How long would it take for my parents to get over my suicide...

How long would it take for my parents to get over my suicide? Planning on killing myself by train at the end of this year. Not very shure about it though, weighing out my options.

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do it and send proof

In 3 days they’ll forget your name and what your face looked like

It'll haunt them forever. You'll probably ruin their lives and maybe push them to suicide. Don't do that user. If you don't want to live for yourself, live for them at least. Don't be selfish and get help.

depends, if they love you, never
if they don't, 3-7 months
if they hate you less than a day

They'd never get over it. I've worked as a nurse with old people and when they talked about their children and one became an hero you could see the sadness in their eyes decades later. Parents are not supposed to outlive their children.

you should kill yourself on the train

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Why would you care? You'd be dead

don't

Killing yourself by Train is the absolute most niggerish way to go. Literally fucks up everyones day i say do it!

>how long for parents to get over suicide
never, it'll haunt them until they die, they'll probably spiral out of control and turn to alcohol or pills

>killing myself by train
fuck that, you'll also ruin the train driver's life, jump off a bridge instead if you have to do it

Fuck off.
OP, I will remember you. I love you, and I will miss you for the rest of my life. Please, give me your name and a pic of yourself. I will make sure to have it framed and my children, their children, and the generations after them will remember you aswell. Until mankind takes its last breathe, my descendants will have you in their thoughts.

The person that finds you will be as scarred for life as the driver. Can't you guys just die off old age?

Thays the neat part, it doesn't fucking matter you pussy

I dont really have much to live for at this point in time, i could continue. But is my quality of life better over the sadness of 2 people?
It's the guilt that builds op right before i'll do it.
>Killing yourself by train is bad.
It's very easy to clean up. I'll just put my neck on the tracks, and with a slice my head comes off, maybe some residual neurons fire and i spazz a little. But the cleaning crew will only have to pick up two parts and clean the rest off with a pressure hose.

Don't do it. How you feel now isn't how you'll feel in 5 years if you change a few things. It's easier to change things than it is to kill yourself. It got better for me when I never expected it to.

They will never get over it and you know that, you don't need to ask strangers on the internet.

> How long
Never, doesn’t work that way.

its not about the cleanup you goof, its about the driver who will see what youre doing with no chance of doing anything to stop the train or you

not only will you spread your pain to your parents/family, but also to the train driver who WILL need psychological help afterwards and maybe wont even be able to do their job afterwards

dont involve more people than absolutely necessary

jump off a high bridge into water

Go watch an interview with a train conductor who had someone commit suicide with his train.
Also, have you tried psychotherapy?

>Don't involve more people than absolutely necessary.
I'm known for being bad at every aspect in my life, i only have superficial talents that don't have any real-world application. I would probably break my legs if i tried jumping. Plus the area where i live doesn't have alot of height difference. No towers for kilometers after kilometers.
Psychologists never understand. I am autistic, just not autistic enough where it's clearly visible. Visualise my situation like this: You have a fence you need to climb over. Some people are just the right height, and can climb over it with ease. Other people are so short, they can't even reach the ledge. And then there's me. I can grab onto the ledge, but I'm just not tall enough to climb over it. I can do normal things, but not for long. I cam talk to girls, make friends, have jobs. But it all hangs from a few strings of yarn, so to speak. One wrong move and one of those strings break. And i lose "social progress" I've been working months if not years on.

Can talk* I meant

Be sure to do it at a turn so the train conductor doesnt see you aswell, and stream it and you'll make your parent rich going out with a bang.

>I would probably break my legs if i tried jumping.
if youre already scared of that youre not ready for the actual act anyway

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A girl from myschool killed herself with a train. She got hit by it and couldn't do anything afterwards. She laid in agony for upwards of 12 hours as they rushed her to the hospital and operated on her doing everything possible to save her. After many procedures and many thousands of dollars she passed away in great agony.

Now her parents have a dead kid and crippling medical debt that didn't even save their kid.

Look man, I don't approve of suicide but I've been there and understand some of your feelings. Don't use a train.

The drain conductor was on the phone with 911 before impact. He had to walk away from the controls as he mowed her down because there was nothing he could do but watch