be me, 19m

> be me, 19m
> diagnosed with depression and anxiety
> never had friends or gf
> bullied throughout all of elementary and middle school
> bad job and bad education
> family issues since age 12
> suicidal thoughts since age 13
> all passions and hobbies stopped being fun years ago
> in the middle of a a global pandemic
> potential world war 3 on the rise

And now I recently figured out I'm (most likely) a pedophile. Life is just not giving me a single reason to keep living.

The one thing that makes me happy is knowing that people will cheer over a sick pedo fuck killing itself, so at least I found my destiny I guess.

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Everyone is diagnosed with depression now days

Sell everything and become batman

Yeah do it it will be fun!

You think I have possessions? I own nothing but a few pieces of clothing and a phone

best advice

Damn user well def don’t pedo at all.
You can work hard and make something of yoyr self its never too late
Im 38 and just recently did you can too kid.

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>never had friends or gf
me neither

Perfect, then go travel and stop being a part of society instead of whining like a faggot. You already want to kill yourself, you already own next to nothing, just go hitchhike and/or train hop and be a hobo.

Hey OP,.I'd tell you to seek mental health care for your mental illness( fetish )but most nations have an instant report law even for Psychiatrists.
If you haven't hurt any children the you're fine.
Just stop browsing porn on your phone.

If you want some real social upward mobility I suggest you join a local church.
You don't need to believe in Christianity, just be respectful and participate. Have faith in the community, help the community, and soon they will open doors for you if you're a cherished member of the parish.
You can also do this with a Red Cross,.soup kitchen etc. You'll be fine.
Just don't volunteer to be the church daycare nanny aight, that shit is fucked up...