I’m gonna cry, I can’t fucking go to sleep it’s been almost 2 days...

I’m gonna cry, I can’t fucking go to sleep it’s been almost 2 days. I don’t know what’s wrong I’ve been laying down eyes closed lights out nothing playing but ac I’ve eaten it’s a good temp I just cannot shut my god damn brain off please any advice

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go outside for a walk. take off your shoes & walk on grass. come back home & do something that takes thought like cook a meal or fix something. stay out of your bedroom the entire time until youre ready for sleep. no tv, no phone.

Quit smoking meth

Not on any drugs except antidepressants and a mood stabilizer
I would but i live in the country, coyotes wolves snakes tarantulas scorpions you name it it’s out there

This exact same thing happened to me like 8 years ago OP. I got 4 days in. Wasn't on drugs or anything, just stressed out about life and about the fact that I wasn't sleeping. Finally went away when I decided to intentionally stay up and stop trying to sleep. Not as a fake "I'm saying I'm gonna stay up but really I'm just trying to trick myself into falling asleep" way but in an actual "I am going to focus on a task, I am going to actually engage in something I want to do, and I'm going to do that instead of sleeping." I think maybe I played Skyrim?

I was eyeballing my Xbox, makes sense will try

this is your problem, get off the meds and deal with your problems like everyone else does.

I remember at one point I felt myself falling asleep and I actually refused, because I figured "I'm just gonna blow it anyway by trying too hard to seize this chance." Did that a couple more times, kept refusing to sleep until I was genuinely more engaged in what I was doing than in worrying about sleep. Then I fell asleep entirely on accident with no memory of when I fell asleep.
Accept that it might not happen tonight. You might be awake again.

Bro shut the fuck up. Actually shut the fuck up. I delt with this shit for 24 fucking years give me a god damn break. Once you fail at killing yourself and have everyone around you become “victims” of something they didn’t even know was going on never knew anything just to try and get you to act normal and cheer up like everything was fucking fine. I did not tell a single soul how I felt for those years nothing I dealt with it and dealt with it so yeah if the meds make it to where I actually find something I like in life and can work obviously I’m going to do it. So you can go fuck yourself because I have dealt with it. Too fucking long

let me explain what i mean, I have depression but rather then take meds for it I actually wallow in my depression from time to time, i've almost killed myself over it but eventually you start to just not give a shit about even doing that anymore and you just learn to accept your life as dog shit and one day you will die from something stupid anyways. Just keep your mind occupied by shit like youtube videos or video games. Hell you can even watch stuff about suicide, honestly letting your mind actually think about the stuff makes you deal with stuff better. Take me for instance I was molested at the age of 5 and I use to constantly try to not think about it and stay away from things that would remind me of it, but I figured out eventually that by doing that it actually made it worse and now I can actually accept that i was molested and it doesn't really hurt as much anymore cause i don't let people convince me that i should feel bad over it.

I used to do that as a kid with tv and then I’d wake up never remember falling asleep

lol and then op kills himself due to being a weak little bitch and not able to take it when reality washed back over him like a 20 ft ocean wave!

Don't get off the meds. You are not strong enough OP.

On YouTube there are numbers of videos that are made to help you Sleep. A quiet New Age song will refocus your mind on it instead of your troubles. Here is one of those that I use myself:

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Thats your problem, holding it in. Stop fucking holding everything in and holding back. I use to do the same exact fucking shit but at the end of the day letting go and telling people to just fuck off or shut the fuck up actually helps, kind of like how you just told me to shut the fuck up. Go do that to people who actually piss you off irl, or hell go outside and break something, something that is yours maybe. That is why people break shit by the way because it just feels amazing. I've done it before, I was so depressed once that I took a pair of $150 headphones and just broke them, didn't even think twice about it. Its freeing.

even a sociopath is right twice a day lol

Allow a nigger to savagely and repeatedly ravage your butthole until you lose consciousness from shock.

I’m not hell I’m not even going to argue this point I’m not strong enough. Reality has hit way too young too, raped at 3, 6, 7, 13, 17. Abused from day 1. Beat with anything in hand for being hungry wanting love Not fed locked in a closet for days left to die wondering where my mom was. Fed rice and beans for years. She sold me to old fucks who liked little boys for some meth. Dad was no where. I had nothing and built myself up to having an apartment a girlfriend friends a job. A GED and college degree in billing and coding. So yeah maybe I need a fucking med or two to keep me sane

1. Masturbate.
2. Play background white noise.
3. Masturbate.

You know its funny despite people giving me hte same advice back when I had the same issues as you OP I ignored them as well, but trust me when I say the meds are not helping.

OK but that's still bad advice dood, some people honestly require the meds, something similar happened a while back with a guy that if IIRC had schizophrenia and depression and the internet told him to stop taking his meds and so he did and he ended up killing his mom who was also his caretaker .

Getting off the meds may have worked for you but it might not work for the next person .

It’s not to help but just to get a stable base line so I can work shit out

You've done way better then I have and I haven't taken any meds, while still experiencing being molested at age 5.