General feels thread for anyone that wants to drop in
General feels thread for anyone that wants to drop in
chest I Was planning on proposing weekend after the next to my girlfriend of almost 3 years. found out this Monday she's been sleeping with another guy while I've been away building a life for us in a higher income area.
I tried to look past it. She told me today she'd been cheating for over a month, and the only reason she told me was because the guy she was sleeping with ghosted her for planning to keep it a secret.
She's been pushing me to get married during the whole time we've been apart. We talked every night. I made it a point to set aside 2 nights a week for a netflix party paired with discord to watch tv shows and movies together. I visited her as much as I could afford while saving every cent for a custom engagement ring. My entire planned future has fallen apart in the course of a business week. I'm going to post music and use this thread as an outlet to get this out of my system.
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Going to post music that suits how I feel
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I know I'm calling out to the abyss here, but I could really use a friend right now who is not connected to anybody I know.
I'm sorry user, but the lowest of lows lead to the highest of highs. Don't give up hope, we've all been at our darkest hour and wondered what the point is. The world won't get easier, but you will get stronger
Thanks man, its good to be reminded there's a light in the darkness
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This is my go to depression album on the subject of music, not your style judging from what you posted but I'd recommend it to anyone
Wait...so what's the problem?
I'm too based for this world and it makes me consider suicide daily.
There's your problem. People who apply "based" to their lives in the real world are faggots.
You winning, my guy?
>then society collapses and he becomes a warlord with a harem
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I loved her deeply. She balanced me out, bringing the best qualities out of me. I felt like I had something to contribute to her life as well, you know? I brought her financial stability and security that I struggled hard to scrape together. We supported each others goals and dreams. She would have made a great mother to our kids one day