Fuck, it's been a while Any Forumsrothers. Oldfag here. It's that even a thing we still say? Is that PC? Honestly, I don't even fucking care at this point. It must have been a decade since my last visit. I was hoping for a sweet reunion; to brag about how grand my life has gone since moving on from this board and "growing up" but here I am, same as I ever was. Fucking everything's gone to shit. I have no reason to continue with this farce. The only logical step is An Hero.
So my question is this; to all those who have attempted An Hero and failed; what was your point of failure, or what changed your mind? I hope to learn from your mistakes. I need this to be flawless.
Anything with a colour that isn't white must be food
Jordan Russell
>logical aaahahaha, you don't even know what that word means.
Alexander Gonzalez
Find a totally unreachable goal you want fulfilled even if it kills you. One that will get you killed by others for attempting it. Then put your life on the line to achieve that goal.
Joseph Ramirez
What word would you prefer? "Viable"? Saging this shit. I hope I reach page 11.
Jordan Lopez
You should have written "the only step I'm willing to invest in is An Hero". Don't prop this up as logical or viable or your only possible outcome. It's not. Not by a long shot. Not unless you have a terminal disease that inevitably will net you more suffering than ending it right now. Most other things are fixable.
Jaxon Hernandez
OP here. That's downright inspirational. Though I'm kind of locked in on the An Hero route. Already in the process of leaving my job. Your option does sound pretty sweet tho. Sage
Why did you climb the mountain? Because it was there
Caleb Wilson
Honestly not a fan, but I understand the reason for it. The future ain't what it used to be.
Isaiah Rodriguez
I suffer too op. We all do. The reason we are stuck here is because it feels like we're together in this.
Here's something I don't get about people who an hero and it's a genuine question since I was at the point of breaking too once. Why like this? Why just die? I get that the pain stops but it's rare for people to just be experiencing pain. Usually it's thoughts. Some thoughts can't be shaken even if you put in the work to change yourself and your environment but if you're at the point that you're planning your suicide, if you really don't care about your life anymore - you can just throw it away in other ways. Just end it. Quit your job, move somewhere new, go to a bar and tell someone the story of a life you have never lived, be something else. If you don't like it, well the next bridge is always close enough.
Ayden Moore
Do what you want 'cause a pirate is free? I mean, that's a mood, I guess. I've always been shyte at setting goals for myself, and I suddenly have no one left in my life that I feel like completing tasks for.
Juan Sullivan
I'm already in self sabotage mode, and I cannot break out. I'm trapped in a headspace that no geographical rearrangement is going to clear. I miss my friends terribly, but I'm no longer on speaking terms with anyone. Every day at work I space out and plan the perfect exit. I will become a flawless ghost.
But I guess I could just yeet myself halfway across the country and try something new... I survived 14mo on less savings than I have now.
Daniel Garcia
They don't, but when you live in a biome that is essentially black and white 90% of the time, any sort of color (particularly red and yellow, the colors of meats and fats) makes you think "maybe food?"
William Hill
I would try at least that. I wasn't necessarily talking relocation per se. Maybe do something you haven't done before? Don't know anything about you so it depends but maybe some survival adventure in the wild? You know, you could even fail and it wouldn't matter. You're done with your life - there's freedom behind this thought. I suggest you explore it. That's all.
Nicholas Adams
It's easy to kill yourself you dumb fuck. Step in front of a train or jump off a really tall bridge. Or stick a shotgun in your mouth. There it's over.
William Gray
Seconding this user OP, don't just die as the faggot you are in life. Die being the faggot you always wanted to be
Gavin Murphy
Because he's a weak faggot that is begging for attention.
