Be me, femanon

>be me, femanon
>family is extremely shitty, end up alone as young teenager
>work multiple wage cuckery jobs to eat, get through high school
>it’s hard but I survive
>sadness starts to fade after 18, life is pretty stable
>turn 19
>meet man twice my age
>he is a poor grad student with sad life story
>dating, some red flags but I forgive them because he’s a lonely guy
>get married pretty fast, have a baby
>suddenly he changes
>completely-insane.jpeg
>fucks with me relentlessly
>no friends allowed
>insane standards no one could meet, punishes me for not meeting them
>tells me to get a cat because he won’t let me have human friends
>he beats the cat when I make mistakes
>threatens to kill it or throw it on the street
>I come up with self employment by accident that actually makes some money
>he stops working, won’t help with kid
>I work full time to support the family
>have surgery, he makes me work a week after against medical advice
>sometimes nice to me for weeks or months at a time but then rapidly declines and does “experiments” on me
>locks me in a room and screams at me for hours, forces me to “admit” I’m a psychopath and I hate my child or he’ll hurt me
>every day is pure torture
>learn to watch for subtle clues in his behaviour first thing in the morning to predict good or bad day
>cry myself to sleep every night
>have to give my only friend away for his own safety
>suicidal but won’t abandon my child
>husband says he will murder me if I leave
>Mfw only ever had one year of my life where I felt hope for the future

Life really is suffering isn’t it

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tits or gtfo

Leave, go to the police, they will cap the fucktard.

Then look for a nice, sane guy on Any Forums who will only abuse you every other day or so.

>gtfo
this but gtfo of that marriage, you're a women they have tons of services for abused women

Overdose him with caffeine.

you gotta call the cops on this guy.

But you wont.

You're part of the equasion.

You enjoy the attention of being a victim. You love how everone comes together to comfort you when he hurts you.

So you wont leave him. Youhate being abused but you love being the victim. It's in your DNA

Bon appetit!

Incel hands wrote this

Cops won’t do shit, can’t prove anything. Being a bad person isn’t strictly illegal. No friends or family to comfort, just me and the kid. Haven’t even left my house in the last 6 days, virtually no adult contact outside of work shit.

Sad thing is, even if this isn't real there are probably people who are in this type of situation without being able to escape it..

it'd be funny if you kicked him in the balls.

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