TLDR: Watched videos of my GF fucking another guy and now I feel sick. Any nice words appreciated.
Guys I fucked up. So I've had this fantasy for a couple years now and finally brought it up to my gf. Posted about it on here a couple times even. I wanted her to find a guy on tinder, go film herself getting fucked and then send it to me so I could watch. I know, I know. Crazy. With me not being in the room I figured less awkward to everyone if it doesn't go well.
Well, a few nights ago after we were drinking and fooling around I finally got the courage to talk to her about it. She was pretty hesitant until I explained that the reason is "it's like watching porn with the hottest girl I know (her) in it." A bit more convo (and probably cause of the drinks) and she said the idea kind of turned her on too when she thought more about it. So, we were like fuck it let's strike while the iron is hot and we started looking for someone right then. Long story short, there are no shortage of guys who are willing to do this in fact a lot said they would get off on the idea of humiliating her bf. Whatever - I probably shouldn't have read the messages cause some of them were actually pretty rough to read and made me sound kinda like a bitch....
I told her I didn't want to influence her choice, but she literally narrows it down to the one guy I was hoping she wouldn't pick because of some of the shit he said. I'm starting to second guess this whole thing which really surprised me, but I turned off that voice, we both took a shot together and sent her in an uber. About an hour and a half later I get these two videos.
Honestly doesn't feel how I thought it would and I sort of regret it. Watching some dude fuck my chick doggy, spanking her and hearing her moan like this then taking a shot literally right on her face. I don't know what I expected. Maybe I didn't expect her to be so enthusiastic about it or something. She wants to do it again and I'm feeling pretty sick about it all. Maybe it's an acquired taste and have to try it a few more times? We fucked that night but it was pretty lame because she said she was tired which felt humiliating as fucking know that she's tired cause some dude just wore her out. It has been a few days since and we haven't fucked. She says the same thing every night about being too tired and just wanting to sleep. I feel kind of sick about this whole thing but maybe it will pass.
You're a fucking idiot OP, always remember to have a wank before you do dumb shit like ask your gf to get fucked by someone else, literally ruined your own relationship and self esteem by being a cuck
Chase Kelly
You haven't got a gf. You are a deranged man in a dress who rarely leaves his bedroom.
How about you just take her like the bull in the video.
Ryder Wright
Post the video. She looks hot.
Luke Thomas
My man you’re hurting and your gf now has more validation than she did with just you. She always has you pictured as a beta fag that lets a bull fuck her bc you can’t please her. Sorry user I’d start over w a new bitch
Brandon Reyes
What did the guy say, and did she tell you why she chose him?
Logan Baker
This is your brain on porn.
Jacob Baker
You could, at the very least, try to use two videos that look the same girl in the same session in the same room with the same camera and the same guy. Instead of totally different videos. Terrible attempt at a larp.
Robert Green
You get used to it dude. It started in my house as a quid pro quo thing she wanted to do with her boss for a better position at work and then turned into her having two regulars and several one-offs… it is basically to the point I’m just informed on what’s going on rather than being asked if she can or not. I used to get videos and pictures and then it became graphic descriptions of what she had been up to to now I just get told “oh yeah, I had a new one last week and forgot to tell you”
Mason Sullivan
You didnt feel icky while you stood there filming?
Luis Young
I wanted this too though. Maybe I will come through and start to like it soon.
First thing she said about him was how funny he was, because he was making some stupid jokes in the messages. I didn't like the look of him from the start, I kind of wanted her to go for someone who was short or wasn't very attractive.
Hudson Butler
you should two hero
Leo Jones
I didn't film. First video was shot on his samsung, second video was on her iphone propped up on the dresser.
Connor Morris
That is how I plan to die if I get anything terminal or if I get to 77 years old and don’t feel good. If I feel good and have money then I will keep going but you’re probably right, I’ll off myself way sooner than that
Austin Bell
How does it feel to know you let the Jews win?
Christopher Rogers
Oh ok makes sense, I hope you're not mad at her for this. I mean anyone would choose the most charming and best looking person for something like this. Is the reason for lack of sex you think is because she had better? Not trying to make you feel like shit, genuine question.
Brody Hill
Let her go. everything is messed up now.
Robert Parker
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This actually. Weird how her hair grew in the second video and apparently she did lose weight too.
Aiden Thompson
she doesnt want to fuck you anymore because she lost respect and attraction for you. shes going to keep fucking other guys if you like it or not. you opened pandoras box.....enjoy!