I don't know what to say guys

I don't know what to say guys.
I'm lonely.
No social media, or online dating apps. Don't drink or do drugs, exercise regularly.
Went on a date with a cute blonde the other week, but my social awkwardness completely fucked me over. I spend a lot of my time alone, I talk to myself a lot. How do you find someone to love when you're this fucking damaged? I mean I work hard, good job, nice toys, but it all feels so meaningless without anyone to share it with. I think it's very common for guys to live with soul shattering loneliness these days.

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You have any friends?

Just friends I used to drink and party with, I don't really see them anymore. I had lots of fun, but also burned a lot of bridges, and fucked up a few relationships that could of, might have been.

The bait so weak

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>burned a lot of bridges, and fucked up a few relationships
How? You have a serious disagreement or something.

It really doesn't matter anymore, man.
Usual drunken stupidity, the kind people get sick of, and tell everyone about, so you never get invited to parties, and no one gives you coke anymore.
I'm 32, spent the last couple years trying to stay sober, but the 15 years before that was a total blur. My dad died last year too, and I was real close with him. Feels like a part of me is missing now. I think a lot of people that try and communicate with me now see the cloud of apathy that's hanging over my head.

Sounds good to me

I suppose.
I could be curled up in a fetal position in a gutter somewhere. Sometimes I wish I was.

Try to find some new social hobbies and build new friendships over there. We al have those periods in our life where we feel kind of stuck and lonely. I had mine. Changed job and currently rebuilding social life and dating again. It's though but I feel much better then last year. You'll get there to, just find new things to do outside of your house (where you meet people irl)

It's one of those things right?
Women can tell when you're desperate, I guess I'm really fucking desperate.

yeah the gutter is p comfy.
i've lived a desperate and lonely life and to quote moby dick and dark knight rises nothing exists in itself, and despair cannot exist without hope. I've had basipally no friends. The girls I've been with have just caused more damage. Even when I'm completely alone I might ruminate but at least it's straightforward. Earn some money, fix immediate problems and idk learn something if possible, make myself better in the time that I have to wait before some day things are better. When things are in the process of going bad, shit is bad like you go from having one person to no person for example. And when things are good they are just not good like I was just putting my head in my hands the last time I began a relationship like fuck I can't afford it

You should become a weird naked Indian and start carving wooden canoes. It’s very relaxing

Make friends by being a genuinely nice and caring human. Spend your free time making the world better, in whatever facet you most want.

What's your biggest pet peeve? Go spend your free time volunteering in a way that improves that for other people.

You'll make friends, you'll meet new people, you'll me more appealing to potential mates.

If you're not willing to do any of that, then you're just jacking off on Any Forums so stop trying to make yourself out to be a victim--in the end it's your choice.

I think what user is trying to say is get a hobby or maybe a cat

>Don't drink or do drugs
Alochol is a drug you redundant nigger

yeah... not a cat. Nothing against cats, but that's not a good idea if you're trying to make yourself more attractive to prospective mates

Yeah I feel you, been like that very often ever since I was in higschool or so and then the chink flu hit and I got even more isolated.
Its hard to find common ground with someone because seems like everyone already have something and doesn't want to know me or get to be friend of me, and thats when I meet someone.
I dont have a steady job and I dont know if I can get to college now without selling a lung.
The only thing worse than my boring lonelines is the fear of nothing, the fear of not beign able to befriend or love anyone, the fear of there beign no god or higher intelligence who dictates how things work and that there isn't really anything but rotting matter.
I think I should kill myself but I dont want to do it yet because it would also kill my dad who suffer from chronic depression.
So yeah life is painful but not beign able to enjoy that pain just makes you bored
>dont know if anything I said makes sense and I dont care anymore, just wanted to bump your thread op, have a nice life and sher up bud :-)

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Life is suffering

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Genuine question: why is the possibility that life is meaningless depressing to you?

My implication being that even if life is meaningless, you're still alive... so why not enjoy it? Whatever it is that bring you joy just do that!

Huh??? This Is weirdly similar to my life, I used to do a lot of drugs and partied a lot. My dad also died when I was 32, I was very close to him a big time role model in my life.I was depressed for years afterwards I would cry watching hockey games (hockey was our things, let’s go islanders)cause I missed him so much. I felt empty for years I didn’t wanna hang out or date girls, I just wanted to be left alone. Numb and depressed all the time. But time passes and then you think to yourself is this my life now is this what the old man would want? And you slowly snap out of it. Time heals all wounds. I still love my dad very much and I miss him every day but I just wanted him to be proud of me from heaven. Cause that’s what a father and son relationship is trying to you dad proud of you. God speed user I hope you get through these dark days A OK.

Its depressing because im not enjoying life that much, things just dont satisfie me like they use to
Im not even sad, im just extremely bored and tired, but I know that is just my mind fucking himself over for not beign busy on something now in days.
I just to find comfort in the idea of there beign something other than that wich I see or touch or ear, but now it all seems like a impotent fantasy

i want education to be better. pretty dry i guess but that's what i want.

so what the fuck am i supposed to go fuck kids

real fucking helpful man

You do have to take your social health seriously though. It sucks because you are also expected to make such other crazy commitments to work and it's not like women are making things easy with that shit so fuck.

And the more you take your social health seriously the more you end up just being a sort of vapid cunt, or some sort of idk simp you know. Don't be fuckin nice to people get them to be nice to you lol. If someone wants something from you you are being used. People love nice people you can use the fuck out of them and once they're full of mad you can drop them. So you end up a cunt. Always use people, cut them off before they get more from you. If someone gives you lots of stuff take it and leave give nothing back hahaha

Are you trying to find things to capture your interest and passions, or do you prefer the feeling of being a victim of the universe?