How are things in life going for you, user?
Do you wish things were better?
How are things in life going for you, user?
I wish my health wasn't fucked. Everything else, I can fix myself.
Do you know? Where you're going to? Do you like the things that life is showing you? Where are you going to?
Started a poly relationship with my gf of 5 years. her idea originally, now I'm dating 2 girls and she's not sure she poly is right for us anymore....
trying to get jacked by rock climbing a lot to get a korean model gf. Other than that it is okay, i wish i had less dumb work stuff to do though.
wish I had weed
user, do you find yourself using that as an excuse not to fix anything else? I know I do
Idk man.
>27
>No education past high school
>Other canadians just say work in oil field or something
>Don’t understand how
>don’t understand how to be an adult
>Can’t do taxes
>Can drive thankfully
>Make 1 thousand dollars a month on youtube and nothing else because can’t hold down a job as my mental illness has become too apparent to hide and I have trouble remembering anything and get fired quickly
>live in grandparent’s basement.
I genuinely don’t understand where people get the drive to do anything. I could be doing so much more with my life and that falls on me, but I seriously don’t understand how to be a functioning human being. I know I need therapy but that costs money I don’t have. Literally the only thing I care about is learning Japanese and I slack on that too. I want my own place to force myself to learn and a job I can actually do because right now my brain is retarded.
Confused, your dating two more girls on top of your gf?
I'm trying to get in shape but my back is stopping me from getting there quickly. That and the weekend drinking
No, I am observing that without a functioning endocrine system, my body is unable to do the things I used to do.
without any exaggeration or internet bullshit, I want to die. Life is bullshit. I don't want it better, I want it over.
How about the mines user?
No, just gf and another girl. My gf was dating someone else too but he couldnt deal with the poly think. Should say we were already non monogamous. Both bi and would basically would have 3somes with other bi people, sometimes couples
I got an a fender bender today and now my back hurts
Life sucks right now. I ate a Sam's Club hotdog for the first time in over a year and just shit my bed. As I'm getting older, I just can't handle things like I used to.
How do you make money like that on youtube??
things for me are cute as a kitten having power cums on its dead mother. i dont know how much better they can get, it wasn't always like this...i feel pretty stupid.
It seems like life makes less sense as we get older
Bro that's 12k a year. That's mega poverty welfare tier retard
oh alright, from what you typed made it sound like your health situation was holding you back from fixing the other things but if you do then I can respect that. do you have any advice in that regard? anything that motivates you to get through the rest
You got this user, I believe in you
Why she want to break it off if you two weren't monogamous?
You need to relax.
I just want to know what the process is like to make that kind of money on youtube.
Some people want to make a little extra pocket cash and that sounds pretty easy if it's based on youtube.
I’ve been doing youtube for almost a decade. Hell, for a channel my size that’s dogshit numbers. Does it help? Yes, in that I can pay my bills for the most part, but until I can fucking get even a dishwashing job I’m fucked. Basically just find a niche and grind away making youtube videos.
Well it was only fucking before, and now it's like a real relationship with emotional intimacy. Harder to navigate. Problem is in falling for the other girl too, so I don't want to lose either.
Well yeah, down 15 pounds since March, but it was supposed to be more like 80 pounds by September. But my squat 3x a week plan got fucked because my back decided to do its annual flare up
I’m not the guy who replied. I’m the youtube one, idk what he was on about but 12K a year isn’t a lot of money compared to a real job.
Probably will, who are you going to choose?
Youre not interesting. Nobody would care about your content. Stop buying into the side hustle scam culture and just get a real job
Did you even bother reading his original post?
Once again that’s not me replying. As for my opinion, if you really want to do youtube, go ahead, but I feel like the ship has sailed.
Life isn't important and consciousness isn't discrete. Insofar there is a you, it's mostly biological imperatives reacting to circumstances through heuristics. In short, the list handed to you by society on what you need to do to be successful in life is not a bad list. It's just that it's someone else's list and you shouldn't make it yours. You only get the one life. There are no do-overs, no backsies, no quickloads. Either you relentlessly pursue your passions in this life, or you die with regrets. People telling you how you should live or what things are important in life should be viewed with the same suspicion as you view telemarketers or nigerian prince mail, and for the same reasons: they are selling you something they will benefit from, and you at best have a 50/50 chance of needing. Also, don't berate yourself if your life turns to shit, nor congratulate yourself if you meet your goals. You control exactly nothing about life. You did not choose your genes, parents, what people you went to school with, what teachers you had, what culture you were exposed to, what values were handed to you. You chose almost nothing in life, and the consequences are equally out of your hands. Also, don't paint the world in shitty colors, because you're gonna end up training your brain to see even more shit if you do. You were born with a wide array of easily pressable pleasure buttons. Don't complain that you don't also have a two way radio with God. Doing so is like learning you get 1 piece of fruit in life, then picking the moldy garbage fruit on the ground.
I'm old, fat, have no future, and can't get laid.
Sadly, I can't bring myself to just end my life. No idea why. I know I should.
I wish I'd just die in my sleep.
I dunno man, the girl I went on a date with last weekend just randomly slowed down replying until stopping completely and have no idea why.
I also cut myself accidentally while cooking today and even though it wasn't so bad the amount of blood that came out definitely didn't help with my mental health ngl
Closing on a new house next week, taking offers on current house now hoping to get someone under contract this weekend.
I wish things were better in the market and interest rates to help me sell but its a first world problem. A good problem to have to be honest. Most folks don't own real estate at my age.
>can't find femboy to buttfuck
Same shit day in, day out. Hoping to get the starter on my car changed out by the end of the summer, if it makes it that far. Pretty sure at this point that there's no way they're going to hire someone who self-taught themselves how to program without a degree, so I might as well give up with that. Not sure how or if I'm ever going to be able to leave this job, this apartment, or this country now.
One must imagine Sisyphus happy.
man just ride out it. you got what 10,000 days left
just get loose with it.