What's going on in your life, user?

What's going on in your life, user?

Attached: open.jpg (1280x720, 123K)

nothin just waiting to go back to my board becuase i posted picrel on a blue board and earned a 24 hour ban which expires in a couple hours so i consider this the Any Forumsus stop.

Attached: 16545625632635.jpg (2048x1285, 608.23K)

I’ve been doing bad things to get money for the last few months but it’s really getting hard now so I’m thinking about getting a customer service job, working from home you know, maybe bring in an extra amount of money to cover me for a while

I just don’t want to go to the gay training days because I’m scared of seeing someone I know

Enjoying my neetbux, but ready to go to school so I can move out of my dad's.
Kinda feel like a loser but I'm not a prideful person anyway so it's not like living on my own will make me feel better about myself.

My grandma died, she was the only person in my family that ever looked after me. It's just me and grandpa now. Hope I make her proud and I hope I'm able to make his life easier

Attached: 0797_-_9fJhmoI.png (638x547, 20.02K)

my grandpa just died 6 monthjs ago 91 years old with 2 strokes back to back was in the room when we took him off the life support. rest in peace papa

i just realized my mom is mentally ill
worse part is she's always been like this my whole life
all the "family" kept telling me but she's my mom
only people in the family who didnt were the ones who actually spent time with her
my maternal grandpa told me to ignore her and tofcus on my own life, but that got worn down quickly
i wasted my life
had a sister but she killed herself a year and a half ago
still remember the sunday night before she hung herself
mom was going crazy and screaming and nagging nonstop
she doesnt use her eyes to see what is infront of her
i could even hear from my sister's voice that night she was tired without even being in the same rooom
my only options to dealing with my mom is to kill her to stop the air from going into her lungs or kill myself
dont worry im not going to harm anyone but myself
i am right now trying to figure out if the man ive been calling dad was really my dad, strange things like people constantly telling me how i look just like my dad
"dad" passed away 5 months ago to cancer
he never spoke much to me about anything, when asked something he kind of gave me a non answer my whole life "ok ok ok ok ok"

i found observational evidence that OP is a faggot

Just got the ‘vid, now flight school is entirely the shitty online classes and none of the flying - kill me now.

Ex gf cheated on me a bunch and so I left her after ten years, she finally started going to a councilor and was diagnosed with BPD witch was like a no shit sherlock kinda moment for me.

I Slept with another woman a few times while I was gone from her and only started coming back around because I've been raising her child for the last ten years...

I'm around to help with the kid but I just don't know if I see a future with my ex...
Things are just complicated.

Attached: 1648818929483.jpg (604x590, 100.58K)

Cheer up fag, atleast you dont have the coof

Back to being the unemployed miserable retard I am and always was. Wished for death, death didn't come. Have no gun. I kinda snapped. So much stress you just lose it.

Ive accepted my fate which has caused a relaxing numbness that is a nice change from my normal.

Right

Left

I'm at my limit as far as taking on additional projects at work. Wife is 17 weeks pregnant. Toddler is growing up quickly and talking more every day. Shit's just...busy.

Spring break. Chick I'm into from class is from across the state so we've been watching anime over Discord and hanging out.

Gonna hit the gym with her after break's over. Feels good man.

Let’s see I’m off my anxiety meds can’t decide if I should go back on them because some days are ok and some are utter shit that’s it really

On 300mg luvox, 250mg Armodafinil, 60mg ritalin, 4mg brexpiprazole, Nicorette gum, alcohol and have 80mg ritalin left. I'm trying not to vomit up my ritalin

Luvox and brexpiprazole plus dopamine stims is the best pro-cognitive anti anxiety medication.

Attached: 1648849091293.jpg (638x481, 33.91K)

I just vomited into my mouth and swallowed it back up

26, male
Unemployed, dropped out of high school, no passions in life. I might just end it all in a few months.

I know life is a gift, and I know I should be grateful for every single breath I get to take, but I can't stop feeling miserable about everything that's wrong with my life. I'm a loser with no future, a genetic dead end.

Nothing. One shot of cyanide and a lemon slice please.

If I could choose I would choose no depression

Being a genetic dead only matters if you want kids. In the same boat. Dont want kids though. For what?