Ignore this thread. Just need my own private space right now to think about what I need to do next...

Lighten up, attention whore.
I know what you are doing.
You flaming faggot.

love stinky socks

gets me hard just sniffing them

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those socks have sacks. so hot.

Typical rrreeeeeee liberal...

You don’t know me or where I come from or what I’ve been through. You really just need to go or else

I voted for trump lol

Open up a word document and work through your shit there. I'm going to spam the n-word and there's nothing you can do about it.

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OP, alone in his basement. nothing to do but sniff his sisters panties while furiously masturbaiting. He was all fired up as ever for sucking cock. The cuckold guzzled down every last drop of jizz that came into his mouth, relishing every last bit of cock meat he could muster. No matter how much guzzling and cock sucking he did he couldn't suck and guzzle in a single step, until finally the cockcockcockcockbing cock was nearing its full ejection and pressure of cumage. Overcome with lust he thrust his face up and wrapped his tongue around the cock-feeling every single cock-creeping inch of cockmeat he could find, screaming like an adult child addicted to candy or love from a loving cuckold daddy. Just as he expected and hoped for, the head of the cock shot a bolt of cum on the face of his mouth and into his mouth. He almost choked with saliva and jizz while moaning with pleasure in his own throat. When the cockcockcockcockice finally stopped, he choked again, squirting it out of his mouth and on the floor of the basement, loving every drop of the shitty sex that the cuckold enjoyed.

Interesting guy, not sure if you need the full story or not, but am quite glad he left his dirty email for me! Thanks!

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While OP was balls deep in a schizophrenic fugue state he realised that speedballing an hour earlier was probably not the wisest choice he had ever made. He also realised that his balls had some queer feelings, they loved each other so much and that they wanted to be together. The fluid fluidity of the fluidity of gender seemed to only get stronger as his balls became filled with the strange sensation of touch and lust. This new discovery was simultaneously indescribable and exciting, every gender was more beautiful and better than the one before it. The more waves of madness he experienced, the more he found he was attracted to males. Even if he’d never revealed this to anyone he was afraid of his own sanity, the way he perceived other genders was tearing him apart.

The emotional turmoil was so intense he needed some respite. Being gay as a teenaged boy was awesome, gay erotica, gay songs and gay sex. But the primary source of sexual pleasure was another boy, yet another faggot in the closet that did gay boy stuff. He couldn’t be his boyfriend like the author and teen actors in the gay porno he so enjoyed, but boy-boy sex felt so good. There was no femboy involved but this wasn’t a gay book anyway. If this faggotry existed he needed to be aware and then teach it to others. The gay bi guy was a certain type of gay faggot. There were definitely a few boys at his school that were bi, and there were definitely boys that were gay that also were bi. These boys were out in the open, the gay gay faggot guys, were safely hidden in the closet like the bi boys. He hadn’t actually met a femboy though, maybe they were called femboy faggots?

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After an hour of euphoric faggotry, suddenly without warning the depression kicked in.
The release of my hormones seem to trigger it.
The pang of loss is like a chain burning through me.
One of my worst memories of my youth is watching my mom bury her father after he committed suicide.

I cry for many different reasons:
Making that dumb faggot sign on a message board feels like a betrayal of my fellow black Muslims.
Africans can only understand the blackness I feel in my soul.

Suicide is a horrific thing.
There is no pain like having suicidal thoughts, knowing you can go anywhere in the world and never have to die.

This sadness is true.
I feel like suicide might be my only escape from the depression.
I feel like I have tried so many times but failed. I feel like I need help but I don't know where to find it.
I worry that making an elmo with a knife will make the depression worse.

This depression is like having a dark storm inside of you. It is painful and deep. I know how much worse it will get.
How long can a human endure this pain?
I worry if suicide is an option.
What will people say if they see my bloody body?

After many desperate thoughts I decide to do it.
I will put it in a park and bury it in the middle of a dark night.

Will I regret it?
No.
I will think of the self hate I have been stuffing my mind with for so many years.
I am tired of fighting it.
I pray to God that this decision is the one that relieves me of the pain.
My entire life is lost in the depression, so I decide to make a plan.
What I will do is travel to a major city. I can't leave my family so I plan on killing myself at night and leaving my father and sister to fend for themselves.

Once I am done, I will end the pain forever.
I make my plan.
I want the pain to end and the depression to end.
I will do this and just put it out of my mind.

Even if it goes badly, it will end...

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