I just finished my 4th beer of the evening. My 2 roommates are asleep. I'm watching random videos on youtube and playing smash against computers. I usually go to 6, 7 or 8 beers before finally being able to sleep. But, right then, as I took my 5th beer out of the fridge, I told myself it might be a good time to stop.
I always end up too drunk, with no one to talk to, hiding some of the empty cans so my roommates don't judge, feeling like a useless lazy piece of shit and being too hungover to feel any happiness until the evening. I don't know why tonight is the night i hold back on my drinking but it feels like a sign of some sort.
If any alcohol dependant anons want to share their stories please do so. It might distract some of us long enough to resist that next cold one.
In any case, enjoy your loli threads and have a good evening Anyways, i'll leave you to your loli and dick rating threads
My brother has taken my entire family on quite the rollercoaster. Im not mad at him for what hes done, but sometimes i feel like I have to be the older brother. He hasnt drank in a few years now. Its quite hard on all of us. I pray those who care about you dont go through what we went through. God Bless.
Juan White
I am an alcoholic user and you can quit if I can. I was the most degenerate drinker there was the type to black out daily
I am alcoholic in my family user my brothers probably feel the same way you do but your brother likely feels bad about what happened when drinking. That doesn't excuse the behavior but it can be motivation to change
Do you wish you had never tried alcohol to begin with?
Xavier Collins
Your'e doing great. I don't know how much i've been drinking honestly, i drank rum 6 in the morning and fell asleep ar 12 I think, woke up and continued drinking. Yesterday I met some guys and did cocaine in a hotel room, it was great tho but not exactly healthy. Been drinking nonstop for the last 3 weeks. SO to me you're doing great. But you're falling. It starts with a few beers and before you know it you dont know how to stop and need help. Just saying.
Ryan Davis
Been drinking for awhile myself. It's almost like being in a weird cycle where I refuse to allow myself to be happy. It's to the point where the slightest discomfort or inconvenience gives me an "excuse" to head to the liquor store. I'm sick of doing this to myself but I'm fucking miserable when I drink. The only upside is I'm not as reckless as I was in the past. Now I drink alone, eat junk food and pass out. I hate looking in the mirror these days. I tell myself this is the last time and like clockwork I do it again. I'm at the point where I want to force myself to stop feeling this way.
Jason Hall
>I usually go to 6, 7 or 8 beers Not trying to simplify your problem or make myself look like a badass, but you are far from having a problem. I've been drinking ~20 - 24 ounces of bourbon every single night for the last 10+ years. I've continued doing so while working 55+ hours a week. It's literally impossible for me to even get a buzz from beer. Quit being a fucking pussy and stop "drinking" and better yourself or just take the gigantic 10X horsepill sized suppository and realize how fucked we all are and drink on my level.
Eli Lee
Half to a full bottle of whiskey a day, it’s very sad.
Christian Morales
usually you drink alot if you are trying to mask problems with ur life, once it gets to that stage, its best to try and go cold turkey or seek therapy because it always ends the same and generally effects others around you, it takes sheer discipline if you can keep it under control and that is the main objective, don't ever let the drink run your life.
Daniel Lee
Same, I drink every day maybe 2-6 beers. Parties its at least 8 (depending on time there). Ive always been a fast drinker so I adjust to the guy next to me, and dont fix myself drinks at parties. I drink to get drunk and I like the taste & feeling. Im an alcoholic by the standards of every country I've found, so im probably that. I tell my family I am an alcoholic by the standards and that I drink every day. But I drink with them as well most of the times because its social and I don't visit that often. Besides beer I regularly get wines from my local wineshop and used to drink whisky often, but that's like wine an expensive hobby and I drank a lot of it, so I decided to put that on hold a little. I think wine is more socially accepted than whisky, and I know what kind of whisky I like, so getting more involved in grapes and regions is what I'm using as an excuse now to get drunk and label it as a hobby. I often drink alone, but in a house full of fraternity guys we also drink a lot together. Which I obviously always encourage unless I have exams or something. I drink myself to sleep a lot of nights and since I sleep late and get up late its fine with me if I keep my water intake on par. I think the blood pressure rise from the alcohol has given me hemorrhoids, but that only happens after a couple of days really abusing my body with alcohol and stays for a day or something. Besides that I smoke like a chimney, smoke weed maybe weekly, snort coke maybe once a month or every two/three weeks or something, but I got to say, I couldn't be happier right now.
