Trying to balance my wife's hormones without her knowing has given me a feeder fetish.
>Wife was 90lbs when married her. (she was the coxen in crew, always stayed thin) >After giving birth, her weight hit 170lbs >I didn't mind, her butt looks incredible and her self consciousness of her weight gain made her more submissive to me >Doctor said she has a hormone imbalance but it usually sorts itself out, just needs to follow up >She starts to lose the weight, gets to like 140lbs but never follows up about the hormones >Suddenly her mother dies and she fucking loses her shit >She starts to gain back the weight >She goes to her mother's home country to spread her ashes >Her family is not nice towards her about her weight gain >Her family hates me >She spirals and goes into a deep depression while there >A weeks later this is followed by her losing her mind and wanting a divorce >We separate while she stays with her family >She comes back home 3 months later >Lost alot more weight. 120lbs now >But her tits got bigger and her hips seem wider >Acts completely different >Rages out at the drop of a hat followed by crying >Hasn't shaved or waxed since arriving in that country. I was shocked by her extensive leg hair >Starts spending crazy money on clothes that dont fit >I have to walk on egg shells around her >I havent had sex since she left and she wont fuck me >Claims she has no sex drive >I keep an eye on her through the home security cameras. She used to masturbate before bed if I was working >Confirm her sexual desire is gone >Hasnt touched her hairy fucking twat since she came home >I try to be nice to her and maybe she'll fuck me so I get her the starbucks drink she likes in the mornings >She was mad at first because the drink is basically heavy cream and sugar with 1 espresso in it, a ton of calories, but appreciates it >I find this shit on Amazon DHEA which is supposed to balance hormones and increase sex drive > .... cont
>DHEA arrives >In starbucks parking lot with drink >Dump powder contents of capsule in her coffee >it just sits on top of the sweet cream foam, so i stir it in and it doesnt really mix >bring her the coffee >"wtf happened to it? did you shake it?" >"nah, i had to hit the breaks really hard on the way home" >she takes a sip >"this is fucking gross" >So next day i try again and mix half a capsule in a tablespoon of water in an empty water bottle, shake it up, and dump it in >she complains that ihey made it too bitter >I go and buy heavy cream and sugar >make concoction of 100mg of DHEA, 2 tsp of sugar, and 1/4 bottle of heavy cream >In starbucks parking lot, chug down half the coffee to make room for concoction, shake up the water bottle and dump it in >It looks perfect, the heavy cream got foamy from shaking it >give to wife >"oooo they made it good today" >.... cont
Justin Hill
keep it coming, curious about how this ends
Parker Campbell
This
Eli Morris
>Do this everyday >Her mood improves but she said shes getting migraines >Still no sex. WTF? >Notice the more sugar I add, the more of the coffee she drinks >Buy a starbucks creamer and mix that in with the heavy cream >Double dosage of DHEA >She starts to get lethargic >Put a little of my adderall in the concoction to combat lethargy >Not lethargic anymore but starts a bunch of projects and left them unfinished >Still no sex >Look up that an increase of testosterone might increase her libido >Crush up one of my chinese pro-hormones I used to take and start adding that to the concoction >Her mood has greatly improved >VERY affectionate of me >She finally masturbates in the house! >Next night, I lay in bed with her and we fuck! >.... cont
Carter Lopez
>She turns to me and says >"dont expect this every night" >continue with current concoction everyday >getting sex every 3 days >She's way more affectionate >tells me she loves me again >apologizes for leaving me for 3 months >success.... but i notice something >notice that shes way more hungry now >notice she's putting on weight again >notice her body hair is getting thicker >yesterday Im staring at her and noticing how big she's starting to get again and how she has no idea it's because of what I'm doing >realize im rock fucking hard >i jerk off to the thought of how big I can get her and wonder how far i can change her body >fuck even her voice is sounding deeper >start to look up more hormones I can buy from china to give her >come across a synthetic powder form of "Ghrelin" which is the hormone that apparently promotes hunger >Also find a chemical that induces the production of "Prolactin" >Also find a synthetic "Proestrogone"
I just ordered these from a couple weird chinese supplier, not sure what's gonna happen, but im having fun.
Eli Cook
Ohh I wanted to ask if anyone knew of some kind of nootropics or hormones or pharmaceuticals i could buy and slip her that would make her bigger? Maybe make her hips even wider or her tits even larger? Or something that would increase her sex drive to something insane?
Andrew Foster
I would like weekly updates please
Andrew Nguyen
Have you looked into Sarms? Mk677 and rad140 and you have a chunky bro that can bench double his body weight (speaking from experience).
Jace Hernandez
I’ll add. Any growth hormone, or secretagogue, can increase cell growth where you don’t want it. Cancer.
I’ve been thinking about getting some PT141 in my wife’s stack… maybe a micro dose of MDMA. I don’t know. I’d like her to fuck me with the passion I fantasise about. But that shits illegal and dangerous.
Alexander Hall
>PT141 I was going to suggest this but you have to inject it afaik and I don't know how you'll pull that off unless she sleeps hard
Charles Gutierrez
You're doing the lord's work. I'm also kind of a woman modder myself. The anal tissues are very permeable and tend to allow absorption of chemicals wonderfully
Nolan Kelly
Never heard of it, I'm looking into it now. Back in the day I used to take this shit called T-Bomb by MPH which I loved because it made working out feel good, they banned whatever the pro-horomone was that was in it but I found you could buy it from china that has some kind of modification to it that makes it somewhat legal? I had that shit laying around and that's what I've been giving her.
This Mk677 looks promising and ships within the country lol. I'm buying ti now.
Joseph Stewart
Pics?
Levi Robinson
There’s nasal sprays.
Angel King
So I was thinking of getting a prescription of that T-Gel shit that's transdermal and wiping it on her when she's sleeping, but I forgot you could technically make anything a suppository.
I wonder if I can mix this stuff into some lube and finger her ass with it and have it adsorb
Brandon Smith
Just from a google search. Just paying down a secret credit card I have to purchase it... one she doesnt know I have... just in case she looks and questions some charges if I purchase through main account
I know that's what I do. That and you can literally pump her ass full of chemicals. Hell, even semen has testosterone in it. I first build a foundation of creampie fetish and then use said creampie fetish to try gels and liquids inside. Its awesome.
Mason Williams
T bomb is easily available. Maybe they changed the formula?
Tyler Morgan
Thx!
Jace Walker
Just googled PT141 nasal spray and now you got me interested
not sure how i'd administer this, but >"Bremelanotide is used to treat low sexual desire in women who have not gone through menopause and have not had low sexual desire in the past"
This is right up my ally. Lets see if we can get it from china without a prescription lol
Austin Russell
Godspeed, user. Glad to meet someone like minded!
Evan Ortiz
i think this is the missing piece of my puzzle. The other night, I smeared some rogaine foam on her pussy while she was sleeping because it supposedly dilates the blood vessels apparently and I wanted to see if that made her squirm.... i checked back a little bit later and her pussy was soaked, but that couldve been from anything, not sure if it did anything
but now i want to pump her ass full of chemicals and observe the affects
Benjamin Adams
See, it's one thing if she was never into boning, but her and i used to fuck up to 4 times a day sometimes and she was a little fucking pervert like me. I used to drink a ton of water before leaving work and drive home so i'd have a full bladder for her to drink. And I'd send her pics of me drinking the water and say shit like "i hope youre fucking thirsty" and she'd be giddy from the anticipation of me walking in the door and using her as a toilet.
I miss the depravity. I want that back. Even if it's just once a month. The testosterone seems to be doing the trick for some reason. She's got that glint in her eye again when I talk dirty to her
