Whats a word or thing that best describes hopelessness, failure and being sick of everything?

Depression

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>Whats a word or thing that best describes hopelessness, failure and being sick of everything?
Duty

Malaise
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the japanese have a saying.

kimochi warui

it was said at the end of evengelion and i think it perfectly describes what you're looking for.
heres a song named the same thing
youtu.be/zOkNjpJtiLU

You’ve all been helpful

Realism. Pessimism. Nihilism. Narcissism. Arrogance. Insolence.

Do your own homework. Idiot.

The psychological condition which you described is typical of the age. Everyone wants to feel hopeless. Right before smoking their routine cigarrette. Which they use durting celebrations as well. Everyone wants to feel like a failure. Before comforting themselves with reward treats. Everyone wants to feel annoyed and burdened by that which is around them. As though they had earned that. Nevermind the luxuries which they actually yearn form.

Decision-theory.

That's all.

Nihilistic depression and fateless solipsism solved. Existensialism in all its worthlessness thrown out of the picture.

Without decision theory, you are living in a predetermined fate model. Either by fate or by hopeless determinism. It doesn't matter.

It is your ability to decide which prevents existentialism as an ostensible paradigm. Do you like something? Dislike something? Can you anticipate? Forsee?

I personally never doubted in my own atheism, ever since I was child, but it was only until my teen years when I began reading the literary works of Anton LaVey. Beginning to explore the philosophy of hedonism as a precursor to my discovery of the Enlightenment movement.

Am I unaware of the fact that my pornographic collection is covetable? No. But, is that real? Not at all. Actually, it is a middle step in my own personal philosophy developed prior to the popularization of Youtube. Meaning, back when people feared the devil and god alike. In otherwords, prior to the popularization of Youtube Yoga videos. I know that for a fact. Around the year of 2010. You are an idiot and a fool to think that it Yoga was as popular back then as it was now.

Reddit.

Despondent

French

Normal

HA

i like you

what you're feeling is ennui

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But, that is how it began for me. Nihilism. Indeed, hopelessness. Indeed, obscure, dark and terrible. But, indeed and nontheless, a stupid means to hopelessly lose all sense of pleasure and ambition. And, yes indeed, a stupid-minded eradication of morals. Once again, Anton LaVey. If you haven't read his works, then you probably never will. Adequately.

So no, I don't hesitate to share pornographic images with you guys. Imbeciles.

At the same time, I cannot in good conscience do the same with a Catholic. I would then have to look at them seriously requesting that they say; god can go fuck himself.

And, assuming that they miraculously have a change of mind there and then, I can assure you, their newly bred atheism is quick to fade away the moment that they realize that they are routinely driving a car at 60 miles on the highway.

Anton LaVey didn't need theology to tell him that coercing women into sexual intercourse was disgraceful. Plato didn't need to elongate his decade long discussions as means to fondle the children around him Look it up, pedophilia was a notable trait of the Greek philosophers.

You don't need deep thought to belief that food when hungry is a good thing and that the bite of a wolf hurts.

At the same time, I've been suffering from extreme paranoid hallucinations as of lately, because I am on what would be my 12th year of study as an autodidact. Meaning , there is a long and monumental, billion person long ladder up to me as the average third world peasant complains about a lack of educational facilities. In America, people quickly cease to study the moment that they leave high school before burning all their books if the chance affords them that privilege.

At the same time, I've seen my digital media sites being innundate with people posturing their feet on footstols and the desks, in an obnoxious manner as a means to flaunt a non-chalant attitude.

nigger take your meds or kill yourself

En·nui
/änˈwē/
noun
a feeling of listlessness and dissatisfaction arising from a lack of occupation or excitement.
"he succumbed to ennui and despair"

I do so because my legs cramp up after hours of studying. Eating and drinking food in the most annoying manner possible. I never eat with anyone at all, I've been eating along since I began cooking my own meals during my late teen years. But I know that you've seen them. People attempting to be comedic about eating their food, online, before devolving into doing it in the most obnoxiouos manner possible.

So as insane as it may seem, because indeed it is mass hysteria, I am painfully paranoid about people walking into the room, as I study, while thinking that my legs placed upon the counter mean "non-chalant" attitudes. It's not. It means blood clots. Thinking that I am, during quarantine, living the luxury of eating a meal while watching streamed movies. It does not. It means the 12th year of eating alone. The 10th year without a birthday celebration. The true trademark of anti-social digital media user. And, the midst of an international and deathly pandemic.

But yes, I avoid popular media as much as possible and I still see humanity being as non-chalant, ridiculous and obnoxious as possible. I am not talking about pornhub users. If women like cock then they like cock. And they hunted it and stored it as winter supplies. Whatever. I am talking about purposefully innundating social media with obnoxious taunting, humilliation and denigration. Mainly, those Facebook/twitter girls. I don't browse through their profiles. Ever, But the Youtube recommendation feed still places those vixens in my direction. And, they make an effort to be as annoying as possible through a micro-second long viewing of a thumb nail. Without joking at all, I am truly serious.

Again, hedonism. It isn't the direction to head in during an international pandemic, but its there. If you want it. If you have it. If you are 28 year old slut living in an apartment with your boyfriend. Getting served cock. However, there is no philosophical movement that I ever heard of telling

telling you to be as annoying and obnoxious as possible. And, this is the generation that we are living in. Thanks to rap music, materialism, capitalism, and political entitlement placing value upon public protest protocols. Learned and assimilated through television devices.

Absurd. God damn ridiculous.

There is you existentialism. Faggot.