Caleb Murphy
Don't pick up the next drink. I'm currently in a sober house after a 30 day detox because I couldn't do it on my own. I oddly feel more free than when I was drinking a handle of bourbon everyday and had everything.
Jace Thompson
Bumping potential gold thread. I'm a drug addicted retard myself but it's nice to read stories from drunktards.
Jackson Fisher
6 - 8 beers isn't that bad. I doubt you're an alcoholic at that level. That's about how much I used to drink, 6 - 8 units of alcohol in general that is. I bet if you just mediated a few minutes each day it would help with underlying issues, but you're much less fucked up than a lot of alcoholics.
Joshua Turner
don't ever doubt yourself, one day you will eventually ward off from drugs when you find a niche in life
Aaron Jackson
My problem is that I'm not that bad. I only drink at night, I'm never late for work, I'm rarely hung over, got no family to neglect, I'm on top of all my bills... like, if my drinking was doing anything more obvious than costing me money and keeping me slightly fat, I might find the motivation to quit but the way my life is now, I have no reason to. I'm literally just running out the clock right now.
Joseph Price
slowly cut it out, start with one less beer per week, instead go to the gym and lift or do cardio in your free time. another thing you can do is go back to school is get a better degree or look to see what you need to get promoted or to transfer to a better company, give your life some more meaning through your work(or just do it for the sake of making more money). going back to school and do the gym got me to cut back on alcohol by a large amount, I look better, feel better and save way more money, also I landed a internship that pays more per hour then my previous job.
you can do it user, I believe in you.
Asher Davis
one of the best ways to quit drugs is to cut dead animals out of your diet
keep cutting things out till you approach raw veganism and then consider fruitarianism, the deathless diet
bye
Levi Diaz
good luck lol
Lucas Evans
I'd eat babies if it was legal. Fucking love meat.
Elijah Flores
I just finished a too fur, I'm tempted to go get another before the Liquor stores close....
Camden Gutierrez
Did exactly that for years. Never had alcohol in the workplace but beer for breakfast and lunch were tolerated because i maintained well. Kept that up till I retired. It really is a balancing act as you get deeper.
Aaron Peterson
I started exactly like you, and currently I'm 6 months sober, paying off the 5k debt I racked up and no longer really thinking about drinking. I now trust myself to own a gun I'll be getting one soon! If anyone attempts to self detox rehab just stuck me on 4 Valiums a day and weened me off those also gave me Remeron to help sleep. I do miss alcohol, but I don't miss being a slave to it.
Jayden Cox
Oh holy shit have I got a story for you.
My name is user and I'm al alcoholic.
I posted something like this a few days ago. In short, I'm a highly functional alcoholic who drinks about a fifth or slightly more of whiskey nearly every night. because i'm so fucking bored with everything. I'm great at my job which is my only saving grace because it takes the absolute MINIMAL effort for me to come across as a fucking genius to them, but as newer and more talented people come into the job that is slipping. I have tried to push myself into a more active role through things like modofinil and adderal and other methods, but it's a fucking uphill battle.
I drink until i shake. i also shake WHEN I drink. If i stop drinking for more than a couple days I stop shaking so it's not withdrawl - i'm apparently doing nervous system damage to myself with the amount i drink. But i can't stop drinking because holy christ have you tried being sober? it's boring as shit.
I've started dating again to try to get out of this tailspin, it's been a lot of years, but maybe it'll do it. But i doubt it.
Anyways, stick to beer. it's a slow decline, but it's way slower than mine with whiskey/vodka/scotch/tequila. Try to find something you love to do, because in 20+ years you become this stumbling mumbling prick that nobody can really respect.
Not a single real person in this thread.....figgers
Eli Turner
I don't get it
Benjamin Lopez
Yes. My boss watched me walk into the pub every lunch. I was good at my job and did not come back 'visibly drunk'. Just went quietly back to work.
Dominic Phillips
Bud light lime. Thank God that i'm a European alcoholic.
Adam Martinez
How the fuck do you afford to drink like that?
Connor Rivera
yeah yeah i'd rather be drunk. at least i'm competent and thinking clearly, you fuckin' cultist. what, you believe in santa claus too, you fuckin child? grow the fuck up.
Christian Torres
I work in infosec and have a 175k+bonus income.
Plus i really dont' spend a whole lot. and i invested in smart things early (not crypto, kids! go for regulated industries with reliable returns)
