Hey guys

Huh, gotcha. Well, I'm sorry OP, that sounds shitty. Life is definitely shitty and hard but I hope you decide not to go through with it. Most people who survive attempts are glad they did. There is good and beauty out there in the world among the shit, I hope you can hang in there and find it.

Suicide if you want, but leave a note on how you want to be reincarnated. Failure to do so will lead to a lesser desired reincarnation.

>killing yourself when you have a daughter and mother still alive
I hope it hurts and your last moments are filled with fear and regret.

Shit man you should stick around for your daughter. Try to earn some money for her future and be a good role model and teach her.

>Believing in anything in this simulation.

You gotta leave one for your daughter too. How old is she?

So you are abandoning your daughter. She won’t have anyone to talk her down the aisle, no one to mockingly threaten future BFs, etc. all because you won’t get help. I feel bad for her, not because her dad is gonna die, but because you are a sorry miserable excuse for a dad.

Man up, get help instead. Don’t take the easy way out.

Also, the hotel people that find you will absolutely be traumatized. They are gonna walk-in in a dead person with a bag over his dead that is covered in feces and urine. And likely puke too.

This is so very selfish.

I was afraid people would jump on me for this...
I hurt them. I'm not going into detail but i physically hurt them on accident. And that will haunt me everyday for the rest of my life. Among other things they have not seen me in almost 2 years. My daughter is only 2 so she will grow up used to not having a father. And she has a good mom so I'm not too worried she will have difficulty growing up and being a good person. As for her mother. She says she doesn't hate me but she hates me. Everyday i am a burden to them I'm always contacting them annoying her and i am always overthinking every conversation and making our already fragile relationship worse and worse. I have no one anymore. And my daughter even tho still so young has her own family now and her mother has made it very clear that i am not apart of that. I just don't want to keep crying and getting suffocated by all the horrible thoughts anymore. My life is a joke i have no one and nothing. But it's okay. I had fun in my life in the past. As i said i was a dj and had a lot of good times. But at this point in my life i have done so much damage that i truly believe i will never have peace comfort or happiness ever again...And that's okay. I'm ready to die. As I've said before I've tried to take my life many times. I never been truly happy and now i know forsure this is no happiness in my future. So I'm ready to actually end it...i just hope i end up in a good place

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that's a shame. think of all the cute traps you'll miss.

jk good luck

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Like I said dude, leave your wish for a better place in writing, and then end it. This universe is cruel and doesn't deserve to keep hurting you.

I just got out of the mental hospital for the 8th time? Meds don't work. Nothing has worked. Trust me I've tried many times to get help. I thought i was supposed to stay alive for my daughter but i just don't think that's true anymore.

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Why the fuck do people like you want to do it in a hotel? The amount of times a room hasn't checked out on time and I have to go tell them to leave, only to find a corpse, is too many. Do whatever with your life, just leave us out of it in hotels. And FYI, you're going to look like hell by the time someone finds you, probably the front desk clerk.

I live in a house with 4 other men. It's impossible to get away with it. As i have no privacy. I also do not have a car. Trust me I've thpught about this. I won't have anything in my stomach. So hopefully there will be no shit and piss. I'm hoping the worst they will find is my pale corpse with a fogged up bag over my head sitting on a chair...i hate the thought as i really do feel really bad...i wish there was a way i could warn the person before they come in...

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Don't let the universe make you it's bitch, end it and make it release it's grasp on you.

You’re killing yourself and abandoning you child.

At the very least, get a job and keep work to pay child support to give her a better life.