I need urgent fucking help

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its nice to see someone have similar struggles, even though I would actually want to be a girl, but that's quite impossible, unfortunately

western country with slavic family, soooooo yeah

I talked to some of my friends at school, mostly girls. And they kind of looked in shock like wtf user you want to look like us. I never told anyone else.

It's making extreme confusion in my brain, because how the fuck am I supposed to want look like a male? I don't really like men. I like woman.

I even got to the point where if a man goes to the barber and says he likes a hairstyle of a certain man, how can he say something like that lol? Does he really find him attractive or what? I only find women attractive haaaaaa

Last time I was thinking about my state of mind for hours and I slept for like 16hrs afterwards, it made my brain feel like its frying. SO I dont recommend!!!

idk, youll figure yourself out eventually im sure, dont kill yourself though cause that would suck

>its nice to see someone have similar struggles, even though I would actually want to be a girl, but that's quite impossible, unfortunately

Yeah, it's impossible. It also doesn't make much rational sense to me, to try become one too. It's rather risky chess move. Also most women only look good until they are like 30. Then usually only men can pull a good gentlemen style. And if that's not the case? Men are generally wealthier. IDK

YOOOOO FUCKKKKKK

are you me??????????

I really damn hope so, I hope that this is just a phase or anything like that but idk its a big struggle I've had for years

Like my respect to those that go for it, I don't have the balls, but even if I had. I probably wouldn't want to become a woman. I like my dick and balls and I probably wouldn't appreciate boobs. Unless I'm full-package girl.

Tbh, I don't know how similar our thoughts are or not based on your thread.

But some days I can only think about this thing to the point I want to suicide or consider HRT and other days I completely dismiss the idea as foolish. It's really weird conflict in brain.

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holy shit yeah I feel very similar

A straight guy sees a girl as a sex object mostly.. for domination. It's an expectation that she provides that and also support for him.

A guy who wants to be a girl has needs for being dominated, protected, taken and to be with his partner in his journey.

I think your sexual preferences are girls because you haven't sexualized men as you have girls. But deep down you want the same kinds of things girls want from men. You won't find it in girls though, unless she is domineering, and even then she will only use you.

I predict you will start to see things more and more from a girls perspective, and start to sexualize men in ways you'd be repulsed by before. You'll wonder if you are gay. And eventually you will feel defeated by all this thinking and simply accept it as fact.

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Wait a minute, are you saying you want to be a lesbian?

If you were a woman, which your not, you would probably want the cock.