When did you start wearing panties? How was your first experience looked like?

Looking good. Would pound.

1-2 years old
stole moms panties and decided to wear them to a restaurant for some reason

thanks :)

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too old, too tired, too fat and I have to be 'forced' or I won't get a boner

>Always been fascinated by panties, used to steal my mom's when I was like 10 and hide them in a stash behind my bed
>15 y/o, mom starts leaving me alone in the house
>Started experimenting with anal stuff shortly after I discovered masturbating, would finger my ass in the shower while jerking off sometimes
>Mom used to do those sexy toy parties on the side (kind of like selling Avon), parents have a pretty massive collection of porn+toys in their closet, started going in and looking at it out of curiosity when they're out of the house
>This was before I had a laptop so porn was a rare treat, would find a good DVD and go have the best nut of my life
>Quickly give in to my depraved urges, start using my mom's toys to fill my ass while I jerk off
>At first, I'm ashamed. Feel weird about it
>Start to enjoy how dirty it feels, I love the feeling. Get off on the thrill of how depraved I'm being
>Perv out every chance I get
>Sometimes I would deliberately choose toys from the top of the drawer bc I knew they had been used recently
>Would suck my mother's juices off of her toys while I pounded my ass and jerked off
>Having the most incredible orgasms of my life
>Discover where she keeps her lingerie
>Go total cd fag mode
>Would wear my mom's undies and some stockings underneath her mesh body suit, put on the tallest pair of heels she owned and fuck myself stupid while getting off to porn
>Feels so fucking filthy and gooood
>Manage to cum hands free sometimes by not jerking off for a week beforehand, and focusing on how much of a nasty little faggot I am
>Retain CD/Gender-bending/sissy fetish for life

No regrets. Don't have any pictures, but I'm not the most effeminate. Sometimes I kinda wish I could be a sexy little CD on the weekends or something, but I'm not trans and to look anything like I would like to, I'd have to make some pretty radical changes to my physiology. Just not worth it for a goofy fetish.

>parents have a pretty massive collection of porn+toys in their closet
>start using my mom's toys to fill my ass while I jerk off

what would you say is a good substitute for toys? like, homemade substitute

Honestly, it's so easy to buy toys off of the internet, it's WELL worth the money to invest like $30 into a nice prostate vibe or a metal buttplug. I have bought lots of cheap things from Wish.com for, like, less than $10 and it's great for playing around to see what you like. If you're starting out, I would recommend one of those kits with different sized plugs so you can stretch your ass and work yourself up. I'd also get a plain old dildo, something flexible. And maybe one with a vibe if you feel like splurging.
If you're young and worried about your parents, just order it to a vacant house in your neighborhood. Buy one of those prepaid Visa cards if you don't have a bank account.

Before I had my toys, I would just use my fingers in the shower to stretch and rub up against my prostate while I stroked off. Takes a LOT of working to get your hole worked in enough for that. But there's really no substitute for an actual cock, or something that's almost the same size+shape.

You can make a homemade douche with some tubing from Lowe's/Home Depot and a water bottle, I just melted a hole in the cap and fed the tube in. Would use it to clean my ass out, was sort of a nice ritual. Builds the excitement for when you know you're going to pound yourself later.

A lot of women use hairbrush handles when they are young. Anything cylindrical, but you'll probably want something with a little bend to it, to help you reach your P-spot.

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Like this Swedish SIssy?

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Should my tiny nub be locked up?

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Fuck off, spam

Looks completely useless.
Lock it up and throw the key in the trash. Buy some cute thigh highs to get yourself started, and then pimp your sissy ass out on Craigslist so you can keep buying progressively smaller ones with the proceeds.
Set a rule that you're only allowed to spend money on girly clothes/sex toys if it was earned by making real men cum.