characters and narrative integrity. Always lucid, and full of feelings that I can't even recognize while I'm awake. My hope is that one day I'll die and just stay in my dream world. I can barely stand to be awake for the 6-9 hrs I manage. And it's beggining to feel more and more like the fog of old dreams to wake up and repeat the same process. I wonder how much longer until I lose my mind completely but I've never been more excited to continue walking this path.
Real life sucks. It's always gonna suck. Dreams love you. Even my nightmares are a pleasant respite from my few hrs of hell.
how do u lucid dream? i can do it but its difficult and requires techniques
Wyatt Wilson
That doesn't even cover my rent
Jack Kelly
the best dreams are when you drink like an idiot and then try to sleep off the effects of alcohol. Trust me, I'm an alcoholic and the dreams when you try to sleep off the effects of alcohol are amazing. Makes you want to die and stay in the dreams.
Thomas Thompson
I spend more time dreaming then being awake its easier to tell where I am
Rent is 200 (live in a big house with 5 others) Car insurance is 120 plus I set aside 200 a month incase I need maintenance My share of utilities is 50-80 usually depending on how high they are Phone is 40
The rest is food, and incidentals Car is paid off Sometimes I buy weed but that's not so much
Jaxson Moore
Weed can prevent you from going into REM sleep
Isaac King
Never had an issue with it. I've heard the same thing but don't feel a difference on days I smoke
Jaxon Sanchez
>live off >rent Pick one
Christian Hall
Don't need to. My 200/month couch to sleep on is all the living I need.
Luis Cox
This, alcohol 'withdrawal' dreams are good too. Not proper withdrawal but if you just drink hard for a few days and then stop. I've tried most of the recommended 'dream supplements' and nothing has worked anywhere near as well as alcohol.
>Real life sucks. It's always gonna suck. Dreams love you. Even my nightmares are a pleasant respite from my few hrs of hell. Well, if it makes you feel better, "real life" isn't actually real, not in the way people think anyway. The dreams you are having are actually your consciousness moving around in the 'real' world.
So, when you die, you'll get there again. Don't go killing yourself though, because your time here is limited and will end naturally by itself which is a less traumatic transition. Just try and enjoy your time while you are here and don't let (((certain people))) mutilate your soul with adverts, agitprop, or rampant degeneracy.
I wanna be dead but I'd never suicide. Quitters don't get golden apples
Daniel Phillips
Good, because the one thing that does carry over to the real world is your state of mind. Suicidal people never die happy. Or if they do, its the kind of insane happiness that is extraordinary dangerous.
Imagine all of the hollow, materialistic coomers entering the afterlife without their likes and funko pops They will be in spiritual agony and likely to get devoured or enslaved
Liam Howard
I do about 30 hours a month of work. Make 1400 a month. All expenses under 500. I live like an absolute god with that money. New computers 75 inch 4k and vr and shit. Endless weed alcohol dmt shrooms nitrous oxide. I am the dream. Im insanely blessed. Now i think how to fix my species. I'm hoping to find some answers and help the human race somehow. The big thing is people need to stop getting caught up in the stories and the drama. There is no call to arms. Just bliss. So the negative stuff and join me. Disclaimer: I'm a bit drunk aswe speak
Eli Brooks
I don't know anything about that but a dream woman told me that line (quitters don't get golden apples) in regards to suicide. She was really serious about it so that's enough for me t9 listen
Christian Campbell
>dream woman Yeah, dream entities should always be regarded with some suspicion because the ones that take the time to interfere with this current world mostly do it for the same reasons you might go onto a message board.
You might be offering good advice, or you might be trolling the fuck out of someone.
Speaking of hostile real world entities, have you ever seen pic related?
