How do you feel about being alive ?

The things that are happening in my lifetime, I never thought I'd experience.

I hate it. I constantly think about offing myself because i struggle to deal with the fact that I'm not going to be anyone remarkable and ill never be able to do the things that I want too.

Yeah that laggy-ass movement that comes with having ass implants without putting work in the gym or kitchen is going to be so enjoyable in the bedroom. Dead fish spotted.

Don't fall for this shit, ever.

I love it. I love the way it feels being me, in my body. I love being in nature, playing music, learning new things, fucking, meditating, exercising, being with a couple of friends who value life and live it.

And it hasn't been an easy ride. I had a bad start in life which led to shit which has nearly killed me on more than one occasion. But you get fuck all if you just whinge about it. Put something in to life and you'll get something out. And I'm old, so this isn't just naivety. It's experience. Pissed off with life? Start fucking living it.

For a second there, I thought she farted pixie dust.

Bump. And, why does any thread which has the potential to be even slightly interesting just disappear under the deluge of porn?

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Slightly irritated most of the time. The people I am forced to be around are extremely difficult and pretty spiteful. If I can get away from them and be around better people I enjoy life more.

if i didnt id be dead, there is some small enjoyment i get on inflicting my presents onto this world

It's okay right now I guess, I'm working an easy job in the middle of nowhere and then I go home to my middle of nowhere trailer and drink and chill or play some vidya or work on a car or something. Got a few cool bros to hang out with every now and then. No kids, few bills, very few responsibilities or obligations. Nice, chill, simple little life at the moment.

Things change quickly though so I'm just enjoying where I'm at while I can. Could be back to wanting to blow my head off tomorrow for all I know.

Your question is its own answer.

I hate it. The only part of me that doesn't want to die is my lizard brain that instinctively prevents me from pulling the trigger when I hold my gun to my head.

Then change something and start living.

Not great teebs
I wonder why the vast majority of people don't just kill themselves

Dreaming only proves that we can't be certain of our reality

It's fine
Dopamine you get from the internet is fake
You can only actually know something if you experience it yourself
The future of humanity is inside, with VR and AI being the beginning
Lucid dreaming is the ultimate goal of experience
Humanity does not deserve to go to the stars
Psychedelics are not a gateway to another dimension by any means but connect parts of your brain to each other that would normally never interact, leading to profound insights
Most psychedelics being illegal is a travesty, and "research chemical" psychedelics are a godsend
Go outside, connect with people, deny advertisers

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There are like a billion spam bots working in tandem with degenerate coomers operating 24/7

Eh, could be better, could be worse.

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I was brought into this world without my consent.
I will leave the same way.

Women are fucking whores like total attention whores.

I'm already 40 and I've been this way my whole life. It's over for me lad.

Peaceful knowing i'm part of the cycle of nature.

Yeah just seen another thread about bots. Fuck I miss 2009 Any Forums when I came in off the back of the Slaughter incident. Some good years, and now I don't visit much.

Eh, workin with what I got I guess

Fuck that shit. That's almost exactly what a friend of mine said to me just before lockdown, "ah it's too late for me", and he died last year, age 57. I'm 60. It's never too late.

Sometimes depressed, sometimes happy. I just wish I could get over this anxiety bullshit. Get bullied as a kid and now you're a pussy for life, how great.