I've done something I can tell no one about. It haunts me. I wish I would just die.
It's worse than killing someone. I wish I had just killed someone.
The worst part is, I've done it more than once, and I'm scared I can't stop myself from doing it again. I'm sick.
user what did you do?
Did you diddle someone
hehe kitty
I can't tell anyone. I wish I could tell someone. That would be so freeing. It might even fix me.
I know there are bad people on here, and I can't tell them. I have friends who have killed, and I can't even tell them either, I'm too scared to.
You diddled someone
Desiring a thing, and acting on that desire are worth distinguishing. Empathy is what separates us from animals. Causing another harm for our own pleasure is selfish and creates a worse environment than if you had never existed. If your sole purpose is to shit on everyone around, the world would be better off if you didnt exist. You have free will user, how would you like to be remembered?
So dont do it again. Draw a line in the sand. Dont do it again. As for being haunted by your mistakes... let it be a reminder of how you will feel if you continue down that path. Youre going to have to determine your own penance and spend whats left of life trying to learn from it.
I don't want to be remembered.
I have desired, and I have acted. I have hurt. That is someone I can never take back.
If I didn't have the self control, or empathy, to stop myself before, what separates me from an animal?
Is there hope for me?
Thank you. I'm a bad person for what I have done, but I'm glad there is hope for me.
op wont tell us so i lost interest
whop cares
Did you kidnap a Democrat Politician. Cuz if you did good Lord they will come for you. You can burn down cities but if you touch a Democrat politician they will disappear your entire bloodline. They will even flush your goldfish town the toilet. If you didn't do that then whatever it is I'm sure it's just meh.
OP sounds like he either fucked his little sister or is just a LARPing faggot.
Either way, kys OP.
Maybe don't invade Ukraine
>I’ve done something I could never take back
Fag thinks he’s the joker or something kill yourself OP
you killed a cat didnt you?
its just food to chinese people. as long as you feel bad about it and dont do it again youll be alright. just be nice to cats around now to ease the guilt or something.
now if it was a dog, thats different and you should feel bad, they actually like humans and are loyal
Yeah, I understand me being vague sounds gay as shit. I just really don't want to talk about what I've done.00xsp
newfag that doesnt know the rules.
I would never hurt a dog, I love dogs. I would never hurt a cat either, I love cats, they're so precious.
You raped a kid. I hope you didn't kill them. That's another charge if you did. You want to minimize the fallout not maximize it.
This.
He ate da poo poo. Like ice cream.
user, self-control and empathy may often occur together, but are not the same and can be interdependently honed. Self-control is when you create a desire which is difficult and time-consuming to fulfill but will ultimately make a better life for you or the world. In a state of single-minded pragmatism, what desires will be able to distract you?
Empathy is a shared feeling space which is shared between all, and I mean ALL, living things. Not a single act is omitted from being a part of the totality of what you can know through empathy. This feeling space is what the Buddha was referring to when he said "to understand all is to forgive all." You have been understood, user, because others have even unintentionally created the very same desire you acted on. You have been forgiven, user, maybe not by your victim at the conscious level, but by the total interplay of the life-giving forces which allow you to walk and breathe and feel and know. In fact, you are inseparable from these forces.
The pain of having caused deep and lasting suffering to another being, even having knowingly done so, should be all the permission you need to explore the nature of your very self. Having explored this, you will find that the total conscious conditioning and physical state of any individual is like a poorly painted veneer over a clear glass surface- only covering up the nature of life.
Very much like yourself, your victim is a well-loved, totally interconnected node in a great net of life experience which can be perceived, by one willing, at the smallest and largest levels, as pure, unadulterated love. Even your own actions, the consequences of those actions, the physical accumulations from those actions, the suffering of those physical accumulations when you find them difficult to expunge from your body, and the same accumulations and sufferings of your victim in their body, are all the gentle oscillation of a single, everlasting chain of cause and effect, made of love.
op is a kiddie diddler