Confession, because I have nowhere and no one else to tell this to
When I was younger one of my sister’s friends might have been into me >be me a years ago >barely a teenager >older sister’s friends who are sisters visit >known her since early age >connect really well with the older one who I’ve had a massive crush on for years >she’s two years older than me >we have a lot of fun playing video games together and watching funny shit on youtube >comes to a point where we have a big blanket on over us, I have my arm on the top of the couch and slowly move it closer to being around her, she begins to get tired >lays her head down on my shoulder while smiling >closest I have ever been to a girl and felt so good >I should’ve kissed her then and there >even though I didn’t we were really close for a few years until she had to move states with her family >be me today >have had to live with the painful reality that she now is a lesbian that uses they/them pronouns and is planning to move far away >I never see her anymore
If I get to see her one last time, I want to tell her how I feel, but I’m not sure what she would think. I almost never cry but these memories never fail to make my eyes feel watery in conjunction with my heart feeling forever worn and broken
I’m really sorry user but there’s no denying It’s over.
Sebastian Brooks
I really don’t want it to be Please God I don’t want it to be over
Juan Green
bruh, im sorry but its truly over. when someone gets to that point, you know they're cooked in the brain. by all means have a good convo and tell her, just say you want to get something off your chest.
Josiah Rodriguez
>I almost never cry but these memories never fail to make my eyes feel watery in conjunction with my heart feeling forever worn and broken a broken heart can only be mended with love and affection, plus abundant trust and faith. hide not in the shadows. take pride and faith in the testaments.
David Jackson
I never get to see her anymore I have no way to contact her I don’t know what I should say I still love her but I just wish she still wanted to at least see me
Henry Garcia
Should he be watching with such interest, I would just hope God gives me the resolution I so badly need
Jackson Clark
>I still love her but I just wish she still wanted to at least see me someone cherishes even if you might think nobody does. being shut-in causes the paranoia. I sense disturbances in gravity/time with tinned perception. sometimes it's the truth which hurts so bad.
Liam Hill
>God gives me the resolution I so badly need we can't expect God to do all the work.
Connor Ross
I guess that’s true. I just hope that one day I can feel at peace. Because sometimes it feels like this feeling is killing me.
Grayson Martin
I’m not saying that, I’m just saying that if He is watching I really want Him to help me.
Anthony Perez
I felt that
Colton Howard
Tell her youre a they/them form loving relationship ???? Profit
Aaron Perez
>Because sometimes it feels like this feeling is killing me. I've got shrapnel in my chest from a suicide attempt. tell me about it. >we can't expect God to do all the work.
Joshua Peterson
She seems to have a professed attraction in only women, biological women to be specific she’s not into trannies
Blake Mitchell
Do not get me wrong, I’m not saying this is the worst feeling ever in all of existence nor am I saying it’s worse than yours or anyone else’s.
I just don’t have anywhere or anyone to tell this to.
Juan Kelly
O shes super lesbisn nice. You really know how to pick em. Send her a vial of your blood and leave her a message that you posted your problem to Any Forums and youre slitting your wrists in the tub since you cant be with her.
That will convince her youre legit a girl and she will wanna smash
Austin Perez
I don’t care about sex I’m not looking for some kind of pity handjob that some girls have given desperate guys. I just want her to know how much I really love her.
Anthony Russell
No matter what you do this shit will haunt you for a while until you realize your just torturing yourself. I think its an excellent idea to get things off your chest and talk to her but if it doesn't go well or isn't feasible, you just got to move on. People change constantly and many for the worse and never return.
Even though its cliche and often difficult to internalize, it is true that there is no reason to ever obsess about "what could have been" or past mistakes. You should just take away your lesson/learning experience and move on. There are plenty of girls out there, some of them are even cool.
Carson Wilson
You do make a good point But as I mentioned in my original post, that’s the closest I’ve ever come to a girl before. I’ve never heard a girl say that she loves me or anything of the sort. This is the closest.
Although I still love her I do realize that it’s impossible for her to love me, and that I shouldn’t be unrealistic or unreasonable like some could be with this situation.
At times I wonder if a girl could ever really feel that way about me. Because I’m not sure if any of them ever have.
